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Merry christmas. Hope my Aunt like her gift
At my Aunt's
church was good. went grocery shopping which was oddly draining and had a small mug of iced coffee. later around 4, walked to campus, played around because there were few people and it was freeing. climber trees by the smoking section while it was devoid
after one of the weirdest nights i’ve ever spent, i woke up before my alarm by only 10 minutes, made the infamas blogilates bannana and egg pancakes and m own peanut butter and yogurt sauce part 1 2 eggs 2 overly ripe bananas mash the two together
i have a bad feeling that i’m going to write my essay about a bowl of oatmeal… and use it to explain that years of searching can result in answers thought of whilst enjoying the simple pleasure or something of that genre…
scholarship essay : lack of progress?...
Peanut butter molasses crinkle cookies
source; http://justbewitht.com/ my kind of yoga. beautiful.
Watching Haven with the fam :)
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i wonder how much fun it would be to tell someone that i’m an amateur trepanist, then ask if i could demonstrate >:) lol
of course i spend time not doing my essay, but looking up feederism. i’m getting more comfortable with it. more at home with my mind. i know it’s wrong, at least for now and it’s not what i want at the moment, but i’m learning
just submitted my scholarship...
how’s the weather in hell this time of year cause i’m doubting and i don’t know which way is up or right or blue and i’m this close to not trying anymore if everyone has a cross to bear then i
well that was trippin hey God? not gonna lie, that was fucked up that dream was unreal and beautiful i feel weird because it wasn’t C but It felt so good then i woke up and find my undies covered in blood. you did that. i don’t know how,
Is this how selfies work?
just having a shitty morning, all i feel like doing is crying and i can’t leave like i normally would because Mother is working and Her Mother is coming and mom can’t deal with her own mother by herself. gee, same thing here fuckfuckfuck
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the day is not complete without a personal reflection post
and while i'm thinking of it, a PSA for the season
Cannibalism ala Walmart
Also saw this really cute puppy in a red pickup. It wasn’t wlreally cold outside, but he or she was really cute
North carolinian wildlife
So i baked these. I included the box to give credit where credit is due. 7/10 not bad, just butter, sugar, flour, chocolate and preservatives. I miss my fully stocked kitchen, but I’m not completely cookie lacking
Rambly thinky personal
Hanging out in Nc
The tree is up, cookies are slowly being consumed, jingle bells are jingling ( though many dead mice were discovered) all is well. Merry christmas
i realize that maybe i’m just searching for comfort. emotionally, physically if i can. i just need to internalize that sometimes my dash is dead and i need more comforting for some odd, selfish reason. nothing is wrong, just a little off as usual.
Local park
okay, the wikia said that mels/melody/river song are the same. mels is interesting. crazy. she blames the doctor for pretty much everything because she believes that he should save everyone due to the silence. now she wants to kill hitler. what the hell.
Watching doctor who. Apparently bbc is playing all of matt smith before #12. Us one day enough to turn diehard fan?
i feel that i picked the most convenient time to join the doctor who fandom
the doctor who christmas carol was beautiful, just BEAUTIFUL
Last minute baking for santa (Even though norad says he already passed NC) I know what’s happening once i crash, but i still love tradition. Also curious as to how many presents to cat mains in the night. He’s always rustling something
I didn’t get much sleep, maybe a few hours in multiple pockets, yet I’m the only one.awake other than the dog
i am getting positively chubby. more of a belly than before, i think my legs are a little bit softer, but mainly belly/lovehandle area today has just been ALL about food. i woke up, didnt really have a proper breakfast, just candy, coffee, and water.
on my sexuality and religion
Some sunset shots from around my stepbrothers place plus a few from the road
