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It’s rai outside. I want to stay in bed all day long.
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Dad takes me home tomorrow. I’m not ready. Can I have like two more days?
Watching Atlantis with mom :)
Im tired and i just want to get back in my warm bed. I know i should eat but i figure when isntreally important rightnow. Ill have a brunch of sorts later. Yes, im still hurt. After we reestablished where we stood i was just happy that it wasnt over but
GOVERNMENT TAX PAPERWORK MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE.I AM A DEPENDENT. WHY DOES THIS THROW ME OFF EVERY SINGLE TIME. THERE SHOULD BE A DEPENDENT CHECKPOINT THAT LETS ME SKIP THE HOOEYon top of that, my address will probably change 3 times before i leave this
Slept over at a friends place. Well that did not merit a good sleep for anyone. Maybe two hours? Now time for festival. Let’s hope I’m not too tired to be emotionally stable! This adventure isn’t over yet.
I’ve got a couple hours till the market and I wish I could stay in bed. But for a better reason these days. It’s not to escape my day but to enjoy and remember the fantastic dreams. I’ll latch onto a few facts, but other than possibly
i’ve been on feabie so much i’ve all but ignored tumblr. who’d thought i’d ever be on any sight more than tumblr but yeah. i actually talk to people over there. as as you can see, i am now more than a week behind in my posts. i will return to
I know i haven’t written a journal post on here in more than a week. i just need to write. we are at a tough spot in our relationship and now we have overanalyzed everything to the point where i don’t even know what the problem is. i just want
just took some online quizzes and i am finally passing accounting with a 72. i’m not proud of it, but i can live with it. never again
I’ve got my blue and green tankini on beneath my cargo pants and book store tshirt. About to help my dad pack the truck with furniture. Still I feel really comfy and sexy in this swimsuit. I think I was wearing it the first time I let the dove touch
Slightly worried about some plans tonight but I’ll be okay. I need to go get some breakfast. Sleep schedule/pattern is blown to smithereens at the moment. Stomach is growling loud enough I can hear it, but bed is warm and Comfy. Can someone send
finally got a good razor and had a wonderful shave. my legs are so smooth!
I painted my toes!
I was gonna go swimming, but the pool was closed and now I just feel like hating clothes…
hematight replied to your post “Green smoothie!”Avocados manGreat idea! i’ll see if i still have any fresh for my next one
perceptionofadove replied to your post “Arachni”Absolutely loved it yindy. It didn’t even sound like you were trying to fit the vocabulary words in. It all flowed great. I would love to see a continuation of this!glad you liked it dear. not
i didn’t even know i was this fragile this morning until i broke and at least i got myself into the shower by that point because i don’t know what else would have happened if i hadn’t done that. . i was just irritable. but honestly, nothing really
I have some toys to take apart this summer And maybe I’ll look into relearning how to read schematics
myotherthoughtsblog: I’m trying to hold back at least a little. But I want to get really stuffed and there’s just not enough food in the house for it now. But I want to get stuffed and wake up fatter and be able to have no reservations that this
I just found an old iPod shuffle. So happy because EMERGENCY MUSIC that won’t run down my phone. Like so freaking happy. This is a good thing. Downloading my old playlist for it of Celtic and Sinatra fun. I missed it
Fucking hate this loud as thunderstorm while my parents are trying to help me prep for my moving tomorrow. The walls are literally vibrating with some of the thunder. I just want stillness. I want my parents to be still and not going through my stuff
How has no one else called the cop to complain about my roommates noise. 1am now and no sleep. Might have to play catch up in the morning. Good thing I don’t work till 4pm, but I can’t deal with this every fuckingg night. I’m too scared at this
I have given up on sleep tonight. Fuck my actual plans for tomorrow. I need to catch on on all my sleep. Can I charge them medical bills for damage done by sleep deprivation. My rights are being violated here. Right to life. Too little sleep can kill
People are trying to take good care of me. The next couple days will be a very cautious game of hiding and being quiet to get my food. This is just insane. The dove and family are trying to get me out at least for tonight. It’s hard to know around
i still feel like such a kid sometimes. i just want to stay home and read HTTYD fanfiction under the M rating all day. i’m missing my dove. i left my ringer off and missed his morning call. spent much of the morning messaging James and his girl on
I’m just really happy right now. I got a good couple of phone calls with the dove and communicating with him is really a great thing. He was sleepy last night after a long day of fun with the kids. He’s a giant kid himself at times. He’s
Oh god I’m addicted. Begun watching how to train your dragon, riders of berk. That’s the Cartoon Network TV show. Fingers crossed it will be good
I keep staying in bed too late. Since I’ve moved out, there’s been no one to scold me. And I really like my warm bed. Not tired as much as comfortable, relaxed, happy.
Watching 101 Dalmatians for the first time. The scene with the cows bought tears to my eyes. How could my dad’s hatred of Dalmatians prevented me from seeing this gem growing up
I slept in till 9 am today. I need to stop going to bed so late. My roommates woke me up at 4 this morning but that was momentary and the main culprit is me staying up too late. I just want to stay in bed. And this new pool has me closing at 10pm on
Went to campus yesterday to pick up the application for the new on campus lifeguarding job and the stuck around because tabling for orientation was happening and I always love to go check that out for the free goodies. The student center is under a
Feeling fucking gorgeous right now. Short hair, glasses, my boots and kaki pants. Shirtless. I’m noticing how the torn feelings with feedism don’t always show up sometimes. Sometimes I feel too small, but right now I can enjoy my slim physique
Irony: getting what you wished for
Does adding hot chocolate to a green smoothie negate the health benefits?
Just tested mom, she called, plan of action is Ice Ibuprofen See if I can catch a bob bus to campus Visits on of the campus clinics at lunch break
might have overate a bit tonight. not stuffed but definitely ate a good bit and yeah, i had some junk food. even after getting weighed and measured today. at least i still can appreciate my little soft belly. and i still can feel the urges to grow it.
] In the chronic decision of my life, I want to give up so I can stop this pretense. I feel like such a stupid fucking kid. I got my whole life ahead of me. Why would I want that. Anything but that. I wish I didn’t want it or couldn’t have
Today I need to shower, get dressed , eat breakfast, visit my grandmother, maybe switch shifts for a friend if I get an update and study. All I want though is to stay in bed and go back to dreaming. Not worry about anything.
I feel so tired and I’m already falling behind in my assignments. Just two small homeworkers so far and readings. Like work shouldn’t even be an excuse. I knew these were coming I just forgot in the wake of so much pool work. I just want to
Another late night but for a much better reason. Congrats to hematight for his first collegiate essay. Lord knows it won’t be the last, but I’m glad I could help. I tried hard not to write for him and just edit typos, conventions, easy stuff
Felt really shitty after the market. Not like Monday night but still crying and unpleasant thoughts. Luckily I needed to return something to CH that got me to put on clothes. And I knew that if I didn’t eat my mood would only get worse and worse.
Really really hope work get cancelled today. It’s rainy and not getting above 70 today. No one is going swimming. I was going to try and hit the gym before work but I stayed up too late. Hell I haven’t even made myself breakfast. I need to
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Well shit. I didn’t make any of my workout goals this past week. It’s Tuesday and the class is coming up. I should have gone over the weekend but I was lazy. Well only thing is to move forward now. Rededicate myself to getting my a game going
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I just want to stay in bed. No work, just sleep. The luster has faded from the market. I don’t know what I want to do with my life anymore. The nature park- it isn’t even the feasibility but I don’t know that I want that anymore. I know
You know that feeling when you want to be left alone all day but it just makes you feel worse and you need to not be alone but it’s all you feel like doing and you also have to go to work and that will probably help but right now I just feel so
I really love staying in bed. I have work to do, study, clean, but my bed is warm and my bed is peaceful. I feel very content. I want my dove to cuddle. And a dog at our feet. Beds are just good places.
Having trouble getting going today I don’t want to go out and get groceries though I probably should. Today I have had coffee with sugar cookies, some chocolate truffles from traders joes and only just now some cheese and crackers. As you can see
Why do I take such terrible care of myself. I often feel like doing nothing. When I’m not rushing around to meetings and obligations or homework due, I feel like doing so very little. I got back from the workday and didn’t make lunch and
I need to write now. I’ve just been in a slump. Today I have gotten groceries and fuddled my way through science homework. I don’t want to complain. I have been trying hard to be mentally strong and Ignore some bad thoughts I’ve been
I’ve written about this before but it isn’t really going away much. My mind tends towards bad thoughts when I think about the future of the market. And I know I’m not going to act on them. I’ve gotten better at not letting a bad
hey mr. tambourine man play a song for mei don’t feel like i’m completely here. i can’t seem to take care of myself like a fucking adult it would seem. eating crap and i know it affects my energy and mind. i want desperately to be done with everything
