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I woke up much better. I’m not as tired and i feel no repercussions from yesterday so that’s good. Brewing some joes dark right now. I plan to hit the gym ans shower before i go to work at 11:15 today. Its a short shift, just until 2:30. I
things in my head
Thoughts before work.
Crappy sleep means I’m tired an all i want to read our our words back and forth between each other. I know i ought to read my academic books, but i just don’t want to right now. My mind is so elsewhere.
So ready for tonight…
On break and I just feel like writing. I’m just reflecting on my place in life, the questions I’m begining to ask, all that I must do, all those who love and care about me. The words of James and of my dove and my parents echo in my head.
Ow
Good morning. I slept in and got to enjoy this lovely sunrise with my coffee
i feel great, free. i’m going to enjoy watching pitch perfect and clean up my room a bit. i have work today, it is raining, but i feel good. i can do pretty much whatever
There is a coffe paradox: how to brew coffee without having drunk coffee already? Good morning boils and ghouls tis october. Do you know how many naughty thoughts I’ve had about those jumbo bags of candy in the grocery store? I need to find some
I actually managed to find my desk this morning. What? Its so clean (relatively). I don’t want to put anything on it.
Good morning. I must have done something right to wake up before my.alarm.by a few minutes. I still feel tired though. I got work i need to do for my classes because i was trying to take care of other stuff. I think i woll be fighting to be good today.
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Okay, so the thing I was dreading, driving to work in the rain, has been acomplished.
High of 34… fuck no
I am really just so happy to be home without having someplace I need to be right now. It feels werid. Almost wrong. But I am happy for it. I am really groggy, but I am happy.
ive got a meeting, and work, and homework. i want to do it, but i will also be grateful when everything dies down to a slow rumble
so this is an early morning. i probably will take something for the headache. i have another eight hour shift today, but at least i get off at 4pm. i can come home and rest, but i have a lot of work to take care of. at least i get monday off. my boss
just complaining.
hey folks, sorry for the lack of post last night. it was a combination of the essay and after the night i had before, when your body tells you to sleep, you don’t fight it.
I wish I could have just stayed in bed today. We keep getting the inbreds who add on at the window and I feel sad today. Let me go back to bed
HAPPY BOXING DAY MOFO
hiccups fucking hurt :(
I want to go home. I want to go back to the santuary that I built, that nurtued me and gave me an outlet for boredem and taught me how to love. I am worried about Tuesday but I feel like there is nothing I can do. I just want to go home.
I’m just feeling fragile today. Like I’m bruised all over and I’m tired. I nearly fell asleep in both my econ and accounting classes. I went to the swinset, listened to some music and just threw a quick meal down my throat. My mind has
And fuck. The apartment swing set is gone…
i’m tired and forgetful. i just want to go do something fun, something that makes me feel good. i don’t have any fire right now. my head hurts and i already had ibuprofen and some coffee. i don’t want to talk about stuff that makes me
hey dove,
So much snow, so much cold. Kinda really wish i could be wrapped up in the dovens arms under a soft blanket with a warm fire lit in the fireplace. Instead i am home with mother, its cold, and we dont have a fireplace. You will find me by the space heater.
Not really sure what is happening right now. I need to resign tomorrow. I had to sit through a lecture from my stepdad who still has no idea how I feel in the bad times and says that I’m immature for crying at work. I don’t like doing it.
feeling cold and tired. fell asleep later than i wanted to last night. it wasn’t bad or anything, just took me a while, maybe an hour or so? this morning i wished i could just hug someone for an hour or three and get warm and safe. i can’t
Thoughts Upon waking
It’s time to start adulting today. Going to the grocery store to pick up a couple of things and get my application notarized. Mentally struggling a bit. I elaborated more on my side blog and don’t re want to go Into specifics. I’m just
Laid in bed for ten minutes, cried. Feel slightly better for letting that out. Why does this keep happening. I really just want to stop. I’m afraid of failing my account class and fucking up the market. I’m just done. I feel like I’m
Feeling not bad now which is better. Just trying to get through my classes. I might need to cut lunch short to go study and take care of a issue with the email I got yesterday. It’s these moments that make me doubt myself the most. Like I’m
my goodness I am feeling so much better than i was this morning. don’t worry dove, i still heard all you said and am still figuring out what i need to do, but i truly do feel good right now and i am going to enjoy it and not worry about when i fall
The one think I mi miss about this place is how the sun rises in my window every morning
i need to do things like shower and work and pick up soap and maybe signs depending on the weather. i just added a packet of hot cocoa to my coffee and i feel better now, i just hate that i don’t know what i am doing this afternoon. normally i try to
Self care today
I am just so tired after today. and i have tests in the morning. fffffuuuuuuucccckkkkk
I feel so soft in my middle this morning. I’m wearing a really soft shirt and I just want to rub my tummy both over and under said shirt. I’m not completely sure where I fit in this world when it comes to this. I’m not fully anywhere.
emotional rollercoasters are not fun. wanting to hate people. just stressed and been having to fight back tears all day. actually cried n group but i couldnt give an answer as to why and i hate when this happens and days like this start the racquetball
I got some ginger cookie dough in the fridge chilling. I’m gonna be so stuffed and I want to be so bad.
