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Bugger. I’ve put this off an hour now.i swear Im leaving soon. I just didn’t think id still be jobless almost a year later. Aside from october when i was one of millions of temps for party city… i hoped having earlier hours would benefit me. Not
And the record for getting the most applications and then getting lost goes to…s
now fill out applications. all day today… prioritize which ones i think are promising and hit those this afternoon. also finish putting together the powerpoint and uploading that to the discussion page.
went out, dropped off an app at a yoglimogli. got lost on my way to another place that i’ll get to in a moment. wound up to a hobbystore i hadn’t been to in years and applied there. even if i don’t get the job, it’s a great store.
1 hour and forty minutes, and it’s finished :)
i love coffee
i’m trying to hit post limit so tumblr will be too frustrating to be on for the rest of the day. then i will get some fucking work. even i know this is a terribly lame excuse
giving up for now. i know better, but i think that thinking of this as one giant thing isn’t helping. i know better, but from now until i get back from the rso meeting, i’m done caring. just spend some time reading about different gyms and
i just want all my homework gone. poof. i’m only just now having my coffee so i have a slight headache. i need to get caught up in my homework. and get a job. and my sunday is pretty much full except for like 12-2:00pm, and i’m going to the
everything requires too much effort. my head hurts, i’m tired. i feel like crying.
good day thus far. slow morning, went to the old house, i fixed a chainsaw all by myself, climbed trees, felt the wind, and just freaking loving being in my wood. then we came home for lunch before going hiking. climbed the ususal mountain in 22 minutes.
i just don’t want to hurt him. i care deeply for and about my boyfriend. i feel terrible because i might be developing feeling for another friend who has on repeated occasions said we would not work. and i feel terrible but i also kinda like the
not really sure how i am feeling right now. should probably just go take my shower then go the fuck to bed. i got absolutely no homework done. all my govt. reading have turned red on habitrpg. but i also went to my homewood, hiked, got a gym bag because
feeling really good, tired, but also kinda sexy. gonna wake up at 5am tomorrow, hit the gym, hope one of the showers work.go to govt class, review for comm test, go to math class,lunch review for comm test, take comm test online, finish math homework.
so, guess who's up at freaking 5AM?
so i’m not sure, but i think i just failed my comm. test. i took it in 15 minutes. i feel rally bad about this… but i honestly didn’t know anything. i reviewed my notes. normally class lectures stick in my head like glue, but comm.
So i agreed to meet a friend in the library 3-ish. Probs should go in and work on my homework. She might still be in class. Gorgeous day outside though. Kinda been avoiding deep thought today. Really just want to chill.
good day. was actually productive. went to the gym, went to govt. went to the library, found out i got 1200 points at the gym, tried to do some math homework, went to math class, went home, cooked chicken, ate junk food. possibly failed my online comm.
oh, i skipped it last week ( oops) but i’m starting back on c25k tomorrow with a calisthenic warm-up for a few trouble points.
experiimenting with a smaller breakfast since i don’t want to puke at the gym. same amount of coffee and water, but hald a bowl of oatmeal. after gym, i will eat so might as well plan for it. gonna try to get out on time this orning so i’m
I just want to write fun and witty essays. I never want to stop writing but often i don’t know what to say. And while fiction is fun, i want to write insightful, educated essays like was airistotle always wrong. But i need a pop culture topic and
damn that was a good mango
i feel like i’m constantly trying not to fall. i’m going insane it feels. i try to not. but all i feel is my head ’s indecisiveness and chaos. choosing these words alone isn’t easy. i’m not quite sure how to describe what
what does self-sabatoge look like?
well this is an odd day for such crappy feels my second group project was just single-handedly completed by my partner. this makes me feel really lazy now. crapcrap. crap. i need to get the fuck out of this place now
just had a really long, awkward talk with my boyfriend. i’m just not feeling drawn to him the way i used to. i don’t want to hurt him, but i also kinda feel like he’s depending on my to give him his happily ever after and take care of
so I’m a ffucking fatty. Not now, sure. But at this rate, id rather not think ahead
that moment when you realize that you are like the only person on tumblr at 5:30 am
this counts as free writing right?
another day that i tell tomorrow. Eating overpriced trail mix, waiting for my advisement session. Lift session was short due to my right thigh feeling really hot then going numb. And that kinda set the tone for the day. Just kina feeling pissed at myself
so many levels of tired. i’ve been up twelve hours. i have gone to the gym showered took midterm for govt. got candy math class puppies and stress ball making 20 minutes work on group project back to said puppies wait two hour for advising session
So damn. Shower and bed time
i really don’t want to go to the gym this morning. i’m going to the yoga class at 5pm instead. just tired and i need to stretch, and stretch well. or maybe since i want to replace cardio, do the african dance class at 12pm. i still have
Am i the only one who regularly overthinks and elaborates on bad thoughts and suddenly finds themselves crying? This has been happening almost everyday. And.I’ve been writing a lot of stuff in my penzu account, stuff that’s a bit more explicit
job interview in two hours. so grateful, but i also wish it was bedtime.
just had what i think was a good interview. will be following up on friday next week.
are all my friends insane? i just feel like suddenly so many people i care about in real life and online arent doing so hot and i haven’t been doing so hot myself and i don’t want anything bad to happen. people i don’t really know that
going to make a conscious effort to not snack mindlessly today and chew gum when my mouth get bored. in other news, just had delish pb and strawberry pancakes. going to a fitness class that focuses on body weight stuff at 12:30, and if the weather is
Today has been better. The fitness class i tried out was remenicent of a mad tea party–jump squars and lunges on bosu balls. Just a very soithing and calm day infront of my computer.I’ve Been better about not mindless eating today thus far.
slept in till 7:30 because i was dreaming i was working at an orchard or farm of sorts and i was having a lot of fun. now i am celebrating christmas. christmas music came on im my itunes and i liked it so i did this. now i’m going to work on
watching mcCarthy and bulloch’s the heat. so funny, and my parents are around the corner. definitely not what they would approve of, lol
i’ve been putting off a long ass personal post all day. i know it’s all gonna come out eventually, i just don’t want to own up to certain feelings i guesss. he’s not my father, not my dad. i don’t care what cadet kelly
thus far, i have eaten really clean and have even started counting calories again. not limiting heavily- no more than anyone does when they begin at least. really small breakfast because i like not feeling nauseous during my workout and that was basically
just scheduled an interview at buger king tomorrow :)
Its 9:30 and I’m already wishing today was over. interview in t minus 2 hours. 75 minutes of class, run home to fix my hair and slather concealer on my face and roll out. may or may not go to the gym. C25k is really kinda not prioritized like i
eve though i’m kinda sorta dreading this, i think know that taking a break from this site, youtube, and the internet will be good for me. i waste so much time online and it really does not do me any favors mentally. constantly comparing bodies,
hey, i found half my desk!
palm sunday
i have 30 minutes till class. should i spend 20 mintues on homework or looking at all the books i don’t have time to read?
very good day all in all. woke up, worked oput, went to class, went to work, chilled at home for an hour, went grocery shopping, put away food. mom wanted an easy dinner so we got a premade pizza for what seems like the first time in years. i’m
i don't know what story i am trying to tell :/
one of my favorite youtubers, Boogie2988, posted a video about progress and asked about how his viewers are progressing and i just wanted to put what i wrote here as well
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i'm up really early. hi to all austrailians who are up late. also happy eater to everyone.
decided not to stay for the 2nd service because of long wait interim and i forgot to bring something for my counselor who also attends my church so i’ll bring it to her at school tomorrow. that’s about an hour out of my day tomorrow, so i
also, on my way out to my car, i saw a dead baby bird. i didn’t see a nest in the nearby trees so i don’t know where it came from. just a really sad thing i saw on easter morning i guess. i’m wondering if God meant anything by it, and
just feeling really crappy and shitty an all. Yesterday really hurt my body. I’m trying to eat light and healthy today. No candy or sugar for now. This really sucks. Can you get sugar poisoning? I think i got close. My body is juat lethargic.and
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holy crap, 200 followers. hi :) glad you like my blog. my ask box is always open. i’m just kinda surprised and grateful.
yeah, that paper is due for peer review in 8 hours and i still have to write 3 more pages.
