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over consuming pain
certain words that i find abused
every. damn. day. no joke, this is my fucking life every single day. i just gotta find a happy balance. find what works for me, then stick to it and stop fucking worrying about it.
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lil-miss-choc: This song always makes me feel better, as does this film.
i don’t know why, but this is so hard to do sometimes. sometimes i’m hyper-bouncing-off-the-walls-singing-dancing-chopping-vegetables and sometime i’m just can’t stop the bad thoughts. i cant because they’re true. that i
vintagegal: Carolyn Jones as Morticia Addams on the Addams Family TV show, 1960s Tish, you spoke French!
so many bad thoughts right now
daily-strength: ❀ Chase Your Dreams ❀
why is it that nobody in my family is happy with their body?
mom has been asking me for nutritional advice. wtf
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epiphany
my-other-plans-fell-through: 0fmiceandmeep: cacophiliac: Demonstration on how a lot of girls probably achieve the beloved “thigh gap”. Push your hips back, knees slightly apart. Tada, you have now given hundreds of girls a delusional hatred for
happiestcarrot: Ladies Home Journal shows us how to invite an eating disorder into our lives with open arms. The number of steps will never be high enough and the number on the scale will never be low enough. Stay away from pedometers. hell, just stay
i feel like the only way out of this mess is to crash and start over but i can't crash because i would hurt too many people. and what if i crash too hard
today was better than i expected
When someone thinks they know more about nutrition than you do
old stuffA
I LOVE YOU
i want to do something stupid…
I really want to go rock climbing, or climb a really tall rock/hill/tree with just barely enough foot holds
There’s no sense talking,” she said. “I know what you think, but it’s not … it’s not bad.” “Bad?” Fossie murmured. “It’s not.” In the shadows there was laughter. One of the Greenies sat up and lighted a cigar. The others lay silent.
Nevermind
Eros
Dead man walking Crashing Falling, so far So Good. Shatter and Remove the Cancers that have plagued me, Tormented and yet saved me Leave only the August shards.
I marvel and wonder at your beauty Splendid Arachnid You have covered my study’s windowsill with your web and the webs of your tiny young Spring pollen coats your trap, and i wonder if this ruins your game Yet God has given you enough Still
so i’m counting again because
i really want to crash really hard the only reason i’m not is because i couldn’t LIVE with the crater it’d make
i’m just trying to understand better because i want you to be happy. and understanding what you like may help me understand why i like what i like.
good coffee=good morning
i'm craving chocolate, but it's almost bedtime. i think this means i will have delicious chocolate breakfast cookies. :) with mini chocolate chips. nominally nommy right!
what do you do when you really miss someone in every way possible but you know that you have to wait at least a week if not maybe who knows how many months to see each other again?
it's not that i fear sterile white buildings, it's that i feel like i could and should do something more that matters. that make people get excited about life and its many miracles. i enjoy science, i want to study and work in biotechnology, but i also
got my first interview! :)
Limbo
are my parents the only ones who claim that not putting on shoes- and then after consenting refusing to lace them - could ruin a vacation when im not even touching the ground, im just out on the deck. and i feel sick to my stomach. help?
how base do we become when we resign ourselves to be miserable?
just read the ortho tumblr tag and now i hate myself. i could see me in their places. how easily i could give in and let something show. i say i can eat anything. i can. i just don’t want to. i want to eat clean. i want to be healthy. i just also
I’m feeling hella cute and fucking sexy. As in fuck me. Also I miss my boyfriend. Totally natural right. Not like we would go all the way, but lying in bed making out would be nice. Not like there’s a chance of that happening anytime soon
fuck the patriarchy, and fuck clothes, because it’s really hard to fuck with them on.
why is it that whenever we talk, one of us always needs to go and we can’t just have long conversations on the phone. i wish we could so bad and i try really hard to keep them going but ARGH
quotediaryofficial: CLICK HERE for more life, love, friendship and inspiring quotes! for me, that was last winter. all spring i have been inching forward. not i’m almost released. on my way. up, up, up…
my brother tells me to stop saying sorry about half a dozen times a day. i think i say it so often because deference to the other person is easier. make whoever i’m talking to happy and just agree with them. it really doesn’t matter what
sugar binge. fuck me
green is not a creative color
i dont fucking care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im gonna fucking kill my liver. yeppers
Set me on fire Burning into the night That I may know myself and fight This is real Its happening I just can’t believe That it happened to me I just can’t screw up Cause life is being handed to me on a silver plate I can’t screw up
