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So the guy from the “wesley foundation” came. I was kinda rude, i guess. He was very friendly but he was used to frigid freshman who are scared and afraid of adulthood. i would have prefered his help back in August, but now, I’m better
Slept in til 7:30
Found a documentary on JAWS on history channel :) the apple crumble is in the toasrer oven, baking for 40 minutes. I feel very comfortable and content. I think i will welcome a second cup of coffee. This whole day feels up to be a good one.
working on a new theme and general tumblr identity at the moment. but i am keeping the snow
Just reread what i wrote today. And i will be making Several alterations sometime when its not 10:44 pm. So long, farewell, goodnight.
Just added some writing topics to my to do list on habitrpg. History of ira and the pharohs, explore that fucker Thompson more, how is modern egypt doing. Also read the 4 loves by c.s. lewis and Epic for America by James truslow adams. Added read a book
so sleeping in till 7:30 like i planned was a no go. :/ stupid-alarm-that-i-only-set-because-of-wednesday-finals-and-didn’t-keep-me-up-yesterday…
why is there so many pagan stuff in the celtic tag. i thought the irish were devout catholics. nothing wrong with paganism, i was just expecting more rosaries. maybe i ought to search irish instead of celtic, lol.
kushandwizdom: KushandWizdom this is really hitting home right now. we never talk and that is partly my fault, but we also ner really have much to talk about other than how much we wish we could have sex. i guess we kinda talk about video games, but
Fuck, i forgot that mom and i were waking up early to go visit her mother in assisted live at God awful in the morning. I love them both, i was so looking forward to sleeping in.
drive thru wasn't as bad as io expected
cooled off a bit.
various thoughts from throughout today
guess who just made everything strawberry pancakes? nominal noms. yes. strawberry peanut butter chocolate chip with chai spices. over kill? maybe. burned? Sshhh. just a tad delicious? HELL YEAH
Food - done and delish Calls - done and 1 Now onto the second market of the day. Praying not to get lost…
so the afternoon market was a fucking fail because i couldn’t even find the right turn off to get there. my head hurts, it’s too damn hot. i’m just fucking sorry right now.
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Wearing a dress for once because ill have to change for work in two hours. In the meantime, Yolo. Now to excavate the mess that is my room. I might even see the mythical creature, the carpet. Lol :)
a slow and gentle day
I love sleeping in. When i finaly decided to get up, after i made my breakfast, i sat with mom and talked. About getting me a new phone, about her and my stepdad moving to Avon NC, about how i wanted to go down to Savanah with friends, and subsequently
oy vey, what a day.
i wish i could have stayed asleep this morning. it was so peaceful :) so i guess now i just have to get to the graduation practice. yesterday was mainly just show up, get in order in the bleachers, give out bars and tassels, and make sure the guy who
Last night, man what a night. I’m not sure yet of the magnitude of what i said. I think the dove and i are moving more and more in a certain direction. We keep texting and typing. I’ve never been in contact with somebody in this way before. He mentioned
How late will i stay up flirting with the Dove the night before graduation? Lol. I really missed flirting like this. This is fun and I’m happy and free. I already knew i.could live without my ex, i had been for months. Now i can flirt like crazy
graduation
last night got weird and yeah, the comfort zone was definitely hung, drawn, and quartered along the way. i’m still not sure how i feel about what i said, more of because what i didn’t say. i already made a post on my side blog, which finally
Reflection
Now begins another day for myself. And cleaning my room. I started yesterday. My goal is to be able to vacuum my room by the end of the day. I might need abother box for books. Just take all the books and things off the futniture and restart from there.
i am just loving my fred astaire album this morning. romantic, fun, yet classy as fuck :) and if mr Astaire could hear me say that he would probably be very disappointed in my generation.
better now. not really looking forward to my long ass shift today. i am really contemplating just walking around the publix, writing down ideas for my story idea. i don’t want to put down too many details here. i’ll probably write it within
And apparently, today is my grandmother’s and grandfather’s 56th anniversary. She’s been by herself for the past few years, but still, God Bless her.
I should put on real close and go to church with my work shirt packed. I want to do that and i probavly will. I also want to just stay on this couch and watch movies until i get so bored i start looking for trees to climb. Or just go hiking you know.
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Good morning my lovelies.
mom sees it as an issue with work. i’m still agog, trying to figure out why the fuck i cried. i know i cry easily, but i don’t see why this warranted such a response. i’m just kinda pissed at myself.
that moment when you realized that you’ve never told anyone pogue mahone. idiot kids at school don’t count. but this is absolute best way to say kiss my ass. this might be on my bucket list… ;)
That awesome moment when you realize that your hair is long enough to keep your modesty even if you’re topless ;)
What a day, what a day
I feel like a body of water, held back by a dam. Right now, everything is still. nothing is currently pushing the water, trying to break the dam, but I know that there is pressure behind the wall. That pressure is very sensitive and after a certain point
why do i keep waking up tired? like everything requires too much effort. i lost track of how many times i lay down after i woke up the first time. i’m not sure what kind of thought this is so i don’t know which blog to put it on. usually
suddenly very grateful for people online who notice and care. thank you to the both of you.
Central State Hospital (CSH), Milledgeville, Georgia : Weird True Stories
i had an idea on how to talk to a real person about my phone issues. got to a physical store location with the phone and the box. there’s one at a nearby mall. expect a nice detailed review of my customer service experience. i really kinda hate
i’m due at work in 25 minutes. this means that i have approximately fifteen now fourteen minutes to put on black pants and socks and shoes and the shirt. the AC is broken at the moment. i really don’t want to go, but i must. i also forgot
On break now
An a-okay day overall I’d think. Not much happened so not much to report. I got crappy sleep last night so I decided that the rush to get to church and back to work in time wasn’t worth it this morning. Instead, I hung out with my family a bit and
on the phone with AT&T…
Must it be morning?
i finished cleaning my desk. what? how did this happen? now i just have a box of random art supplies and a box of random papers, and my bed and my closet…
And my phone decided to stop being a little bitch!! I hope it lasts. I hope that if it does go out, its not in the middle of a sensitive conversation again at the very least.
Stay up late rereading the dove’s and my posts. Just woke up from an adventure dream of sorts. Captain Picard was there and so was raven symone. She was trying to help children, but it backfired somehow. Maybe because all the kids were in boxed
Slept in late as usual. Still a bit tired from yesterday. I feel like every friday will be spent recovering from thursday for the rest of the summer, lol. I also might have delved into a bit of heavy metal music. Not quite sure how deep ill get into
I’m tired and i have to wake up early tomorrow. No i don’t have to, but there’s a workday at 7am. Maybe i won’t go since I’m up so late. I need to not do this next week. But reading your post… I want to hug you and
Listening to an old read-along album from when i was younger. 90s disney, the lion king 1, 2, and tarzan. Its helping. So stories, comfortable stories are helpful in distracting myself. I think tomorrow will be better now.
thus far? honestly very good. i have learned so much, and though i know i will never know enough, i know that i at least learned enough to know how bad regrets hurts and how good an intimate moment fels. i have learned to love everyone and everything.
I’m working from 10:45 to 5:00 today… craaaaaapppp. Long ass shift :/ The day after that is only one hour shorter. Then 11:30 till 3:00 on Wednesday. I can’t wait till Thursday. Admittedly, I’m not really looking forward to the
My whole body is sore and tight and covered with bruises and scratches. The funny thing is that the scratches on my legs are from tramping through the woods with the dove on sunday, and my legs are sore in a good way from the gym. My back feels a touch
Surfing the web for a black bean brownie recipe that looks doable and delicious. This is my solem vow to actually post a review with pictures about this escapade. I’ve just been in a peanut butter chocolate mood for recently… or should i
listening to my mom and stepdad discuss issues that they have with my dad… something about the title getting mailed out… i really don’t want another rehash of the hell that was middle school. i really don’t know whats going on.
