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That moment when you go to reblog a post that you thought of a funny comment to add to… …and the moment afterward when you close that tab because you realize how stupid your comment was.
Its 2:10 am, I’m drunk and dressed like ash ketchum but with pokemon gotta catchem all pants and I have like an hour to just realy drink and stuff and hopefully just get completely numb because I;’m absolute shit.
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I hate people that take advantage of information given as a courtesy and use it to verbally abuse people and skew what you said. People are shitty.
fuck everything and fuck cooking dinner. *cries self to sleep*
I like to sometimes think that I would help out people if they were ever in mortal danger, but then I remember the time I tried to lock my best friend out of his own house when we were being chased my a bear.
The last 3 ½ months have been stressful and exhausting
Useless, useless, useless. Always fucking useless.
It’s kinda pathetic that things that would make most people feel better make me feel worse. Compliments make me feel gross, and sometimes just the sheer fact of knowing that people care about me is probably the most harmful of all. The guilt of knowing
Sometimes I have the cognitive ability of a 7 year old. Things just don’t make sense when they get said to me, and people get offended by it when I don’t understand. Likewise I also get frustrated when I can’t describe something right
Fuck, all I have to do is send messages to a couple companies asking about stuff I need to buy but I cant find the right thing I need and I don’t know how to say what I need without feeling really stupid
I think I’ve lost what little confidence i had for talking to people.
I’m getting ready for work and I was tucking my shirt in and I found out theres something wrong with my right thumb. when I use it and put pressure on it it hurts a lot, like a wasp sting.
Got a dentist appointment ::(
I’m feeling okay right now and I’m starting to see all the projects I have to work on. This hard drive swap on the iMac G4 seems to be the thing I want to do the most. It will be a really nice system with a decent sized new drive and a
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I’ve been feeling… weird lately. Not exactly bad or exactly good. Its different from my neutral/numb feelings though. I’ve been getting anxious when trying to talk to friends, but it hasn’t really affected me at work too bad,
*gay thoughts about hot Pokemon trainers intensify*
I just broke the valve off my car tire while trying to put air in it and my trunk leaks so the spare tire is frozen solid to the bottom of the trunk in an inch of water. Great fucking day.
I just want to be numb forever. I want to stop caring about everything. I stopped being happy when I started caring about people and trying to make friends with them. Its also kinda sad that the fact that knowing that people care about my well being is
cieply: i wanna talk about it but i really dont wanna talk about it
I hate how I almost always feel worthless and less important. That’s why I don’t really talk much. It’s more along the lines of “they have friends that are better and are actually fun to be around” vs me that tends to just make most people
I risked my safety and the safety of a lot of people yesterday. For about ๖. Only one person actually noticed how sick I was/am and was overly concerned en en though my dizziness wasn’t that bad. I probably shouldn’t have gone to work, but tbh
I hate it when my kitty sneaks up on me when I’m downstairs filling up my water bottle because to suddenly have something grab your leg and tap you on the butt is not exactly calming. Then I feel guilty afterwards when I scare him away :(
It’s nice when i realize I’m calm and don’t freak out at the realization and can just enjoy it.
I just want to say that I DIDN’T freak out inside when I couldn’t find my favorite Ash Ketchum shirt where I last put it. I took a deep breath and checked around and found that it had fallen off the hanger and was on the floor and I’m
So my best friend was over earlier and I was making my bed and asked him how old he thought person that slept in my bed was and he took a look at my bed and said “ten”. I said but a ten year old would have stuffed animals on their bed, then
My mom fell down the stairs and is going to the hospital.
I think that theres a person at work that has a tumblr. I had a conversation about Twitch plays pokemon but they’re the one that brought it up. They probably saw it elsewhere but still IDK. its the guy I sorta have a crush on
And my highlight of this year so far is buying a new belt. I forsee the next highlight being opening a new package of socks this weekend.
I like doing things for people, But I don’t want any recognition for it cause I don’t deserve it. Being told I did good makes me want to hurt myself and prove them wrong. Knowing people sometimes like me makes me feel like a bag of vegetables
I don’t do anything. I mean I literally do nothing. I work part time during the week and in my free time I either sleep or sit on the computer. I don’t go anywhere or do anything other than grocery shopping. I have absolutely nothing useful to anything,
IDK about Connecticon this year. There are people that want to go with me that I don’t want with me, and theres no way to exclude them with out telling them why and that would defeat the purpose anyway. Not to mention people I work with are planning
Today is the first time in months that I can genuinely say I had a good day.
My mind has been like a sieve lately. I cant focus on things, even things I want to do and its so frustrating. I’m having trouble driving and I’ve been backing into things. Lots of things. Its like my vision/ depth perception has gone off or something.
I remember in first grade in the playground at school there was this really cool tire sculpture made out of old tractor tires that had tunnels you could run through and stuff and there were tires stacked on top to let light in and I remember I used to
IM SO HAPPY *drains out of chair into a pile of goo on the floor*
*shovels habanero potato chips into mouth to increase high from not being in pain*
I love my new Pokemon hoodie. I’ve been wearing it all week including to work. It’s so comfy and it makes me feel really safe.
I remember when I was really young (like 5 or 6)I was writing a letter and trying to spell the word “of”, and I couldn’t spell it and I think I wrote it as “ove” and “ov” and was so embarrassed when I had to ask
I think I’m going to just think of myself as defective as it is far worse and fare more descriptive than words like “stupid”, “idiot”, or “dumb”.
When you’re trying to go to sleep but every time you close your eyes to relax it feels like you’re spinning/floating slowly in a circle. This hasn’t happened in a very long time. It’s the first time in at least 10 years.
today was long as fuck but im home and i got my DOT medical card!!!!
and now its time for a random story: on time I was moving trailers around at work and the 5th wheel (the round thing a trailer attaches to on a tractor trailer truck) jaws were not working. I was moving a 16 thousand lb fully loaded trailer floating
you know whats strange? when you’ve been in pain for so long that the lack of it is uncomfortable. My side moved again for the first time in about 8 or 9 months at the chiropractor and it feels really weird and I kinda don’t like it. Its like
Whe I was younger and trying to make friends no one wanted to be around me because of the swarm of mosquitoes around me constantly. They would say things like “ugh, who brought all the bugs over?” then tell me to go away.
Busy day I was at my aunts all day from around noon and left my house a little after 11am and I helped her do some cleaning and bringing up boxes of decorations and putting away an air conditioner and fixing her snowblower and then got home around 830PM
I wish I had more local friends. 1 doesn’t really cut it. then again having more would be too overwhelming and is the reason I only have 1 to begin with because I just can’t handle it. Talking online is almost too much as it is and I’ve only briefly
You know what else sucks? Seeing people bashing people for things that I also have major issues with like it’s one of the reasons that they’re a horrible person and people shouldn’t be friends with them. It’s one thing to not like someone
I wonder if people only are “friends” with me because they feel sorry for me. I’m just not worth anything or any fun so maybe it’s just pity?
I got a major cramp in my right leg (the one thats been wrecked all day) that lasted for almost 15 minutes and I spilled Jack Daniels all over my bed. Great endnding to a great fucking day,.
It really sucks when you literally feel guilty that people like and appreciate you when you don’t do anything for them. I thought knowing that people care is supposed to be a positive feeling not a negative one? I’m literally upset right now
My belt tore out of the buckle earlier when I was changing for work and I got upset and screamed and cursed and threw it at the wall and its trash night and I was going to throw it out but I was able to fix it with a razor blade and a screwdriver. I cut
my best friend leaves tomorrow to start a new job and I wont see him for a while because hes going 2000 miles away for it.
I hate when everything stops existing around me for a moment and I don’t know where I am.
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There sure are some very strange sensory things that make me feel safe when I’m upset
Whenever someone has expressed dislike for something I like, I will always see myself as as a bad person for liking it.
I also just heard from my best friend that they won’t hire him because of the medications he takes and it’s a law in that state and they weren’t allowed to tell him that before he went. He spent his last paycheck to get down there his car is going
had some weird dreams last night but they were too personal to post about. Still have a bad headache and my back is on fire. and now up up way too early
