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I really like the feel of the fabric on these new pants. its calming.
The magic of Christmas is almost completely gone for me. Being an “elf” so to speak for 7 years does it I guess.
I remember the time I drove my car and the steering went at the same time as the brakes and I drove for 20 minutes without the ability to turn properly or to stop the car. Then when I got to the garage the muffler fell of as one latfuck you to me
and another day, I was driving a bit over 120mph for 5-10 minutes on the way to a car show I was late for and the front end was shaking and stuff and the steering wheel wanted to tear out of my hands and I stared running out of road and slowed down
I’d probably say that I’’m the cliche that I'm “a danger to myself and others”, but I feel more like I’m just a danger to others? Sometimes I feel like Im just a bad person to be around.
Yeah, I got hit in the face with a softball during gym when I was 10 in a program, and I was later punished “refusal to participate” or something like that because I was afraid to play anymore.
Fuck them, my eye was swollen shut.
Im so tired and everything seems like it wants to start spinning and im feelin dizzy :(
Its nice when you can dress up in nothing but pokemon clothes, hug pokemon/pokemon trainer stuffed dolls and sleep in a bed with pokemon bed sheets on it. *buries self in pokemon*
I’m so tired my eyelids are black and blue :(
I just popped my back like 3309342 times and it feels AWESOME!!! I know that it will be back to excruciating pain again tomorrow, but I can at least enjoy a half hour of relief, and by relief I mean the pain has come down from 7 to 1 ½ so I’m
pyroluminescence: 853 and Pyro are IRL Onceler I even knit okay How bad could I possibly be? pretty bad apparently…
I find it kinda weird that the last two new people that I’ve met outside of work have literally been convicted murderers. As in brutal, violent murderers like the ones you hear about on the news. Should tell ya about the type of person I really
I have a bit of a picking habit and today I noticed I seem to have worn a groove into my monitor stand from my fingernail
Its 23 degrees and I’m in bed on my phone next to an open window because whatevers being cooked downstairs the smell is making its way through my closed door and making me sick and I haven’t been able to sleep for hours because of it.
I keep forgetting to take my vitamins. I’m sure thats why I’m getting these dizzy spells.
*Passes out with a big stupid grin on face* :) good night! !!
Also, up until yesterday I’ve been working close to 50 hours a week, worked around and operated dangerous machinery while in a dangerously exhausted and compromised state, and may have allegedly done serious damage to the environment.
Aparently theres something wrong with one of our cats. Hes trying to pee on everything and leaving drips everywhere. My mom wants me to go with her to take him to the vet hospital
I hate the smell of rubbing alcohol and I hate needles.
I’m pretty pathetic.
I’m so useless
I’m in so much pain all over my body but its ok because I’m a useless terrible person that deserves it. I actually deserve much more
Every time I try to think of myself as an old person I get the sense that I’m not supposed to live that long and I’m pretty much just waiting for something to happen fairly soon maybe in the next few years like a car accident or something.
thylaed: shout out to people who are scared to call others out, whose hands shake when they try to explain what’s wrong, whose throats threaten to close up with thoughts of ‘what if i’m just overreacting’, whose hearts are pounding out of their
I shoudn’t be awake right now. I have to run my errands because I forgot to do them on thursday, and I’ll have to snowblow the driveway before I go anywhere tomorrow. I havent really been keen on waking up with plushies in bed with me (I
That moment when you go to reblog a post that you thought of a funny comment to add to… …and the moment afterward when you close that tab because you realize how stupid your comment was.
Its 2:10 am, I’m drunk and dressed like ash ketchum but with pokemon gotta catchem all pants and I have like an hour to just realy drink and stuff and hopefully just get completely numb because I;’m absolute shit.
icalled12times: I saw a graphic for this floating around, but the graphic wasn’t very high-quality. I thought it was a nice idea and that maybe making a better quality graphic would help spread it around. Please reblog! January 10th is only five days
I hate people that take advantage of information given as a courtesy and use it to verbally abuse people and skew what you said. People are shitty.
fuck everything and fuck cooking dinner. *cries self to sleep*
I like to sometimes think that I would help out people if they were ever in mortal danger, but then I remember the time I tried to lock my best friend out of his own house when we were being chased my a bear.
The last 3 ½ months have been stressful and exhausting
Useless, useless, useless. Always fucking useless.
It’s kinda pathetic that things that would make most people feel better make me feel worse. Compliments make me feel gross, and sometimes just the sheer fact of knowing that people care about me is probably the most harmful of all. The guilt of knowing
Sometimes I have the cognitive ability of a 7 year old. Things just don’t make sense when they get said to me, and people get offended by it when I don’t understand. Likewise I also get frustrated when I can’t describe something right
Fuck, all I have to do is send messages to a couple companies asking about stuff I need to buy but I cant find the right thing I need and I don’t know how to say what I need without feeling really stupid
I think I’ve lost what little confidence i had for talking to people.
I’m getting ready for work and I was tucking my shirt in and I found out theres something wrong with my right thumb. when I use it and put pressure on it it hurts a lot, like a wasp sting.
Got a dentist appointment ::(
I’m feeling okay right now and I’m starting to see all the projects I have to work on. This hard drive swap on the iMac G4 seems to be the thing I want to do the most. It will be a really nice system with a decent sized new drive and a
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I’ve been feeling… weird lately. Not exactly bad or exactly good. Its different from my neutral/numb feelings though. I’ve been getting anxious when trying to talk to friends, but it hasn’t really affected me at work too bad,
*gay thoughts about hot Pokemon trainers intensify*
I just broke the valve off my car tire while trying to put air in it and my trunk leaks so the spare tire is frozen solid to the bottom of the trunk in an inch of water. Great fucking day.
I just want to be numb forever. I want to stop caring about everything. I stopped being happy when I started caring about people and trying to make friends with them. Its also kinda sad that the fact that knowing that people care about my well being is
cieply: i wanna talk about it but i really dont wanna talk about it
I hate how I almost always feel worthless and less important. That’s why I don’t really talk much. It’s more along the lines of “they have friends that are better and are actually fun to be around” vs me that tends to just make most people
I risked my safety and the safety of a lot of people yesterday. For about ๖. Only one person actually noticed how sick I was/am and was overly concerned en en though my dizziness wasn’t that bad. I probably shouldn’t have gone to work, but tbh
I hate it when my kitty sneaks up on me when I’m downstairs filling up my water bottle because to suddenly have something grab your leg and tap you on the butt is not exactly calming. Then I feel guilty afterwards when I scare him away :(
It’s nice when i realize I’m calm and don’t freak out at the realization and can just enjoy it.
Sometimes I think about how I’m constantly fucking up with friendships and I’m at the point that I don’t really want to try and I’m surprised the universe hasn’t somehow gotten some sort of workaround in place to divert people away from me.
I just want to say that I DIDN’T freak out inside when I couldn’t find my favorite Ash Ketchum shirt where I last put it. I took a deep breath and checked around and found that it had fallen off the hanger and was on the floor and I’m
So my best friend was over earlier and I was making my bed and asked him how old he thought person that slept in my bed was and he took a look at my bed and said “ten”. I said but a ten year old would have stuffed animals on their bed, then
My mom fell down the stairs and is going to the hospital.
I think that theres a person at work that has a tumblr. I had a conversation about Twitch plays pokemon but they’re the one that brought it up. They probably saw it elsewhere but still IDK. its the guy I sorta have a crush on
And my highlight of this year so far is buying a new belt. I forsee the next highlight being opening a new package of socks this weekend.
I like doing things for people, But I don’t want any recognition for it cause I don’t deserve it. Being told I did good makes me want to hurt myself and prove them wrong. Knowing people sometimes like me makes me feel like a bag of vegetables
I don’t do anything. I mean I literally do nothing. I work part time during the week and in my free time I either sleep or sit on the computer. I don’t go anywhere or do anything other than grocery shopping. I have absolutely nothing useful to anything,
IDK about Connecticon this year. There are people that want to go with me that I don’t want with me, and theres no way to exclude them with out telling them why and that would defeat the purpose anyway. Not to mention people I work with are planning
