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So I’ve been meaning to give myself a goal to work up to, and as I am constantly trying to work on my flexibility, I’ve decided to master the splits! This so far is my routine, I do it twice a day (as well as a deep lunge for 1 minute on each
i wish the bar around the corner from my house wasn’t so scary white, or else i’d just go have a pitcher by myself. fuuuuck.
okay so i just finished writing this song. it literally took me 2 months to write it and its only a minute and 44 seconds long. the feelings i had when i started writing this are different than they are now. it’s kind of a trip. i recorded myself
so it’s 1:30 and i’m about to wash my hair and twist it. i obviously hate myself for waiting until now to do it.
you guys, i wear the same thing every day when i have work, so when it’s time to go out and get drunk, i make myself feel as hot as possible. going out with my sis and we’re pregaming with sake and beer. gonna be ridiculous. love you.
I don't feel like myself.
Helping others when I can’t help myself.
You made me explode in pyrotechnic fireworks over ocean waves. You simmer me until I boil and bubble over into myself. Like cooking a lobster, I didn’t know what was coming until I was lost in your rolling water. My hips arched to meet yours,
Fun fact: I only ever wear matte lipsticks. It’s the only kind I find myself attractive in.
I don’t know how to tell people how horribly fucking sad and miserable I am without sounding whiny and like I want attention. I’ve pretty much lost everyone and everything I had which makes me feel pitiful and empty. I’m not myself no matter how
chamisul: id buy lingerie if i didnt hate myself
poorlittlerichchick: Going to try and spend this year working on myself instead of focusing on the happiness of others. I think I’ll have a much better existence that way.
I finished a stressful paper on film noir without breaking into tears and throwing my laptop out of the window so to celebrate i’m going to splurge and buy myself something nice. I’m working on my shoe collection and jacquemus and acne is looking
i should be asleep but i just keep thinking of all the bullshit i’ve put up with from certain people when i shouldn’t have and i’m so upset with myself. i let people treat me shitty just to keep them in my life. i’m not doing that anymore. i’m
near my school is a theatre that’s like Ū and it plays indie art films so i’m gonna go see a movie there by myself this weekend. i’ve never gone to the theatre alone and i’m incredibly excited.
I feel like I’m being clawed into and ripped apart very slowly every day. There’s nothing I can do. I want to blame myself. I’m drowning. I hate living this way. How do you mourn over something that hasn’t ended yet? “This
My Little Pony Twilight Sparkle cuff I made for myself :)
I am stupid. I need to stop denying I feel this way about you or pretending it doesn’t exist. I think I love you. I don’t see myself losing sleep over anyone else. I don’t know what else these feelings would be. Fuck.
This is exhausting,And maddening,And I don’t really know what to do with myself anymore.Or why I’m even doing this really.
Fuck today so much. I made myself get out of bed and actually try, and now I feel 29920200277 times worse then I did to begin with.
Boys don’t fall in love with sad girls.You will never love me.I have to keep myself together until edc. After that, I need help.Feeling like I want to end things again.This isn’t good.
The more time I spend on the internet, the more I learn, the more unhappy I become. I refuse to close my eyes and shelter myself from the things that are going on in this world just because it will make me feel better having not come across them. Turning
I need you to fuck me as hard as I hate myself. (◡‿◡✿)
People are pathetic today. I need to distract myself from reality, or I’m going to go insane.
EDC is 3 days away now, and I still have to make 16 cuffs plus singles. Why do I always do this to myself :‘c
So over everyone & everything at the moment. I’ll update you all on my EDC experience later. I need to disconnect myself from the world for awhile & just watch anime & read manga. K bye for now.
Sorry that I haven’t been posting, or responding to anyone, or anything really. I’m sick of reality, and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
I ordered a hoop & I’m sooo excited. Hopefully this will help me feel somewhat better about myself & help me clear my mind from all the darkness from time to time.
I hate myself and want to die.
I don’t even know why I even let myself get my hopes up or invest my feelings in anyone anymore, when I already know the outcome. I just end up feeling even more empty and broken when my feelings get thrown back at me.
I should start writing again. Maybe things will make sense again. Maybe I’ll rid myself of all these feelings, or lack thereof.
I self-harmed for the first time in years last night, and I’m actually quite disappointed in myself for having gone that long and ruining it all.
I really do adore you, but I will hate myself even more if I rely on you to make things better. I can’t do that to you. I don’t want to do that to you, but talking to you makes me feel better. I don’t know what to do really.
Every once in awhile I check your blog just to see if you’re doing okay still. It makes me sad that we ended up here. I want to be your friend again so much. Then I remind myself that we existed in a different time, in a different place, that is
I don’t know why I like to torture myself sometimes. Why do I look at things I don’t want to see? Fuck.
What is the point of getting with someone romantically if it isn’t going to work out for eternity? Oh. So I could have my heart ripped apart even more, and pieces of myself taken that I will never get back again? Fuck that shit.
I have to stop hurting myself like this. You no longer care and you never will again. There is no use in continuing to water a flower that has been dead for a long time now.
I’ve been awake for over an hour, and I really need to go home, but Nephy is still sleeping and he looks so adorable + vulnerable that I just can’t bring myself to wake him. :c
I’m walking to a rave by myself and every car keeps whistling or screaming or yelling inappropriate names at me. Sigh. :c
I don’t want to kill myself, but I want to cease to exist.
I want to die, but I don’t want to kill myself. I just want to cease existing, you feel me?
made myself a watermelon-lime slush + lame cute photo + Pan Dulce whip
don’t even wanna go out lately. I should take myself to the beach for the day to get away, read, relax, smoke, play in the waves, write, draw, take photos, all that cute beach shit.
✨little calming things✨ washing my hands feeling/listening to my heart beat deep breathing smiling to myself for no reason (it’s only forced at first) listening to instrumental music
tonight was so nice. my cousins grad party was really fun. seeing people I hadn’t seen in a while and meeting new ones, I just felt so happy and confident in myself and comfy in my own skin. Plus my outfit was cute and the weather was amazing
was feelin kinda weird, kinda down, but listening to A Tribe Called Quest has brought me up! gonna treat myself to a cherry limeade before sonic closes and work on my art history essays (:
*makes more art* *wears less makeup* *cuts hair* *gets rid of a ton of old clothes* *exercises more* *is on top of schoolwork* *trying to be mindful* just one thing left to do so I can fully feel free, and remind myself that my happiness is what’s
shout out to myself for going on 3hrs of sleep. still found cute thrift stuff + I’m glowing
I feel disconnected from myself / too connected to everyone else
I should get back into MMA I feel like fighting??? but it’s been three years I need to condition myself again
I’m grateful for those who stuck around even through all the distance and confusion I put them through because I was still searching for myself
I just made myself a mixed drink and I took like 2 horrible sips and just… I’m not meant to drink tbh
Every night I tell myself I’m not gonna stay up late and masturbate, and yet, every night, I stay up late and masturbate 🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
i wish i could just walk away and save myself the hurt. falling for you just isnt really working out all too well. i wish i was her im jealous of her but for all you people calling me dumb and saying im stupid for doing this, i wonder if YOU ever went
i seriously just found myself crying over this stupid prom shit. how i feel like ive been doing something wrong all these years throughout high school and thats why i dont have a boyfriend or a date. like its all my fault. idk maybe it is. maybe i really
the shit ive done disgusts me. to the point where i want to throw up. the people ive let in, the people ive trusted, the people ive even said a word to. i cant live with myself. i hate it.
Told myself to get some clothes today- ended up walking out of the mall with a cool ass candelabra and a lens.
*sigh* probably dug myself a deeper hole that I won’t get out of
Feelin myself getting sad again.
GUYS I HAD SUCH A BUSY DAYim so so proud of myself because I have been anxious about this baby shower for a while because I barely know anyone going and I wanted to back out but I thought ‘hey its going out with different people and its something that
