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Fuckkkk bad feels city over here. Now I’m just really anxious and I need to eat, but I can’t make myself do it. And I just knew this is exactly what was going to happen over Spring Break and I warned everyone, but nobody gives a shit.
I actually made plans to kill myself on this day a few months ago. I’m not going through it. But I can’t guarantee that I won’t ever at this point, because I have another busted mirror on my car, a flat tire, nobody who cares to respect
I bought Hello Kitty bath towels, the Hobbit, and peanut butter m&ms today because I didn’t kill myself. I’m still really fucking lonely and really fucking depressed, but I guess it’s something.
There’s definitely something smelly upstairs and it’s most likely in the kitchen. But I’m unable to get out of my bed to investigate, let alone force myself to do any tasks.
I’ve been trying to hype myself up to email my boss saying that I really don’t feel comfortable doing walking tours on Mondays, because it’s usually a few hours after I have my therapy session and I’m still in a weird post-therapy
Welp, I sent the email. Now I’m going to edit a friend’s fic and probably work on my own and try to not think about how I outed myself about my mental health to my boss.
I wish my head situation wasn’t getting in the way of cooking and stuff. I miss being able to make a decent meal. But it gets so hard to make myself plan anything, prepare ingredients and take all the time necessary. So I have the supplies waiting
I did that thing today when I told my SO that after I graduate, I’m not afraid to move anywhere with him, as long as they hire teachers with master’s degrees. Now I’m kind of really scared of myself. Because I know that’s what
I’m finally rewatching the Hobbit yayyyy. I’m trying to tell myself that I deserve it.
not sure if actually a big ole sub or I just don’t have enough confidence in myself to be dominant in any way, shape, or form.
Uh mental health talk after the cut, because I think I had some kind of episode on the bus today and I’m officially scared of myself… I usually listen to music when I’m on public transportation, especially the Rutgers buses because
Someone should ruffle my hair, make me something to eat, and stop my head from telling me to hurt myself.
I found out a bunch of kind of important items of mine got tossed in the trash today. I’m trying to tell myself that it’s an honest mistake. But… it kind of was the confirmation I needed to know that this whole living thing isn’t
Drinking about half a shot glass worth of balsamic vinaigrette, because it tastes good and I don’t have energy to make more salad for myself. It’s one part excellent life decision most parts oh God why.
…UH. SO I THINK I’M GOING TO COSPLAY PIZZA MIKU. Like… Miku wig, Dominoes tank top. AND A HUGE PIZZA CUTTER. Also any and all photos I take I will put myself in the middle of the shot like the app and do poses from it. …I
I can feel myself slipping into a funk. Which really sucks. But I don’t really have anything to combat it. My job sucks, I haven’t gotten a raise with my new position, Father’s Day is this Sunday, and I just feel really lonely, because
I want to give up. It’s not that people don’t care. I know people do. But I don’t know how to speak to them. And I don’t want them to resent me. And it’d be easier to just remove myself from them, even if it sucks a
Today on “why this”: Had a bus driver who didn’t know the route Then proceeded to drive around campus when he lost the guy he was following …While I was doing the tour and trying to make it look like I wasn’t shitting myself
I wish I could say I got this from sex. At least that means I was probably enjoying myself, because wow I have a decent sex life for someone like me. but nope. pretty sure it came from wearing something with bathing suit-like material and not removing
I decided to make myself feel better with some makeup at Ulta today. I got these guys: I got Cotton Buds from Butter, because I heard it’s actually a really good white nail polish. I know it’s a bit pricey, but I really wanted to get a
I also don’t really have the money to get out of this lease and don’t know anyone who will take my place. I’m probably going to go into a whole lot of debt because of this. Hopefully I’ll kill myself before I have to make a payment
ugh I just wish people would submit reviews to my beauty blog. it’s just really bumming me out that the community aspect of it really isn’t working. it’s just me talking to myself.
cw: breast stuff aaaaa yes a week or so before my period. time for my breast cyst to get progressively larger and more painful until i goes back into its obscure wherever the fuck for the rest of the month. I am pretty sure I can make a case for myself
ngl I don’t really know what to do with the fact that the Desolation of Smaug seems to be getting pretty good reviews. like…… how do I contain myself over this?????
there’s some super cute pronouns floating around like fae/faer and all that but I must face the fact that they/their fits me like a glove and I don’t really see myself changing it anytime soon.
I am suddenly missing my OCs. I’ve had most of them since high school. They’re all really shitty trans and queer kids, but they’re MY shitty trans and queer kids. I’m always tempted to write them, but I usually talk myself
hhhffffff I’m just going to make myself a patch that says “I USE THEY/THEIR” for my vest, because I’m still in a crafting mood but I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
sorry everyone I have a confession to make: I read characters as trans because I don’t have any media representation and need to make it myself through headcanons. I’ve been found out. Please forgive me.
ahhh I just love that Sebastian Stan went to Rutgers!!!!!! I usually keep this to myself, but I really love it and his success always gives me a surge of school pride.
I usually have an internal monologue of “nah, I’m not super morgan/reid… I love it, but I’m not THAT embarrassing” but then I’m muttering to myself “LOOK AT HOW THEY RAISE THEIR EYEBROWS AT EACH OTHER”
I really hope I have the opportunity to write curriculum, because it’s literally me muttering to myself “how much can I destroy the structure of masculinity over the course of one school year?”
I am such a sucker for people wearing their datefriend’s clothes I HAVE FORCED MYSELF TO SIT THROUGH SO MANY MORGAN/REID FICS, JUST BECAUSE REID WAS WEARING MORGAN’S SHIRT IN BED I am gay trash and I’m sure I’m not alone.
I was going through job listings and I misread “bookkeeper” as “beekeeper” and I had to mutter to myself “why the fuck does this school district need a beekeeper?” before I realized how silly that sounded.
I know I shouldn’t be picky about which schools I apply to, but sometimes I tilt my head back and ask myself, “Do I really want to work for a school whose mascot is a dolphin?”
help my cohort is so cute!!!!! I just keep going through pictures from graduation and AC and wanting to punch myself in the face because I MISS THEM SO MUCH AND I’M SO GLAD I’LL SEE A BUNCH OF THEM SOON.
so many modern au interpretations fuck me up, because people draw him literally the same way reid dresses and sometimes it’s early in the morning and I’m muttering to myself “why the fuck is armin in reid cosplay what the fuck”
oh my god it’s that hour of the night when I’m just curled up on the couch murmuring to myself about morgan/reid and oh my god what a ship. what a great ship. what great characters. I just… ahhhhhHHHHhhhhh I’m so emotional.
Changed my icon to myself for the first time in forever lolol
I uncovered two (!!!!!!) Visa giftcards and I was originally going to just spend it on makeup, because I’m an asshole, but I think I’m going to just go to the mall and get myself some teacher clothes, because hopefully I will need them come
graham printed out my jean/armin fic and edited it by hand. I’m trying to psyche myself up to go through the print out and have to deal with graham’s critiques about jean and armin doing the do written in his handwriting.
I just saw my hot creative writing professor that looks like graham in ten years and ahhhhh I just muttered to myself “I’m so gay” until he walked away
I actually asked myself “hm I wonder what my name would be if I was a jjba character” …………………………..I’m literally named after a song.
I have so many ideas for Clone High/JJBA manips, but I’m pretty sure there is absolutely no market for it other than myself.
at one point last night I said to myself “I wish Kate was stateside spending Halloween with her would be so much fun…” I miss you, friend.
the only positive thing about today was that I accidentally spilled star-shaped glitter on myself
I just thought to myself “hey you have money now you should commission jojo art” and the truth is all I really want is fanart of erina and joseph. I don’t even have much elaboration on that point, other than I want them to be full
I feel like such a pissbaby, because I need constantly reassurance that I should post my fic. I keep scaring myself and going into tags that I know will make me upset/question posting it. It’s ridiculous and I know it. I need to calm down, but
ugh I looked up those skater dresses and I really want this one but I’m SO BAD at getting things for myself that aren’t, like. anime figures. hhhhhh.
I forgot to hit anon and accidentally revealed myself as someone’s secret santa oh my fucking God I’m so embarrassed I am preconditioned to never send things anonymously I fucked up I fucked up
a weird thing that probably shouldn’t bother me at 24 years of age: I am incapable of analyzing myself enough to figure out which fictional characters I’m like. Other than Hanji, I’ve never really seen a fictional character and went
I’ve been essentially sidelined by back pain the past three days.just sitting up is making me feel achy at the moment. but I ended up falling asleep from 8-2:30, so I’m forcing myself to.things are really bad at the moment. It doesn’t
hey so I finished up school yesterday. I’m not feeling great and I’m not really to talk about it, or myself. so please don’t be offended if I don’t really reply to stuff, unless it’s like. fandom. which seems to be the only thing I can really
gay camp was a LOT of fun, even if it was super challenging. I learned a lot about myself, working with youth, and everything inbetween. now it’s time to go back to the “real world” aka scramble to get cosplay done by otakon.
I try not to care about star wars much, but my friend told me about his trans man Poe Dameron headcanons and now I’m looking up merch like a loser I can’t believe I played myself.
me, earlier today: wouldn’t it be fucked if after telling myself I won’t spend money on ESO DLCs they came out with one that might have Lillandril in itme now:
On these long work-loaded nights, I wish I had better talking company than myself.
Why is it that I’m always so sad late at night when I need to go to sleep? I’ve actually been sad lately and I just berate myself because of it….. oh well random feel sorry for me post over
Someone want to help me with style because I suck at dressing myself!
Why am I incapable of making others happy while keeping myself happy?
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