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I love how people of any color expect me to hate myself because other people with a similar color of mine make awful decisions…just don’t make sense
i don’t think i’ve ever been upset with myself as much as i am right now.
idk just in one of those i wanna cuddle with someone but i also kinda wanna kill myself moods.
I SAID I WOULDN’T CRY. I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN’T CRY.
i am honestly so envious of people who can commit suicide because there have been so many times where i want to go through with it but i just can’t bring myself to and i don’t know why. i’m happy they could finally find their escape
I LOVE AOBA SO MUCH HE’S SO FUCKING CUTE I HATE MYSELF
i can’t believe i fucking bought mario kart even tho i told myself i wasn’t gonna spend anymore money this week
i told myself i was gonna try fixing my sleeping schedule today but here i am at 5-fucking-am not in bed sleeping
I BOUGHT 24 LOOTBOXES I HATE MYSELF but i’m gonna grind for a few more. pray for nihon genji with me
i think i jynxed myself.. i got zarya’s skin…… i’m in hell welcome to hell
i tried playing tracer for the first time and i killed myself twice with her pulse bomb lmao fuck
o and on another note i had a brief discussion about wanting to kill myself with my dad earlier today and he didn’t even care or take it seriously thanks dad i knew i could count on u
all these beautiful genjis.. idk what to do with myself…………… pls never stop drawing genji……………………………
i had a dream about h*nzo making me piss myself and proceeding to finger me i feel so alive kill me
i made myself sad someone pls cheer me up
So I’ve spent the day spoiling myself and now I’m at a bdsm party, did fire cupping, electro play, and won 35 bucks and I’ve only been here and hour..
I HAVE WRITTEN 21 PAGES OF TRANSFORMERS FICS OVER THE PAST 9 DAYS. I’m proud of myself. Now back to working on commissions tomorrow since my fever has gone down and I should be able to focus on drawing. (*´д｀*)
Today was a busy day! Went to a small GI Joe meet up in Burbank, then did a combo from Toys R Us -> Burbank Mall -> Glendale Galleria -> Target to look for Christmas presents and whatnot. Ended up getting more stuff for myself for once, haha.
I don’t know why, but I keep wanting to call “Skyhold” as “Skyfall.” The Bond movie name just won’t leave my brain. In other news, I FOUND INQUISITOR/COLE FIC AND I AM HAPPY. I might write some fluff Cole fic myself
Woke up with a slightly less fever and chills. Alright, I need to go get food for myself… I’m sure I can make it to Target and back and be okay.
…Guess who accidentally drew Rung’s features backwards!!!!*point to self and sobs grossly*I really wanted this poster to be facing right, but I’m gonna have to flip it make him racing left for consistency’s sake. Would never forgive myself
Since it’s Ace Visibility Day, I’m gonna post something. It’s gonna be TMI and I don’t care anymore who reads this, but I need to get it out of me.…To be honest, I don’t even know where to start. I’ve only come to terms with myself
I have successfully eaten lunch and taken meds…!! Just one more errand to run and I’ll be able to take it easy at home while getting ready for Botcon and AX!!*repeatedly telling myself that I’ll get better fast*
Leaving on a ski/snowboarding trip tomorrow and I fuck up… I was washing dishes and accidentally flicked the knife into the air and cut myself. Ow. ;w;
Though it didn’t count as my first dream of the year, I HAD AN UNDERTALE DREAM WOOOOOOO! …Though it was weird because at some points, I was Sans swimming in a pool and then I was myself tackling said Sans with a towel. Oh and Papyrus had
Thanks to my SO I feel less like I’m dying, but I still feel like I’m dying ahahhahahahaagvabxkke Dear Primus, I just want the weekends back for myself and work on Kitty Undertale charms for AX
Once June is over and AX I over, I’ll finally have weekends back to myself…!!!!! These past six months have been extremely stressful and exhausting, but I hope it’ll be worth it in the end :3
self-harm-problems: Follow and this is also an advice blog so feel free to message me the point of this blog really. OMG I JUST QUEUED SOMETHING ELSE FROM THIS BLOG AND THOUGHT I QUEUED IT FOR MY MAIN BLOG. I ALMOST CRAPPED MYSELF
how in the fuck could she think that, just cos i have mostly white friends doesn’t mean i don’t like black people. how in the hell could i dislike myself. i just didn’t want to call her. her don’t have that kind of relationship
How the fuck was I supposed to know you were that hurt? You played it off like u just had a mild confusion and a headache. Now I’ll have to fuck prove myself by the end of the week so you don’t give up on me. What kind of parent says that
I hate myself. I’m an awful waste of human resources. I don’t deserve to be here
like its nuts. saying am i a danger to myself. that i’m going to die and that you’ll have to bary me or take care of my blind aputated ass. its fucking crazy. no one actually gets aputated.
I really badly burned myself with hot tea. In the crotch area. I hope it doesn’t mess with my sensitivity
I haven’t hit myself in a while. I almost did today but I didn’t
The main reason I havent done any hard drugs I think is cos I honestly don’t trust myself to not get addicted
Shower 4 day 4!!! Super proud of myself
Oops I’m starting to like that empty hungry feeling againWhy do I fucking do one or the other. I’m either constantly eating or getting myself so hungry to feel the pains. I’m gonna go eat rn. I’m not excited about it
Every day I ask myself why do I have anxiety what do I have to be anxious about then then I almost have a panic attack ordering pizzas. No one has any communication skills and I got like 6 different orders and ordered the wrong thing. Then got told I
I accidentally let myself get too hungry just now. Now im shaking. I’m sitting to dinner now tho. I don’t like this feeling so that’s good I guessI just forgot to have a meal
Freaking out about possibly being a lesbian. Idk I just allowed myself to actually be sapphic in 2020 and now I’m freaking out cos yes I do find men attractive physically but I’d don’t think I’d ever date one. I’ve only had
Once again I’m cooking dinner for me myself and I and once again I wish there were a man here I could be feeding and serving. Preferably whilst wearing a collar.
Thinking about writing up a description of what the “perfect” Dom would be for me. Just to get a clear idea of what I’m looking for. But if I did that, would I be setting myself up for failure? Always looking for something that is too
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I am not myself anymore. No smiles, no jokes, no nothing. I honestly don’t know why people can change like this in a second. But it hurts. Really bad.
Today I broke my month old “salad only” rule for when I go to Wendy’s… My grandmother passed this morning so I’m drowning myself in food and shopping even though the weather is pretty shitty today
poteryalvmoskovskiy-zimy: Imagine this a world where I’m not mentally chastising myself for things that no one cares about.
Can’t sleep, brain is eating me … I wish I could always believe all the things I tell myself and others but I’m not strong enough, I guess. I’m honestly not sure how much longer I can endure all of this - the pain, and not just the physical
Damn I’m so depressive tonight. Just gotta keep telling myself this is all for the better.
So sick of the people in my life. They’re just shitty people who are never there for you when you need them. I need to surround myself with new people.
I treated myself today ❤️
I find it really hypocritical of myself to miss talking to certain people who don’t want to talk to you at all, even here on Tumblr, considering in real life I push people away just as much.
I’m thinking of going to school to earn some sort of technician certificate because if something happens to Nick, I need a job and I need to be able to support myself but I’m too anxious to talk about this to anyone and I’m too nervous
Just found out my sister in law is pregnant again:’) I’m so ecstatic for her but also a tiny bit sad. We haven’t even met her second child, our second nephew. And I’m still not pregnant myself. I know her news isn’t about
Well I FINALLY finished the first half of my MyCAA course. i’m going to give myself at least a week and a half before I do this final exam. Tomorrow is my doctor’s appointment to see what’s up with my pain condition and why I can’t get pregnant.
My anxiety about losing this pregnancy is at its breaking point, made even worse by my husband being gone for military training. I’m seriously debating about buying an at home fetal doppler so I can listen to the baby for myself but I read online
I found a stray cat last night and I cried when I gave her to the kennels today. She’s such a sweet cat and I felt so terrible giving her up but I know it’s better for her that I do. To console myself I’m making two pumpkin loaves to
It’s been awful having to move while 8 months pregnant and losing my dog and getting covid. It was terrifying and incredibly lonely and vulnerable having to go into the ER by myself, thinking I was going to die or lose my baby. My husband knows
As if having a baby isn’t hard enough, having one during a pandemic and being estranged from family is even harder. I didn’t prepare enough, I’m second guessing myself with every tiny thing, and I don’t have anyone’s help
