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It took me years to pull myself out of it and get my mental health better. I know I wasn’t perfect but I was genuinely happier. All the physical burdens of pregnancy were nothing to me, I could bear it easily. But having a baby has singlehandedly
I went to a powwow today and treated myself to an early Christmas present.
The only reason I got a nap today is because of the baby napping for over an hour. My husband took the first nap and didn’t relieve me and watch the baby before he had to go to work. And now I’m getting her down to bed by myself tonight too
I finally got the nerve to tell my SIL how it always hurt me how they didn’t emotionally support me after I gave birth and how I needed space to protect myself and it just blew up on my face and I never should’ve said anything fml.
you broke me, and taught me to truly hate myself
I have spent most of my life wishing my father would die. I have even contemplated killing him myself
I can’t bring myself to even hit like on a post when it has improper grammar. Even if the post is really clever and I would have liked it otherwise.
That cheeky smile you get when you hung out with a girl that is super amazing that night š. (Taken with Instagram)
Dinner time! @skops13 @n4vvv @mexidollz @meximilien @shaunkarlik
Dinner by @mexidollz ! Thanks bro!
I miss you like crazy.
Kfc at crown with @skops13 !
Last train home selfies!
I still miss you over all else.
So, my birthday is tomorrow. I relapsed yesterday with self-harm. I’ve been feeling suicidal on the daily. I’m 90% sure no one cares. I want to cut ties & burn bridges. I’m exhausted by everyone & myself. I just want to
I really want to wake up handcuffed to my bed. & be teased relentlessly, until my pussy is screaming for attention. I want to have my cunt played with, while I don’t have the power to stop it from happening, or the power to give myself more
I’m never going to have sex again. All the love is gone from my life. I can’t bring myself to just use someone. It’s a good thing I know how to masturbate effectively.
I just really want to have sex with someone who thinks I’m the most beautiful girl ever. Ordinarily, I feel pretty alright about myself. But I’ve been going through a lot with the end of the semester, doctors appointments, & major life
I’m sitting here getting kinda drunk by myself. Is that sad? Everyone else here is sober. Oops. Fuckit
Ok so I just got a ton of money for graduation so I’m FINALLY buying myself a Polar heart rate monitor. It’s only been like…a year that I’ve wanted one. And new headphones and gonna get some new sports bras and an arm wrap for
Ugh I hope my parents don’t force me to help them move my brother to Astoria I just want to be home alone (well except for gma) and workout for hours and then get beer and just..workout and have some time for myself to try and accept (for the time
On Friday, I was supposed to come back from DC with other tax people and they needed 3 people to volunteer to catch a different flight. Summary? Spur of the moment myself and two southerners took a 躔 travel voucher, a free hotel and a flight the next
Gotta stop getting myself so angry and worked up over you. You’re not worth it. You’re not worth my time or my thoughts, I don’t want you to be important to me anymore. Just stop. Stop being in my thoughts, please. It’s always
Made pasta with kielbasa, tomatoes and broccoli for dinner, then made Allie and I cookie dough for 1 (mine is still in the fridge hardening) and made myself a strawberry margarita! Happy Thursday and happy greys anatomy!!
Ugh…I need more friends that stay up as late as I do…it gets really lonely all by myself š
oh lord Iām so disgusted with myself
I honestly, deeply, truly without a shadow of a doubt hate how emotional I am and I detest my feelings so muchI think I might detest myself too a bit
I honesty have no idea why I even try at this pointitās obvious that so many people believe that I have 0 chance at actually making it myself
I guess hanging myself is just gonna be a reoccurring self harm fantasy that plays through my head at least 2 times a day
Never has getting my way made me feel so fucking guilty and yet so good at the same time. ¾ths of me wants to shoot myself and the other 4th wants to braid my hair
Fuck, I was doing so good today at keeping myself distracted but of course my mind wandered even while I was reading and now my anxiety is acting up a lot
So impressed with myself
Iām fucking pathetic and I hate myself
My sister took a video of me without me knowing it and showed me and holy fucking good goddamn lord do I fucking hate myself s fucking much
I hate myself
Oh my fucking god I fucking hate myself so damn much
I motherfucking hate myself so motherfucking bad
Oh god suddenly I feel so guilty for just laying in bed writing fanfiction all dayIām so disgusting and unproductive, I hate myself
I started writing this shit to make me feel better and what do I do? Fucking close i tout 24 pages in cause Iām getting too emotional fucking goddamn it I hate myself I wish I could just fucking die sometimes
It’s 3 am and I’m absolutely consumed with stress and anxiety about moving out and all this other stuff because I desperately need to rid myself of these people for my own health but I don’t have the financial resources to do so and
Cough cough I mother fucking hate myself cough cough
Hly shit I literally wanna put a gigantic explosive in my head and blow up my fucking brain for bringing all this shit back I was ENJOYING myself until I saw that and now I just feel paranoid and really disturbed and hy the hell canāt I just forget
Ughhhahaha I hate myself
I have a real motherfUCKING problem with myself right now because itās motherfucking dumb to get so cunfomrtable by this one fucking word that means something cute and sthi cause like yeah I gtet my brain ties it to all tgat bullshit but noI feel so
whew I McMotherfucking hate myself hto oh geexz wow
I felt cute up until I saw myself in a mirror and now welp shit my middle name is Self Hatredā¢I should be killed just saying
ugh fuk I hate myself and shitughad damn this anxiety
Hallow laughter I motherfucking HATE myself More hallow laughter
Ugh man I just really hate myself a lot
Me: sitting quietly, eating my breakfast Me internally: I wanna set myself on fire
Holy fucking shit I hate myself so fucking much over the dumbest bullahit I swear I’m so motherfcining dumb FUCK
Me: simultaneously wants to kill myself and go for a run, changing my lifestyle and eating healthier Me: I’m just gonna lay here instead okay
I have that one song that goes like “I crashed my car into the bridge ~something something something~ I love it!” But like crazy self deprecating and about how much I hate myself Idk
I’m so fucking terrified of everything I hate myself
I’m missing my boyfriend so badly I legit might cry I just wanna surround myself with people who I love and be happy
Why the fuck am I so dumb and useless I fucking hate myself and I wish I would die alreadyI hate myselfSO MUCHWhy am I like this
Lol I hate myself
Man, Iām worried about myself. Almost any time I have the chance to not be sober, I think, do I wanna change that??? And like.. the answer is no sometimes, especially if Iāve been hitting it too hard but sometimes– only sometimes someone will
I havenāt been this close to cutting myself in years idk how this is gonna go lmao
I spend a lot of time thinking about how Iāll never really look like an āadult womanā. Iāll never lookĀ āwomanlyā. Like, yes, Iām a woman, Iām a girl, I identify as female and present myself in a mostly feminine way.Ā but I feel like I