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I put soooo many guard videos in my queue, I bought a camcorder with slow motion to film myself, I got all this new activewear so I can properly see my form when i practice, my dance lessons are gonna start soon, I finally have a day off where the weather
Warning! SuicideI’m hiding in my office right now. I imagined there was a syringe with succinylcholine….like I’ve seen on Forensic Files…kills you in less than a minute! I imagined if I injected myself with that how quickly it
Ha! The pharmacy closes at 7 on Saturdays. I didn’t know. I fucked myself out of my antidepressant refill by reading Facebook in my car after work
nyquildriver: my naturalization application was approved, and I just booked myself for the citizenship ceremony on the 7th next month! :D :D :D SUPER MEGA AWESOME CONGRATULATIONS OH MY GOSH
part of me thinks i really should have killed myself yesterday when I had a good chance
My messages are open. If anyone can talk me through this. As in how not to want to hurt myself. The urge won’t stay away.
Oh my God. I am driving myself crazy. I just want to be able to use my music software again.Back in 2011, I refined my custom controls so I had fucked with every single keyboard shortcut for basic actions like entering notes or moving the playback
Well, it’s a cheap shot, but it’s been months of having zero better ideas, so looks like I’ll have to use song lyrics for the fic title again, I thought to myself… and then I was like, wait a minute, why am I saying again? When’s the
I am performing 2 original dances tomorrow (extremely small audience and zero stakes), which is exciting, but my ADD ass hasn’t kept up (DESPITE DESPERATELY FIGHTING W/ MYSELF LOL) with working out, nor practicing the choreo enough, so I am going to
I’ve spent hours trying to wrap my head around modding the ini file for Resident Evil 4 so the controls will behave like a GameCube controller only to resign myself to the fact that I absolutely will die in the QTEs when the screen prompts X and
I realized that I’d been searching for happiness in the wrong place this whole time. I kept telling myself how happy I once was, and if I could somehow get it back, that I would be as happy as I used to again. I don’t know why it took me so
Lately I haven’t been up to posting any OOTD’s. I post a lot but I just can’t quite pick myself up to do an OOTD yet. I’m sorry if any of you followed me only for the OOTD’s, I’ll try to start posting them again soon.
So I set myself on fire by accident today
I have a bad habit of emotionally committing myself to everything I do. This includes relationships. If I’m not emotionally committed, if I’m not emotionally prepared to take one on even if I’m not actually ready for one, I won’t
Is anyone here or am I just talking to myself?
To be honest: I’m really proud of myself for being able to combat my depression and anxiety. Ever since I got my job, I’ve been out and socializing a lot more. I wake up feeling great, shower, brush my teeth, cook breakfast, clean all my
Problem is our mutual friend that bae and I and everyone else hasn’t seen in a year is here visiting for three weeks and I only have this weekend to be here and I really just want him to myself so I can maybe get the d… Its not even that.
Just when I think I’m probably just a full gay that wouldn’t mind making out with girls, something happens to remind me just how pansexual I really am. This is why I haven’t officially labeled myself yet.
I want to hurt myself. I’m trying so hard not to
I wanna sit outside and be to myself but its almost 100 degrees out… Fml I just wanna be alone
Those subtle “fuck you” things that you say to me I opened up for you when I found out your family was experiencing financial struggles and it left you without a home. You’re constantly reminding me why I want to live by myself. No
I was lurking and ended up reopening old mental wounds. Sometimes I fucking hate myself. But sometimes I fucking hate him even more
Just 6 more months left of asking people to buy me alcohol and instead asking them to take me to get it myself
I’m so close to going AWOL. I can’t fucking stand it anymore. I just wanna fucking quit. I just wanna throw everyone out a 90 floor window including myself.
Funny how I was in a pretty chill mood all day today and my mom immediately ruined it like not even 30 mins after getting home from work and I’ve been in a shitty mood all fucking night… Fucking A+ parenting. Fucking hate myself.
I like how I downed every last ounce of alcohol I own and I’m still nowhere near buzzed. I hate my life. I hate myself. Let me get drunk and fucking stay that way. I need an escape
These thoughts are getting harder to ignore. Seriously, what the FUCK is going on with me? They keep getting louder. Chanting. “Do it. Do it. Do it.” They want me to hurt myself in any way possible. I can’t let them win. I haven’t
It’s no wonder I’m fucking single. I hate myself so fucking much. It’s like they can smell it
Considering redownloading Grindr bc I have no respect for myself
Almost 2pm and the nightly thoughts have creeped into my daytime processes. I fucking hate myself
Everyday it’s getting harder and harder not to want to hurt myself
Wow… Wowowowowowowowowowowow. Fucking WOW. The last 3 goddamn years of my life have been spent living a lie and offering myself to someone who didn’t even want me but he didn’t want me to stop liking him so he made up LIES about things he didn’t
I hate myself so let’s just fuck til I cum 6 times
Desperately trying not to cut myself. Help.
Ain’t really been myself these days
I successfully prevented myself from getting sick by taking it easy all day! Woohoo! This makes me less caught up on stuff, but that’s not the worst. Now if only my cats would quit running around so I can get some sleep, since tomorrow I’m
How I feel when I’m either playing by myself with my girlfriend beside me, against someone online with my girlfriend watching or against her.
today has been the worst day i’ve had in a while and i just want to be happy again. i was doing so well, but today i’ve just slept and felt sorry for myself and cried down the phone to my mum. I’ve actually had /those thoughts/ and
going to go shower and then mentally prepare myself for works christmas lunch tomorrow haha ha ha, i just hate them all so much
It’s really hard for me to feel this a lot of the time but I really do have to remind myself that everything works out in the end. Not always in your favor, but a lot of the time, if you put in the effort to work towards your goals, things will
My bestie introduced me to crystals last year and now I can’t get enough. She started my collection by giving me the huge clear quartz and amethyst crystals (not the druzy tho I got that myself). I soon found out after I started using them that
Decided to spoil myself.
Time to bribe myself to study with Caffeine and Chocolate chips.
I’m trying to make myself get off this couch and get reading for the safe space training I’m attending today. But my housemate is listening to doo wop on this floor and it’s amazing and I don’t want to leave.
Back on target for NaNoWriMo! Writing webcomic scripts are fun! I’m going to really appreciate this when I hole myself up in my home over winter break and draw draw draw it :’)
Pretty sure fourteen year old me would high-five twenty-one year old me for surrounding myself with friends that don’t judge me after spending a large chunk of my day reading Tiger & Bunny doujinshi scanlations.
I’m going to a baby shower right now. I have been trying to spend a portion of every day since I got invited trying to make myself be excited over babies. It didn’t work.
The thought of ~going away for my mental health has seemed really inviting recently. I am a still a threat to myself and I really think I should. But trying to get support for it is kind of impossible, at least the kind of support from my family.
When I’m feeling down, I just need to remind myself that my grad school advisor thinks I’m brilliant.
I spent forever trying to cook chicken only to scare myself into thinking that it may be raw so much so that I’m afraid to eat it.
I just discovered Tiger & Bunny socks and I just want to own all of them. I’m talking myself out of it, because I have never used Rakusen and don’t know how it would go :O Uhh, now is probably a good time to tell my followers that I
I just changed my icon to something that isn’t me. I haven’t done that on here in like… ever. It’s from a TnB doujin. Oh God, I’m so ashamed of myself.
I think I have an idea for combating my depression when it gets particularly debilitating, but I’m not sure. The problem is that when I get the blues super bad, I forget how to take care of myself. Or rather, I don’t prioritize taking care
2012 in review Rang in the new year with Graham, trying to pour champagne for everybody at the party Went to some basement shows, had panic attacks and talked myself out of way more Saw Puella Magi movies and BTMI/Laura on the same day Visited Caroline
I feel like being active in fandoms in which familial ties are so important in the source material has made me even more upset about my family situation. It also doesn’t help that I have surrounded myself with a lot of people that appear to really
Feeling myself withdrawing from people I even like. Even my SO. Beep beep beep this is bad.
tw: suicide I always hear bullshit like ~omg I am so happy I didn’t kill myself, LOOK AT WHAT I’M DOING. But all I can think of is why the fuck I haven’t done it yet? Like… I’m twenty-two and I get my shit stolen from me,
I’m home alone, about to cry to the song I’m listening to and all I can think to myself is fuck, is this the way my life is always going to be?
I feel like I failed myself as a nonbinary individual. One of my classes is a lecture hall class that I need to use my legal name to ensure that my work is graded/given to me. Another class is my grad school one with my cohort and I don’t know how
I made myself overwhelmingly sad about Fili today when I was making lunch. One moment I was boiling gnocchi. The next moment I was clutching at my face saying “HE IS FIGHTING AS THE HEIR TO A THRONE THAT HE HASN’T EVEN SEEN!”
