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donnerdont: Guys, there’s a used condom in the paper bin :| WHAT DO I DO WITH IT? IT’S NOT PAPER. BUT I DON’T WANT TO TOUCH IT, EITHER. I JUST FOUND THIS GEM FROM FRESHMAN YEAR AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. The adventures of living with a roommate
I am not proud of the amount of Thorin/Bilbo fic I have read the past day and a half. It’s just… this is what happens when nothing happens at work. And I just feel like this is more doomed than Angel/Collins in RENT, because at least they
Swear to shit, this is one of those days in which I remember how awful people are and how I can’t really trust anyone until they have proven to me they can be. And to not do anything for someone until they have earned that trust. I know this is
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I’m really confused as to why therapists say that they “hope all is well.” All is definitely not well if I’m seeking help.
Having enough awards/accolades/whatevers to fill a resume is fun and all until you somehow have to fill it on one page. edit: Also my name is Donna (Donnie) M______ on the header. Because I’m not running away from this bullshit.
My therapist wanted me to keep a journal of all the times I freaked out during the week. But whenever I freak out I’m not really thinking of sitting down and writing down what happened. And when I’m finally ~over it, or whatever, the last
Toward the end of my shower, I made the executive decision to focus on becoming a middle school teacher. I really enjoy working with them. Also, social studies is not as regimented at that level. So… I should probably see if I can get my student
My identity is valid. I can come out and get my name wrong sometimes. I’m in transition and things will be weird, because I don’t always know where I’m out and where I’m not. So why do I feel so bad about it?
So I’m pretty sure I caught my roommate’s cold, but it’s only in my throat. I don’t really have congestion or anything, I just have a really unattractive, not very loud voice right now. Too bad I have therapy tomorrow and I got
I’m not gonna lie, my mood has been lifted significantly after spending most of my day in a blanket fort.
Welp, I sent the email. Now I’m going to edit a friend’s fic and probably work on my own and try to not think about how I outed myself about my mental health to my boss.
Kind of holding my breath and refreshing Facebook every few seconds just to make sure that all my friends that live in Boston are accounted for. I’m not usually freaked out about this stuff, but augh I just need to make sure :|
I’m really not liking this trend of going to bed early, because it’s the only way to make the bad thoughts in my head go away for awhile.
I ended up not going to therapy today. Graham called for me and implied that I really don’t want to come back. My therapist was understanding I’m sure she’s thankful that we’re warning her as opposed to just disappearing
I emailed my therapist two days ago about my situation and how I really can’t afford therapy anymore. I also said that I really can’t prioritize the little funds I have to spend an hour talking about things not really related to my issues
I was halfway through editing and then I realized I’m a senior. Not only am I a senior, I’m a senior that got As and B+s in the class before this paper. I’m going to survive this and it’s okay.
At the FOB concert last night Patrick said “It’s getting hot in here… or maybe that’s just all of you.” Afterwards, he groaned and said, “I’m the guy that makes dad jokes and I’m not even a dad.”
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO HAVE RED CONTACTS IN AND NOT LOOK MENACING?! I guess it’s a good thing Kyoko has a bit of a mean streak.
Augh, I still feel insulted about my work situation. Like… I’m not even angry. I skipped the angry portion of the process. I’m just all used up and I feel like an idiot for thinking I’d be treated better. I’m also in
tmi/sex talk under the cut I’ve been trying to make sense of my voice in a trans* way recently. A good thing about it is that it’s not nearly as high as I assumed it was (a lot of my friends impersonate me having a much higher voice and I
My SO has this photo set as my contact icon on his phone. It’s from the night before AnimeNEXT. I’m trimming my Kurotetsu wig. I LOOK LIKE I’M NOT WEARING PANTS also boobs????? AND THIS IS THE PHOTO OF ALL THE PHOTOS OF ME IN THE
Today was really bad. Graham shattered the screen of my new phone, so I don’t have that anymore. He’s replacing it, but it’s not going to come in until Tuesday. Sooooo I don’t have a phone again. This also all took place
I don’t even know what to do now? I guess I need to email the landlord and see what happens. Maybe he’ll let us just not get our security deposits back or something. Or maybe somehow I can spin this in some way for a subletter to take
idgaf I’m pretty proud of this mix. IT FEATURES A SONG WITH A CHORUS THAT GOES “I WANT MY HANDS IN YOUR HAIR” HOW IS THIS NOT PERFECT?
also it’s my birthday in a little less than two weeks? not sure what to do about that. on the plus side I don’t have any friends anymore so I don’t have to worry about paying for a party.
I’m probs going to start working on It’s Gonna Get Weirder in T-minus right after I see DOS I just remembered how I am integrating Dis into it and fRICK I can’t not have that happen.
someone reblogged me confusing “white tattoo artists” with artists that specialize in white ink, not… people who are white that are tattoo artists.
i really want to resurrect my monster babes in college web comic idea, if only to detail the story about the cat monster babe and sea monster babe that try to make the whole one of them being amphibious thing work.
well, I made another appointment. once again, I had to schedule it during work. If I don’t get coverage this time around, I am going to have to email my boss and say “look, I need to go see if these lumps in my breasts are cancerous or not.
If I talk to you or have talked to you in the past and next few days I’m sorry I’m pretty sure I’m just going to sOund really aggressive and not like me because I don’t feel like me right now
if anyone asks me about klk while in cosplay I’m going to say “I literally do not care about anything aside from the fact that these two are together.”
also!!!!!!!! give me prentiss as a goth girl and jj as a ~*prep*~ and GIVE ME THEM MAKING OUT AND NOT GIVING A FUCK ABOUT WHAT CLIQUES THEY’RE IN.
I am such a sucker for people wearing their datefriend’s clothes I HAVE FORCED MYSELF TO SIT THROUGH SO MANY MORGAN/REID FICS, JUST BECAUSE REID WAS WEARING MORGAN’S SHIRT IN BED I am gay trash and I’m sure I’m not alone.
absconds with armin and reid and places them in nice aus with their cute datefriends
For a brief moment I considered HP sorting CM characters but you know what? No. I’m not going to play that game. The last time there was any sorting discussion on my blog it resulted in people fighting about where Tony Stark would get sorted
backreading the “sam is in HYDRA!” bullshit theory post, because 1) I am a masochist and 2) I need to pay penance for not being a sam wilson attack dog recently due to cosplay obligations
ever since I saw hedwig I’ve been awash with feelings about musicals. I love so many musicals so much! I’ve even been in fandoms relating to them! but for some reason I don’t walk about them nearly as much as I’d like. but
oh! so more deets about the part-time job: It’s a part-time position, bc I’d only be teaching two classes (full-time teachers teach four classes) which are seventh grade ancient history (still… not sure how to make that work but o
I’m not sure if this is specific to teaching/grad school, but has anyone else lost a zillion friends because of it? I mean, I’ve had interpersonal relationship issues, sure, but I’m checking my friend’s list on Facebook and a
Ugh there’s things I should be doing in this Starbucks until my staff meeting but I WANT TO READ FANFIC UGH
I was trying to work on my speedwagon mix and goddammit an ariana grande song ended up in the maybe list oops
I’m watching football with my ~old college buddies and oh my god. So many of us are into jojos now so all we’ve been doing is calling Graham Dio, screaming OHHHH NOOOOO in our best Joseph voices, and making weird remarks about steel balls.
I saw a trans headcanon for Donatello from TMNT (who is called Donnie by the fandom, apparently??) and I actually said out loud, “I’m not a trans man!” before I realized that no, Donnie. People weren’t making trans headcanons
also! mutuals! if you want to be in touch, you’re always free to ask me for things like twitter (even tho that’s shitposting/talking about my fic central), snapchat, and other forms of social media. I’m really trying to get better
which one of you live in las vegas? you signed it with a name I’m not familiar with and it’s throwing me off!
GOD I was so prolific in the RENT fandom. I’m sure a lot of it isn’t great (there was a sizable speed prompt community, which was fun, but not meant to be the most quality fiction), but I was trans headcanoning, researching constantly about
the worst part about that picture is that I was working with ~6 colored pencils and no pencil sharpener (because I was NOT going to use my makeup sharpener for that one). so when I wanted to go in and make santana’s skin tone darker I realized
I shrieked “I love Izumida!” in the middle of a party tonight and we drove back home singing “I’m Not Okay (I Promise).”I don’t know what year it is anymore.
I think what I’m going to start doing with Tumblr text posts is ask a question, so I can have the option for you to respond to it. It’s lke replies! Only absolutely not!Anyway, I decided to quit my bad job, but now I’m going to be working in
I’m back from the last day with students… I got choked up a bunch, but I didn’t full-on sob, so that’s good.There’s so much I’m going to miss. So many people I’m going to miss. I am not who I was when I stepped foot in that school
I just finished up my Black Eagles run for Fire Emblem: Three Houses, meaning that I have completed a video game for the first time, maybe ever????? Here are some Hot Takes, though I’m not sure how interested anyone would be in them here…
so there is a smart tv in my house and I almost put the porn I am watching by mistake on TV…the TV my mom is currently watching omg
I’m so interested in seeing what people here would put on my johari so even if we’re not mutuals here is the link I will be checking on it to see
people have mentioned discord to me a few times now so I’m considering logging back in and using it but I’m not sure what to do on there
Personal life stuff under read more. Please don’t reblog. Augh, I’m so stressed. Its always everything happening at once and I’ve lost a lot of my outlets so its just kind of building up in me with nowhere to go. But its OK, I can deal.
In other news, it’s raining!
not that I’m begrudging anyone their fun ‘cause I do believe folks can do whatever they want and I know most people aren’t serious about it, but I find it kind of funny how prevalent it is in the SU fandom to make Jasper, Peridot, and Lapis a trio
here, have a little vent post about a major way in which the omorashi/wetting community on tumblr is unsafe for me as a CSA victim little CSA victim things: > try to find an omorashi blog > 1000 of results > that doesn’t post completely
the red fox tag is a scary place to be in if you’re not careful. sorry for the spam lmao, i’m done for now.orz
