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superamiuniverse: Can this even be called a tutorial?Basically a sort of lighttut in a way. Dunno. Something from stream I guess.PAINT LIGHT! LIGHT IS EVERYTHING!In terms of a tutorial, I would say that this would be more like tips or maybe personal
stumbling into a reminder that the other kids I went to school with are out doing Important Big Name Shit as their first or second job right out of college while I….sit in a tiny office, and sell stuff that’s sometimes expensive,is not my ideal
Scott, the manager I interviewed with, is NOT Scott, the manager in the flesh. Over the phone, Scott emphatically agreed that it is our own fault if we don’t train our employees well and then, shockingly!, they are bad at their jobs. Scott in
Taxes are bullshit and I hate them.My W-2 only has information from State 1, and not State 2 which I also lived in.Yeah, I know I procrastinated. I’m having procrastination troubles that I haven’t had in years, tbqh. I’m trying to deal with
….THE THIRD FUCKING IN-BED SNAPCHAT SELFIE DEAN HAS SENT ME IN A WEEK I am hardcore negative levels of unimpressed You go for months without contacting me and then pull this shit? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE 32 YEARS OLD AND NOT 17 We don’t even
some stuff I forgot because there’s always more when it comes to DeanYou guys remember in November when I tried to ask him out before my move, by inviting him to a movie the last night I was in town? Movies are HIS thing. Not mine. I was trying
Latest mood off of Zoloft: just angry.Like last night. I’m not going to give the whole story but HE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME IN AT NOON TODAY AND ASK FOR ME SO THE SHOEBOX DIDN’T GET FUCKED UP. INSTEAD THE WIFE CAME IN YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS BUSY
Why am I so ADD with my hobbiesI spent an hour imagining dance and flag choreography in my head that I could never actually transcribe let alone have the skill to performLast time I did that was 2012I was a writer in 2012, then not again until 2014, then
I honestly usually really hate posts like these and in both pictures I look disgusting, but I’m just going to upload this anyways, because I’m in a good mood. Today is “Symphony’s” one year anniversary! I’m really not
I think the worst part about all of this is that for the first time in my life, I do not want Christmas to come this year. I’ve been through way too much these past 12 months and specifically in the past 3 that I just don’t want to have to
I just watched the video I reblogged of the twins coming out to their dad and read some of the comments and it got me thinking… I’m afraid to come out to family. Why? Because I’m still not even sure what I am. I’m in no way,
There are times where I’m glad people can’t read my mind. Why? Because oddly enough, I would let him cum all over me so many times and I’m usually not into that. It was that hot. I’m that attracted to him.
Funny how I was in a pretty chill mood all day today and my mom immediately ruined it like not even 30 mins after getting home from work and I’ve been in a shitty mood all fucking night… Fucking A+ parenting. Fucking hate myself.
Just realized I’m just like any other ain’t shit ass man: I grow attached to those I stick my dick in
soullesshusk: nonukesthanks: tumblr implemented on-blog advertising, which is why blog theme html keeps getting messed up. To shut it off: Click the ‘person’ icon in the top right Select ‘Settings’ Select your blog from the column on the right
like damn all my female friends are amazing tbh, like not even in a sexual way like in a damn you guys keep me sane half the time, and i dont thank them enough for that
In case any of my friends or fans would like to see a glorious photo of myself flashing underneath my beloved St. Louis Arch - not only on the screen but glossy, framed, and in person?? Now would be your chance.Enjoy the fruits of all the trouble me and
blathh: loumargi:Madeleine Lemaire@vextape tbh Aww, I’m glad that this is how you think of me and not the version of me where I throw up in your toilet and sleep in my make up on your sofa.
When you are in that perfect state of well fucked and you just kind of have to lay there and let your brain return to normal and your body calm down before you can move.
What if I just make all my students refer to me by my last name without a Mr./Mrs./Ms./whatever in front of it? Then the polite students shit themselves and go “B-b-but is it… are you… what are you?” And I just glare at them
I need to find a way to articulate that I know my therapist means well telling me “Oh, lots of people go through that!” in response to many of my habits, but it’s not really comforting me. It’s just making me feel invalidated
The longer I’m in therapy the more I realize that my relationship with my family has just made me so scared of everything. I’m terrified of being told no. The thought of being told that I contributed nothing or that I’m not good enough
I’m pretty much convinced that anyone who interacts with me in real life in a semi-regular basis hates my guts. I don’t really blame them, because I hate my guts, too. But it’s still not a really nice feeling.
I can’t live with people and be depressed. because being depressed means losing all control of self care and not cleaning up and being sad and not being able to move from places sometimes. and that also means being the biggest inconvenience in
Once I’m done with a decent chunk of this paper, I’m going to paint my nails. I’m feeling gold nails with a red accent in honor of the new mark. BECAUSE I AM NOT LETTING SCHOOLWORK GET IN THE WAY OF MY HAPPINESS AWW YISS. SELF CARE,
Hey, in a similar vein of “cosplay is not consent,” “cosplay does not give you a right to run over to cosplayers and grab at/poke at their props." I swear to shit, if anybody tries to do anything to my Kyubey plushie next time
My boss (after a month and a half!) finally sat me down and told me that she could not give me a raise. She actually cut corners around my training to ensure that I could not be in the skill range necessary to be given more money. I have never felt
Now I’m just thinking about how proud and how much I loved my job. Like… not only was I good at it (and still am), I was excited to go to work. I wanted to be there. I put in as much as I could, even if I was sore from marching band
It looks like I may not have enough time for a bilbo cosplay for nycc. I need to sew way too much stuff with nice probably expensive fabric and figure out special effects stuff for his feet and ears. BUT I do have enough time for a punk Captain Marvel
OKAY! I got to sleep in for the first time in a long while and I’M READY TO WRITE YAY. I will not be on here for (hopefully) a long while, but I will be on Skype accepting words of encouragement! If you want my handle, message me! Let’s
It looks like we’re going to move in with Graham’s parents, if only for a little while. May end up adding a Paypal button or something, because I can’t take on a job at the moment. Or rather, I’m not going to be located in
btw there’s totally three pretty important messages in my inbox that I have not responded to yet and I’m so fucking sorry. my brain is not able to handle it right now and I hope everyone can forgive me.
My brain is racing and I cant sleep and I feel like I can DO ANYTHING and this is REALLY NOT GOOD FUCK
So it turns out I’m not going to nycc this year. The guy that swore up and down he’d get me passes told me today he doesn’t have any. So I’m kind of way too late in the game to make something happen. I’m not going to beg for a pass or anything
mmmm so it looks like my wallet was stolen from my classroom. so that’s pretty. awful. that and constant family issues… I’m not doing great. I’m not entirely sure what to do outside of feel unsafe in pretty much every way.
there are these fuckboys in the back of my class talking and bragging about how they trick girls into thinking they put a condom on and holy shit burn them at the stake.
so i’m not even going to prom b/c i'n not interested in that kind of stuff but i’m hearing all this shit and i??? feel pissed off for these people????? this couple was nominated for prom queen and king but they weren’t even put on the ballot just
people who say ‘go to comp if u want a tank’ and shit like that are honest to god such fucking assholes
…I keep forgetting that each time I post anything robosmut related in tumblr, I get followed by random porn accounts. Not sure how to prevent since the bots are reacting to my text and not the nsfw tag.
No, iPhone autocorrect.I am not trying to type “pooh” when I’m typing “oooh”.I am not trying to type “duck” all the time.Seriously, how does that even make sense in a sentence? “Oh, what the duck?”
I don’t feel completely confident in my ability to manage this house buying process but thankfully after tomorrow my husband will be able to help me. I’m not confident that I negotiated a good price but the owner might not have accepted if
I’m really not looking forward to my husband going back to work tomorrow. I keep telling myself that he’ll get leave in June but it seems forever away. I’m not looking forward to April either. All the appointments coming up for myself
So far during this pregnancy I am pretty much made of tired. And once I’m horizontal I’m done for the day, which sucks because I also have a toddler. I go in the morning to get my blood drawn at the hospital. I’m bummed not to be able
You stole my heart and my hope. And now I’m left here, broken and empty, not knowing how to put the pieces back together.
So apparently I’ve worked my ass off to graduate college in 3 years for my family to not remember what degrees/majors I graduated with, what firm im working at, or what ranking I am (not too big of a deal but come on just dont say it at all if you
Gotta stop getting myself so angry and worked up over you. You’re not worth it. You’re not worth my time or my thoughts, I don’t want you to be important to me anymore. Just stop. Stop being in my thoughts, please. It’s always
Why do so many cute boys live in NOT los angeles:c:c:c:c
Above & Beyond “Love is Not Enough” May 18 at The ShrineThis is definitely my favorite track from Group Therapy & Sun In Your Eyes. It made me cry. Again really shitty quality I’m sorry :‘c
I don’t get when people say they don’t listen to music. Like what the fuck do you do? I would have not made it this far in life, if it was not for music, literally. Music is everything to me, especially electronic music. I just don’t
The stars may not be vissable on a foggy night but they will always be there; burning bright in the dark night sky. So when you feel like there is no hope, no future. Remember, there is always hope. It might not be vissable but it is there.
The local news is saying flooding shouldn’t be all that bad, since the rivers are pretty low at the moment. We’re not even supposed to get any snow in NEPA. Everybody is going crazy about the coming storm, but I’m not really expecting
My biological mother apparently lives in New York now. I was not informed. I’m not at all surprised.Thanks for never being a mother.
My bed is not a bedWithout your kicking pawsAnd soft criesWithout your steady breathingBelly heaving In the spot you always claimedMy bed is not a bedKnowing that you will never againGreet me with sleepy eyed curiosityWhen the world is still at four
race play is disgusting to me. and i truly, truly despise any white man who engages in it. 100%. the fact that you can make racism a game and try to say it’s not real and just for fun is ABOMINABLE. yeah right it’s not real. i don’t
Something about feeling validI catched a glimpse of this face and cried. Two hours in vain trying to tell myself I’m worth something, that this body is worth something. It’s not. I’m not. So I went to bed stared into the wall as my
“I hope you remember your own wort”How do you even respont to that in a socially acceptable, honest but not rude way. I truly don’t have any idea what I’m valued at but it’s not much above aggregate or plant fertilizer. What
amaranthdesires:“I hope you remember your own wort”How do you even respont to that in a socially acceptable, honest but not rude way. I truly don’t have any idea what I’m valued at but it’s not much above aggregate or plant
It’s so fun how I’m just as dry from coming back inside after being in the sun for half an hour, like I am after taking a shower. It’s not right. it’s not pleasant or nice. It’s disgusting. There’s no need to try make
The only way to feel the slightest bit of positive in life is by not having dreams, ambitions or standards. But it is ok I guess it’s just how life works.Best part is I’m not even being hard on myself.
I’m not going to say that at times I lay in bed with tears slowly running down my cheeks. Not understanding what to do with myself and just longing to belong to someone to be someones good girl. But that happens more times than I’ll admit.
