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Had a nice climb at the gym (I think that helped sweat out the rest of my cold), ate a nice dinner, did all the dishes, and now am sleepy. But I wanna write. Might do a shorter chapter of the Sans/Reader fix just to get one idea out of my head :3
I FINISHED MY FIRST V3 TODAY!!!!! WOOOOOOOO!! (The yellow one)
…woke up sweaty with chills/fever and almost emptied out my stomach. Work is too busy to miss though… Got one more hour before I have to get up and go. Let’s see what happens
Reading one direction smut (narry) and listening to the backstreet boys. Love this
like its nuts. saying am i a danger to myself. that i’m going to die and that you’ll have to bary me or take care of my blind aputated ass. its fucking crazy. no one actually gets aputated.
If there is one emotion I think I feel the most often is guilt. I feel guilty about almost everything I do. Thanks for that mom
Earlier this year, I did the one thing I thought would kill me. I got into a head-on collision with my car and a pole. And I walked away from the accident perfectly fine. Like literally just some bruises and scrapes. The worst pain was from the airbags
Oops I’m starting to like that empty hungry feeling againWhy do I fucking do one or the other. I’m either constantly eating or getting myself so hungry to feel the pains. I’m gonna go eat rn. I’m not excited about it
I had peace in my room in the dark. I wasn’t hungry anymore. I had gotten past that. I knew I needed to eat so I went upstairs. Got shat on immediately. She loves to talk about how every thing is available to eat but I take one dumpling and she
Every day I ask myself why do I have anxiety what do I have to be anxious about then then I almost have a panic attack ordering pizzas. No one has any communication skills and I got like 6 different orders and ordered the wrong thing. Then got told I
My vibrator broke and I’m in distress about it. I ordered one online but it’s under backorder so I have to wait. I may scream
Freaking out about possibly being a lesbian. Idk I just allowed myself to actually be sapphic in 2020 and now I’m freaking out cos yes I do find men attractive physically but I’d don’t think I’d ever date one. I’ve only had
I just found out that I have to go to school tomorrow (not school like high school but the other one where If I want to keep My paycheck. No pay check= No Apartment I currently own)
Takes one small thing to remind you that you are both invisible and worthless.
I do not want to get involved with married men. Not even if the wife is privy to it. And especially not when you have children. I’m sorry. I know other women might be up for it, but I am not one of them. Even if you just wanted to “be friends
What are some of your favorite blogs?I just unfollowed a bunch of dead accounts and am only following like 30 now. Half of which don’t post that often. So I need new ones to follow! Let me know who you recommend :) a quick glance at my feed will
one time i went to a gravestone factory
One person, two worlds
one day i will be someone’s favorite blog.
I’m so done with everything no one should have to feel this much pain every day
poteryalvmoskovskiy-zimy: Imagine this a world where I’m not mentally chastising myself for things that no one cares about.
Exactly one week ago I was in the same exact place except I was so happy talking to him. And I thought things would actually turn out good for once. But they didn’t. So I hate today
Sucks when you wake up super horny and have no one to fuck. Just sayin
One month down.
Part of my reasoning behind wearing a mask was due to the fact that I wanted to be the one to tell my parents about being a sw. I wasn’t afraid of them finding out, but rather how they would. I didn’t need someone to recognize me and embarrass
Finally decided on a tattoo design I want :) I’m going to call to book the consult tomorrow. It’s been so long since my last one.
A year and a half worth of collecting displayed in this picture. Some of these were kind of inexpensive, I honestly only have one item that retails for over 贄. I’m actually missing my black set of ears that matches the black tail, very sad I
I’ve had an unusually good day. We took the dog to the park and I actually got nick to play minecraft with me on the Xbox one for awhile. I thought of a new idea for a short story, and we had pizza for dinner. And to top off this awesome day, I
Nick has a four day this weekend, works one day next week, and has another four day. I should be excited and happy he’s here but I’m not feeling good. There’s so much up in the air in the future and it’s stressful. I want not to
pieceofthegalaxy: I feel so disconnected from my culture and I’m trying to find it but its hard to do it alone. Is there any other lonely mixed Natives who feel lost out there? Or am I the only one…? I feel exactly the same way, so much so that
Class is going only SLIGHTLY better today. I’m still struggling but I’m getting some stuff done. Nick managed to call me. Where he’s at for training, he’s already killed half a dozen scorpions and one scary rattlesnake. Fuck that shit, I can’t
I haven’t been doing so well lately but it’s all good bc tomorrow I get my tattoo touched up and I’m thinking of getting a new one in June so there’s that I guess.
I am extremely close to putting the car accident behind me and leaving Colorado for Kentucky. I am extremely close to seeing my family again but I have to wait on the MPs here on base. I can’t get this one last thing done because their waiting game
I’m excited at my plan for going to college for the first time. It feels like the choices I’m making are the right ones for my life.
I’m trying really hard to move in the right direction. I’m trying really hard to make healthier choices instead of self destructive ones when I have breakdowns. I’m going to email my psychologist because a lot of my problems(mostly my
Might not look like much but this is currently one of my happy places. It’s a bench at the top of a small hill next to a beautiful lake. The trees are all different colored and look like an oil painting when the wind blows through the leaves. I
It was nice to come home to that anonymous ask because today I was a hot mess. I dropped a corner of a concrete block on my hand and scraped it while I was trying to kill the gopher in my yard. I have a very noticeable red scratch on my face from one
Therapy was productive today. I learned what the term “trauma bonding” means. And I think I’m not going to tell my mom about my pregnancy. I can’t have a relationship with her and be happy at once, I have to pick one. And I’m
Had a horrible experience at the dentist today and I’m going to find a new one after this root canal is done. Basically I think he booked two other patients at the same time as me. So he numbed my mouth and just left me alone and by the time he
I ordered my birthday present today, super early, and my reindeer pelt will be here soon from Alaska!😊 I’m so excited for my fur, and I think one day I’m going to pass it on to my baby. And five more days until I find out whether it’s
Well I failed the first glucose test. My levels were elevated. I’ve heard that it’s pretty common to fail the first and pass the second one so I’m still not too worried. But the call about it came at an awful time. The cat has kept me
Tomorrow morning we’re going to talk to a realtor about buying a house, which will be our very first one. Naturally I’m just extremely anxious about such a big decision, but I’m also anxious because I don’t know what our little
My due date is in one month from today. I’m ready for her to get out of me. She’s heavy to carry around. I told my husband that next time I get to be the dad lol. I still have a lot of anxiety about this. I keep having these bad intrusive
As if having a baby isn’t hard enough, having one during a pandemic and being estranged from family is even harder. I didn’t prepare enough, I’m second guessing myself with every tiny thing, and I don’t have anyone’s help
I haven’t slept for more than an hour because my daughter wants to eat every two hours. Pretty sure she’s going through another growth spurt soon if she isn’t already. I had to cancel her appointment today because this one car thing
Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of losing my first child and I have been having an even harder time lately than normal. I never even knew whether it was a boy or girl but it doesn’t matter. They were real to me and always will be. I’ve
I can’t tell if the baby’s not sleeping well because of her rash or if it’s the dreaded four month sleep regression or if she’s not getting enough to eat. That last one is literally always on my mind😩 Either way we’ve
We’ve had two family cats since I was 14 and I’m going to be 31 soon. One lives with my sister and I and today we found out she’s really ill and will probably need to be euthanized soon. The other cat is her sister and lived at home
I left the postpartum depression group I was in. Tired of not getting the support I need and I hate being talked down to. I really should talk to a therapist again but I really hate trying to find a new one.
I went almost 20 miles across town on one of the worst roads in town for a follow up with a cardiologist and it could’ve been a phone call. But whatever, I’d drive that again just to find out my heart is perfectly fine. Healthy even. I’m
My daughter is one year old tomorrow. Bad postpartum feelings won’t go away. I’m beyond burned out and I feel mom guilt for that and I’ve been crying on and off because I miss my sister. I don’t mean to whine. I’m just so
I’ve been thinking a lot about the future lately and I don’t know if I’m done having adventures. I think maybe one day I would like to live somewhere else. But I can’t picture leaving Colorado Springs either. I’ve never lived
It’s just one of those days where I need everyone and everything to stop needing me.The cat needs to go to the vet, the car needs to go to the dealership to fix the air conditioning, my daughter is teething and has allergies so she won’t
I am really nervous about my pregnancy. I’m nervous if it all goes well and my first child ends up hating the second one. I’m also very very tired.
Each and every one of my friends say I have a motherly touch in me that speaks and reaches out to them. I now realized that not only am I a mother to my friends but both my sisters as well. Ever since my 12th birthday I grew up taking care of my second
Why am I the one always getting played? Hahaha I don’t deserve being in a relationship with anyone. Either I fuck up or fall into a deeper hole. I barely have anyone to talk too now, my counselor is barely there, I lost someone I love, my first love
:o one away from 50 followers! Oh my where did they come from!
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So, my birthday is tomorrow. I relapsed yesterday with self-harm. I’ve been feeling suicidal on the daily. I’m 90% sure no one cares. I want to cut ties & burn bridges. I’m exhausted by everyone & myself. I just want to
