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I wish I could have a relationship with a guy. Where it’s one sided, I put everything into it, even friendships and I get nothing out of it. And I just feel like its time to be with someone who wants me for me. And appreciates all that I do. I want
I hate being mad for no reason at all.
Might be dancing Burlesque-style in front of the whole school.
a bee just flew on my shirt and I can’t believe that i didn’t die of a heart attack be thankful
if you find yourself thinking “it’s okay they’ll always be there for me so it’s whatever" kill that idea.taking advantage of someone’s dedication to you and willingness to just drop everything to help you is a terrible
i should be asleep but i just keep thinking of all the bullshit i’ve put up with from certain people when i shouldn’t have and i’m so upset with myself. i let people treat me shitty just to keep them in my life. i’m not doing that anymore. i’m
From now on when I see promos or reblogs in an attempt to gain more followers I’m just going to unfollow you. If your blog is quality people will eventually follow you. Just be patient like the rest of us, and if they don’t then oh fucking
Norcal why must you be so far away? :ccc I’m already tired of driving, and I’m not even close.
I don’t know what to be for Escape but this is all I can think of so far, and with my pink wig: Madoka Gasai Yuno kawaii bat kawaii succubus pink Totoro neko girl I don’t know what to do fmllll.
LMAOOOO I lost helllllllllla followers because of my Tamako Market spam. I’m sorry, but I have ALWAYS posted anime. It’s clearly obvious when you follow me that I like anime. Don’t expect my blog to only be rave-related posts. I’m
I was not going to be able to attend Beyond Wonderland this year, but a fellow tumblr raver Cody offered to help me out of kindness, and all that embodies peace, love, unity, & respect, decided to give me his ticket since he can no longer attend.
I need to really learn Japanese. Things would be much easier.
Some days I feel capable of actually becoming a decent and functioning human being, then there’s days like today where all I want to do is hide under my blankets and fucking die.
I don’t know if I like the notifications being on a whole separate page, it kind of takes away from it. I do like that you won’t miss any notifications and notes though, but yeah, it’s just weird. Maybe it will just take awhile to get
Whenever I feel like things are getting slightly better, and I’m actually capable of doing certain things, however little they may be, things always get ruined again. Nothing good ever lasts with me. I should probably just go back to hiding in my
hellllllllllllllla stressing for Escape. The main part of my outfit ripped, and now I have to redo the whole process, plus make more kandi :cccc But it will all be worth it in the end hopefully.
People fucking piss me off so much, I just want to live in a little house in the forest with tons of animals, or anywhere as long as I could be surrounded by pretty things, animals, and music. I understand animals better than people. That’s all
I spent an hour and a half hooping, and I felt really stupid not being able to do anything hardly. I know it takes practice, but it’s kind of really discouraging. I successfully learned to waist hoop and keep it up as long as I want, walk while
No one ever says anything to me on here, facebook, or real life hardly, and as much as I try to be decent alone, which I can do most of the time, other times I just crave intellectual conversation. I don’t know if it’s because I come off as
I’m not going to make the effort to try to talk to people anymore. If you don’t want to be my friend, if you’re not going to make an effort to fucking talk to me first ever, then you can fuck off. So fucking tired of putting my all into
I didn’t think I still loved you this much, until I talked about you tonight for the first time in a long time. It fucks me up so much still, because I want nothing more than to be your friend again, but you have everything you ever dreamed of
I need to run away and live in a house in the forest with a bunch of cute little animal friends, and just listen to good music all day, dance, act cat-like, watch anime, read, look at the stars, and stop caring about humans because they’re gravely
I really don’t see the point of bleeding every month and feeling like I’m being stabbed in my uterus multiple times for hours, when I don’t want children at all.
Fade out of viewI wouldn’t just do that to youI wouldn’t just leave us aloneWhen we could be close, close, close.
Who is going to be at Q-dance this weekend?
If Kill la Kill ends good it will probably be in my top ten best anime of all time. (⊃ ›ω‹ )⊃⊃"♡♡
It is annoying how a good mood of mine can be ruined in 2 seconds, and stay ruined for days and days and days after. Meh.
Ugh, you’re asleep + I need you close to me. I hate being such a needy piece of shit. I need constant attention and constant mental stimulation in order to feel adequate. Fuck.
One of the worst feelings is hurting so much inside and not being able to cry anymore, because you’re so fucking accustomed to feeling so badly all the time.
I really don’t even know what to wear or make for Artrave + I don’t know if I want to use my real yellow hair, or dye a blonde wig turquoise or green and try to go off of that to make an outfit, and it’s in less than 2 weeks :c
I’m being an overemotional piece of shit tonight and I can’t fucking stand it.
Boys with dimples will be the death of me.
So I got accepted into the Japan Study Abroad Program for this summer, so the only thing I need to figure out is my financial situation. The chance of me going is like 98% though. I’m so happy. I’ll be staying on a campus in Tokyo, if I go.
Literally the only thing getting me through this remaining month of school is the fact that I get to go to Japan to study abroad for a month. I literally never thought I would be able to go to Japan any time soon, and in a little over a month it will
I made a Japan blog, because I miss Japan more than anything. It will just be all posts dedicated to pictures of Japan, Japanese culture, fashion, aesthetic, art, etc. Follow if you’d like.crystal—tokyo
celebrated my guys birthday yesterday at the island was perfect!💕 playing in the waves, eating good burgers and just being together was a lot of fun (:
kinda sick of everything kinda wanna be a loner for a bit
I was really debating on posting this, but this is the kind of thing social media should be used for. I go hiking at least once a week at a beautiful creek, it is filling with trees & has a forest type scenery, then down near the creek it’s some
2020…is going to be the year of rebirth, that’s the energy I’m putting out into the universe. For good or for bad, we are always changing, sloughing away our old skin to continuously emerge as different people, even if only slightly, again
Sooo I bought a quad the other day😏😂 just the mini one until my tax return hits and then the real one will be all mine, tested it out today and just needs a couple things but he’s coming down on the price to match the cost of the parts needed
Sooo have a possible job opportunity coming up in the works and I don’t know how to feel about it …. it’d be great money coming in if I was fully qualified ( I have the required tactical training but I’ve been out of the game for 7 years
you’ve got me all kinds of fucked up. from when I wake up, to when I go to sleep. I just want to know what I did wrong. what I did to you that was so horrible to you. why can’t I be her. why am I not her. why am I not good enough. why
helloo sorry I have been missing from here for a little bit but I will try to be back lots today!! christmas time is stressful and things have not been lovely a quick review for those who care a bit: most of the time is spent christmas shopping honestly,
now I have a moleskin journal to write down happy thoughts or moments and hopefully if I get a polaroid camera I can take pictures of things that made me happy and for when I’m anxious/angry I have a ‘wreck this journal’ that I carry
I want to fight all car salesmen. I have only ever met one who wasnt a douche. most of them just briefly speak to me while darfin is looking at cars and make remarks like ‘oh you gonna let her drive this?’ ‘oh I would be careful giving it to her’
this will be a long rambley bit about my life so :))))ive had the most christmas-y week. I decorated my room (after cleaning my house for literally hours) and it looks sooo comfy and nice and it makes my heart happy every time I come into it to curl up.
so ignoring the bad parts of my new years ill talk about the good things (a day or two late) but we were supposed to go to a party but I felt too sick and tired so we stayed in and watched monty python and I fell asleep on darfin’s chest only to be
I am going to break downWHEN WILL I GET A BREAK??? This year has been so fucking hard and it’s only January. I am so overwhelmed and sad and frustrated and scared. I started college which I kind of regret going back to school. I am on a leave from my
On the first of March I posted ‘Love me?’ you said 'I do’ and from that moment on I knew it was always going to be me and you.
Thanks for the wonderful response! I'm definitely on the same page as you about jealousy and control. So, would you say you are more comfortable being in or out of a "relationship"? And how does that relate to things like sex?
I'm not sure how she'd feel about me revealing her identity, but if you insist... Besides, she's got nothing to be afraid of. =)
Couldn’t sleep and am suffering from a ridiculous migraine, so I took a shower. Now, being successfully pruney and clean, I will indulge in some ‘Arry Potta and the Goblet of Fire. Pebbles comes home from the vet tomorrow! Two days without
We have women in this world, living in places where it’s basically expected that they will be raped and abused. Where women aren’t safe in their homes because of this. Is there really any question why somebody would flee from a situation like
holypeaches: for christmas I got pretty much only got piles of socks and yarn this year for my birthday I’m gonna ask for only sweaters for my 17th it’ll be only pants soon I’ll have a whole wardrobe… Socks and yarn are pretty much my life.
I should be finishing cleaning my room, but I’ve run out of motivation.
Every day I’m more and more certain that I wont be leaving very much behind when I get out of here. I wish I could leave now.
Should I cut my bangs? I’ve been getting the urge a lot lately. Every time I consider it, this is what I always think of. (Ps. If anybody knows who this is, that would be super awesome.)
I’m being harassed by a Meadow Vole. All night, as soon as I start to fall asleep, he starts squeaking and stomping around on bits of paper and plastic bags. I didn’t sleep at all the other night, and in the morning I tried to lure him out
It feels so good to be in my own home. As much stress as it can cause me, I always miss it when I’m away. I miss my bed, my cocoon of pillows that I surround myself with. My own room’s smell. The stars on my ceiling that I watch before I sleep
I am seriously thinking about moving out to Santa Cruz and transferring schools, to Cabrillo College. I really want a change of coast, and I’ve been longing for beaches. I’ll be looking into finance shit this week.
