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Merry Christmas everyone! I wanted to get more xmas requests pieces out but I feel a bit pooped. So today I’ll be giving myself the gift of rest (or at least I’ll try to) and continue requests and comics for another day. This year has been full of
Dominance isn’t just about control. It’s about instilling such a sense of security, it’s about creating that feeling of calm… It’s about being the island she’ll come running to, no matter how far away you are, when she needs to feel the safest
It's one of those days
plusfiles: The first edits of my shoot with the GORGEOUS Emily Nichols of Dorothy Combs Models and Heffner Management why can’t i be beautiful like her
Today is April 30th. To commemorate the Fall of Saigon in 1975, I wrote Saigon on my hand. The Fall of Saigon changed my family’s life. I was the first one in my entire family (both mom and dad’s side) to be born in America. My parents and my grandparent
The wife and I have just begun the practice of both of us being a switch. For a very long time, she has been the dominant and I the submissive. Even at that, we didn’t always ‘play’ that way. More often we were equals. We would go throug
I’m tiered of feeling like if I had female facial features at least I would have something to identify with. There nothing positive in being a lier. There’s really nothing to improve on when all I am is a lie. I do believe it is wrong of me
amaranthdesires:Being the kind of dom that in a potential dynamic wouldnt even question if you hade some lone time with the wand scrolling through your favourites while I cook dinner for us. Also the kind of dom to take your atm card away or all your
Hey guys! Just a small update from my life. I am on a road trip down to LA to the wedding of some friends of mine right now. I’ll be in Disneyland for the first time in my life. I’m excited! Here’s hoping I see an official Judy fursuit there.
I’m going to be heading out on a trip next week, which means most of my energy has been wrapped up in getting ready for that. I have a couple of things that need completing before I go, so those’ll take priority. Just letting y'all know what&r
Oh, joy. My S.A.D. and fall allergies hit at once, and guess what time of the month it’ll be in a few days? Yaaaay! Oddly, though, this doesn’t seem to have hampered my creativity. I feel a bunch of little ideas bubbling up. No promises yet,
I’ll be away until the second week of February, but never fear—I’ll queue up some of my liked posts just to keep this active in my absense. See y'all later!
So, problem: my Internet cacked out (faulty, old cable thingy) so the shiny new cable thingy is being sent via Purolator (free of charge, woo-hoo!). That said, they can’t give me a tracking number, so I’ll either get it as early as tomorrow&he
Sorry for the lack of updates; I’ve been both busy and under a bit of stress lately, but with any luck I’ll be able to fire up the ol’ tablet and creative juices again by either this weekend (when I’ll have a guest!) or after.
I’m working my second of three open to closes this week tomorrow. I’ll be clocking out on saturday evening at 42 hours, but my body is already feeling it. In need of foot rubs and knee massages please <3
Hey everyone, I promise the Valentines Day set is coming! It’s been a really busy few days with my new business, I have a lot of orders to fill, and I actually make money from that, so tumblr comes second atm. That being said! If any of you are
Guess I’ll be gearing up for the continuation of “Return to Jingle Village”… in about a couple of weeks. Want a break between comics here. :P
Books are very wonderful things!Sadly, books are also a burden. They’re things that take up so, so much space. Especially manga. I collected hundreds of dollars worth of manga as a teenager. Manga that’s gonna be hard to part with, but it
I started an antidepressant again yesterday and I remember the couple hours I was experiencing an awareness of part of my brain being shut down. I don’t feel persistent despair anymore, no longer permeated by depression, and I went from thinking
Dean, who is my boss, assigned me a list of 6 things to make sure the entire department is trained on. Store Manager likes to keep tabs on how well Dean is managing and asked me over the radio what these items were. Speaking normally was not sufficiently
My brother, one of my favorite people in the world who my time with is very important to me, fucked up. And now I’m mad. We planned on going to a football game together a month ago. We planned this because our plans to go to a game last year fell
Thank you to the local friend (you know who you are) who adopted a big ol’ stack of some of my books and manga that I can’t keep anymore. I feel much better knowing they are going to a good home where they will be loved and appreciated.
Getting back in bed tonight reminds me of the dream I was trying to hold onto this morning. It made so much sense at the time, and how quickly the details are forgotten. It had to do with a random group of young strangers who happened to be in the
Gabrielle is getting more and more vocal to the point where tonight, she hasn’t gone 5 seconds without speaking up. Again, I feel bad for her because I think what she wants is to be outside. What if she had a family she misses, of humans, or of
So, last night after I went out drinking with some of the DND group for the first time and found out I am among some regular BDSMersI proceeded to have a dream where the DM forced me to be his sex slavePart of the dream was me trying to escape my fate
so yeah, I tried to use Dean to spread the word of when I’d be coming to town because he’s a huge gossip. easy, right?and he didn’t hesitate to shit on my promotion and my decisions, without provocationI am so fucking done with his shit I straight-up
I want to cry but just can’t seem to be able to form any tears so brb while I just fucking sit here and experience all the sensations of crying without the tears
My response to the Lizard Squad attacks on Xbox Live and PSN after watching a video of one of the members being interviewed by the news on Facebook
being a physically strong trans woman is 50% people telling you “of course you can’t lift that, you’re a faggot” and 50% people telling you “of course you can lift that, you’re a dude”
Kind of just want to make a little video of my silly dancing while packing. It would be terrible, but I’m sure I look silly dancing around to electro house remixes. Glob knows I can’t dance lol.
In desperate need of a good snuggle and a warm sleeping partner tonight. It’s going to be a long one. (Even though I am only getting like 5 hours of sleep…)
When you are in that perfect state of well fucked and you just kind of have to lay there and let your brain return to normal and your body calm down before you can move.
A lot of people are discussing how Howard was a horrible father on my dash today. Which is fine, because he sucks, but ugh. I don’t want to see the panels of Tony begging to go back to school after being smacked ever again. Hits too close to
Next month will be two and a half years of dating my significant other. I have changed my identity, changed pronouns, contemplated elements of my sexuality, even had health issues and only had “Okay, I support you and I’ll do what you need
So our power got shut off and the wire got moved onto the sidewalk as opposed to being in the middle of the street. I’m just so scared that we’re going to get forgotten, because the rest of the grid has power. I am happy that Graham’s
I’m not really into ~Thanksgiving on a historically bad things happened level, but I do think taht recalling things to be thankful for are pretty important. So here’s mine: All of you reading this. Yep. ALL OF YOU. You have all helped
I’m making the same realization time and time again that I am going to need to be taken care of to some degree for the rest of my life. Even silly things like. I don’t know. Opening up jars and stuff. But also big things, like how I
I am not proud of the amount of Thorin/Bilbo fic I have read the past day and a half. It’s just… this is what happens when nothing happens at work. And I just feel like this is more doomed than Angel/Collins in RENT, because at least they
Well, now that I’m not on the verge of tears I’m just tired and over today. And it’s 10 am. Fuck.
I really want to talk more about being genderqueer, but I’m not entirely sure how to go about it. I want to have some sort of structured discussion of my identity, as well as the space to allow other people to talk about it, too. It’s just
Ah, yes, the feelings of uselessness and probably depression have arrived. I’m going to struggle through my homework, because of my head and feel like shit. So I’ll try to just avoid being on here and flooding everyone’s dash with
Thankfully I already paid for my Kyary ticket for tomorrow. That’s going to be a lot of fun. I just have to make sure that I don’t spend anything outside of minimal food/transportation. Because now I’m beginning to worry that my
The past two days I’ve done extremely fun things, but it ended up making other parts of my life suffer. So the only lesson I’m really getting out of this is I don’t really deserve to be happy, especially because when I am happy or doing
Free Comic Book Day was so much fun! I got a preview of a Hello Kitty comic and the owner of it joked around with me about how horrifying it would be if there was a My Little Pony crossover with it. He also said that he’s going to order a War
I’m crying out of sadness, because my friends are all moving out and I’m going to be a little displaced for a few days until I can move into my new apartment. But I’m also crying out of joy, because I’m seeing Fall Out Boy in a
My thighs are like the only okay with my body. When I’ve gotten rid of my disgusting tummy ill have lost my thighs too. Not sure if I’ll ever cope with this gross body to be honest. Fun how life is.
Since life is, after all, fantastic.Had a appointment with my doctor today and over all it was a good one. Good in a lot of questions answered and that we know what stays my organs are in and that my blood is better last time than a month ago. Alto that
God I’d do anything to find someoneSomeone I could feel safe with, and were in every moment feel at ease and okay with being me. A kind of dynamic were we feel eachother and were we gain experience in our roles. Feel that it also bed to be a kind
This day really had failure written all over it in the calendar. At least I didn’t cry once at work and held myself together really nice until someone say down Infront of me on the train. Then it was unstoppable. I hate being like this. Hate being
I’ll never be able to learn enough social skills. But it’s okay I guess. I’ll just erase my dreams and ambitions in life and it’ll be alright. Kind of maybe.
Truly jealous of anyone who can think and believe their anatomy doesn’t matter and doesn’t effect them as beings. I should be better than this.
There’s a need for a domme in my life and leaving controll and to be taken care of by her/them and be a better denied good girl. 🎀What I’m looking for in more detail 💕
It’s so funny with majority of the people in the denial community getting all hot and bothered by the thought of having someone to don’t get orgasms–ever– again. And how when it dawn on them that can actually be reality, and som of us love
Well what if all I want is to be on the floor with my arms around on of your legs and maybe eating you out or I just sit there and you play with my hair when you feel like it. Promise I won’t be a disturbance
I wish I could be in the forest all day every day. Like if I have to exist in this cold world that would just be the only good way to spend the time. Or by someones feet Infront of the fire in a cozy library
Id be a really terrible friend but maybe also good(?🥺) because you could tell me literally anything about yourself. No matter how secret or sensitive or weird or troubling. I’d listen to all of it. I’d help if I could and it’s what
u kno what time it be!!!!!!!!!!but anyways i really like this big hunkychunk of quartz - its nothing special & i don’t claim to be a hippy who worships rocks but this lil guy has energy and i love him
I’ve had a very amazing and rather enlightening week. I’ve learned a lot about a lot of things including myself, I think I’m gonna be making some big changes to this life. Not being on tumblr or my snapchat or anything has been so stress free and
Chronic pain literally ruins everything for me on bad days. Nothing can be done without being intensely focused on that kind of pain. Pulsating, flashing, pain.
do you ever just not want to exist. not even being suicidal or anything remotely related to that but literally not existing. the Buddhist idea of no self seems pretty appealing on days like this. let me just temporarily not be anything at all.
