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Usually, I can debate like nobody’s business. But I feel as though any argument that goes along the lines of Rhodey apathy, characters being emotionally damaged hence they can’t fall in love, and people telling me they didn’t like
I need media recommendations as I heard into winter break. I’m going to be working five days a week at the visitor center and we are NOT going to have visitors most of the time. So I need books, movies, comics, and shows to watch. So…
When is the appropriate amount of time to de-anon a fic and put it up on a different site? I should be done with something I’m writing for a kink meme within three days and I want to put it up on AO3 when I can, because I’m actually pretty
Trying not to be a brat, but my parents still haven’t gotten my car back from our family members that borrowed it until they got new post-Sandy cars. Which kind of sucks, because now I need it to go to work, hopefully go get professional help
I went to see Les Mis today and it hurt my eyes :( It would get so dark at parts, then daylight would happen and I would be disoriented for several seconds. Ughhh. It was nice to get out of the house finally.
2013 Resolutions: Write more Visit internet friends Survive grad school Become more in control of sexuality Explore gender expression more Don’t be afraid to scare/piss people off Read more comics Read more books Cry less Survive 2013
Does anyone else get really angry when they feel themselves beginning to ship something? Because god fucking dammit that means that I have to be emotionally invested in them and then I have to look up every piece of fanwork and then I want to contribute
Swear to shit, this is one of those days in which I remember how awful people are and how I can’t really trust anyone until they have proven to me they can be. And to not do anything for someone until they have earned that trust. I know this is
I feel like being active in fandoms in which familial ties are so important in the source material has made me even more upset about my family situation. It also doesn’t help that I have surrounded myself with a lot of people that appear to really
Work Log #1127 My iTunes icon is still one for a Word Document. I’m currently torn between watching Avengers: Earth’s Mightiest Heroes and reading more Fili/Kili fic. (Being in multiple fandoms is tiring) Also, I wish I had a snack of some
Welp, here’s my Barnaby replacement. At least they can be together forever now </3 I’m still really bummed out that my other Barnaby got stolen out of my mailbox, but I’m thankful that Graham paid for the replacement. Also,
I’m still giggling over “Kili’s delivery service.” Why didn’t I think of that? Oh gosh. I’m supposed to be watching the Room with people, I’m sorry.
This is one of the worst days I’ve ever had in regards toward my mental health. And now I’m going to be left unattended. sdlfjasfldsjfsdfjd oh fuck.
I finally set up my account in a way that it will take โ of each paycheck I make and squirrel it away into my savings account. So I’ll have money saved up for life things. Or to be able to buy doujinshi at AnimeNEXT. idk.
Going to Megacon wearing the arc reactor shirt Jimmy got me :o) I’m not ~cosplaying today, but I figured it’d be fun.
I wish my head situation wasn’t getting in the way of cooking and stuff. I miss being able to make a decent meal. But it gets so hard to make myself plan anything, prepare ingredients and take all the time necessary. So I have the supplies waiting
I keep being referred to as a daughter/sister/girl and it’s making my skin crawl. I just feel like I’m waiting for the inevitable wave of gender dysphoria.
Welp, I got back home and went upstairs only to be offered a bag full of homemade baguettes.
Oh, general warning. I didn’t go to therapy this week and Graham is elsewhere working on his thesis until this weekend or so. So if I have a breakdown or ten and I put up anything about it, be gentle, because I’m a little out of sorts right
hahahaha I’m a piece of shit time to plan things because fuck this I’m so fucking done there is no reason to be alive none whatsoever goodnight
I’m really confused by the concept of ~getting back to being happy. I don’t think I’ve really “been happy” at any point in my life. I know that my childhood has something to do with it. I have too much baggage and I always
Things I should probably do before I visit the high school I’m going to be student teaching at: Remove the “No Tony, Tony, Tony NO” pin from my blazer Figure out the last name of my cooperating teacher (his name is Sidney and I keeping
If everything goes according to plan tonight, I should have my lesson plan done, my Fili/Ori fic completed and probably up on AO3, and a headstart on some of the final projects that will be due next week. Aw yiss?
I’m sorry I just… ahhhh? I’ve spent this entire semester barely able to get out of bed. It’s gotten so bad that I really forgot how much I like learning and how I’m not bad at it. This semester is not going to be the
I FINALLY SAW A REALLY COOL KYOKO IN SOMEONE’S ANIMENEXT ALBUM COMPLETE WITH THE SPEAR But… based on the color scheme, it just looks like it might be a high quality commissioned one T_T (for some reason every shop version of her skirt is
I’m considering doing a panel next year for AnimeNEXT? I plan on it being about fanfiction tropes and consent. I just felt like there wasn’t anything about it on the panel schedule and I think that’s a unifying thing in a LOT of
I think the reason why I hate my job a lot of the time is the fact that I get misgendered/grouped with women and I just want to say “Plz don’t group me with these cis people I’m not cis oh welp you’re gonna do it anyway.”
I think what I enjoy the most about Shingeki no Kyojin (and the Hobbit and Tiger & Bunny, in many ways) is that it’s an ensemble cast and I sincerely love each and every member of it. Sure, I have singular favorites that I can pick out and be
Would anyone watch Youtube videos of me talking about fanfiction, writing tips, and my experience being queer and in fandom? Because after getting the ask about writing trans* interpretations, I’m beginning to think this is a really good idea, esp
I’m pretty sure two people unfollowed me this afternoon because of the whole discussion re: Eren possibly being Turkish. I don’t usually get this way but hahahahahah good riddance.
Augh, I still feel insulted about my work situation. Like… I’m not even angry. I skipped the angry portion of the process. I’m just all used up and I feel like an idiot for thinking I’d be treated better. I’m also in
Welp, I did the dropped the cell phone in the toilet thing. So now I have no phone. I don’t really know what to do with all these signs that are basically screaming YOU SHOULDN’T BE AROUND, GIVE UP, YOU INADEQUATE PIECE OF SHIT.
I finished my last full week of work! Now I just have a few coverage shifts, which I think I’ll be able to actually manage mentally I don’t even know what to say at this point other than thank frick.
I’m trying to figure out how to look back on roughly half of my life and not be bitter about it. It’s not really easy. But with each passing day and no contact, I have to accept the fact that this is over with. We’re done. I’m
just so everyone knows, I’m going to v v busy the next few months. Like… from now until December 20th exactly. Obviously, I’ll be on and have a queue and all that great stuff. But if you see a post of any kind you really, really
Also, I’m sorry I’m being kind of cranky. That cyst on my chest is inflamed again and it’s aching. It seems like this is going to become a Thing every time I’m nearing my period I guess. How swell.
ngl I don’t really know what to do with the fact that the Desolation of Smaug seems to be getting pretty good reviews. like…… how do I contain myself over this?????
I’m gonna cry bc all of you are great. thank you for the bday wishes and drabbles and the like. You made this whole being snowed in thing pretty nice.
just saw the hobbit hHHHHHHhhhhh where the frick is Lauren I need to talk to her about the MENTION (which I’ll keep vague because spoilers) I’ll be using “desolation of smaug spoilers” for TS purposes btw!
I have two significant others, both of which with birthdays this month… and Valentine’s Day. This is the Worst.
weomeow: j e s u s so glad I could be a part of this momentous occassion
I hope my icon truly completes the experience of following me. all I am is armin crossing his arms on the table, staring forlornly at whatever I’m doing at the moment. that is all I am and all I will ever be.
ffffffffffff I don’t think I want to be touched for a long while. So if any of you see me in meatspace pls respect that? ugh this is going to take awhile to recover from.
characters that have actually been through a lot of bullshit emotionally, maybe even physically, but can still be pissbabies over little things are very important to me.
I really feel like falling apart, but so much is due this week and I want to make two of my professors proud. So any and all support would be great right now.
I’m preemptively shipping sam/steve because i feel like it has potential to be another one of those great ships fandom doesn’t care about I CAN FEEL IT.
Graham and I decided to impulsively go to Asbury Park Comic Con and it ended up being a great time! I dressed up as Captain Marvel and it was just really nice having people compliment me (most of which artists!!!!). I have high hopes for that con
stares vacantly. my partner hasn’t responded to any instances of contact. I’m just sittin’ around trying to get everything together. fuck fuck fuck you’d think being in grad school would prevent bullshit like this.
I don’t even care if some of these colors will look terrible on me I will be an agender grey-lipped monster make out with me u no u want to when I have lips like that
I mean, I have a baseline that these things are going to happen to me constantly BUT AT LEAST I can be distracted by the dulcet sounds of insert artist here to keep me occupied JUST FUCK THIS IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN.
I kind of want to make a Jean/Armin fanmix. Problem is, “I Won’t Say” from Hercules would definitely be on it.
I don’t think I like the trope “break the cutie,” but I like the characters that can usually be ascribed to it? At the end of the day, I think my favorite character is the one that’s been through hell and back, but still believes
UH. So I was peeing this morning when I got a phone call asking me several questions about my teaching experience and being offered an interview and demo lesson at a school. Kind of gross, but STILL THIS IS VERY EXCITING!!!!!!!!
soooo interview done. It went really fast? but they asked quite a few questions? I’m assuming it was a result of me being pretty succinct (also got to show off student examples hella). idk interviews are weird I feel like I’m pretty
SO BROADWAY FRIENDS YOU KNOW KYLE SCATLIFFE IN LES MISERABLES????? TURNS OUT HE USED TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH A BEST FRIEND OF MINE FROM EARLY HIGH SCHOOL. I hung out with him a bit and even performed with him for a talent show. TO THINK I WAS ABOUT TO
ahhh btw everyone! I am going to be in Maine from tomorrow until Tuesday. I can finally check this state off of my list! And maybe see seals and lobsters idk. SO! If you want to contact me, feel free to message me or put things in my tracked tag.
I just got asked to come into an interview today (?!?!) and I’m kind of on the road to Maine l o l fuck my hot unemployed life.
in less bleh news, I have an interview on friday!!!!!!!! with a school my friend works at!!!!!! and I know I shouldn’t be jumping the gun, but the thought of teaching with a friend I adore as well as have very similar beliefs with is very exciting.
goals when being in armin cosplay: make out with cute jean cosplayers ?????????????? get photos taken of me I guess
I’m not sure if this is specific to teaching/grad school, but has anyone else lost a zillion friends because of it? I mean, I’ve had interpersonal relationship issues, sure, but I’m checking my friend’s list on Facebook and a
