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That moment when you’re working on a picture and get to the point where you need to figure out what color goes where in the background, but then you spend the next hour trying to balance out colors.…I need to sleep and continue working on
I did have a nice and weird dream this morning tho… Had a dream where I was in the middle of a cuddle sandwich between RDJ and the actress for Pepper Potts. I have no idea where that came from, but it was a nice dream :)
I’m actually feeling really good right now because Botcon was great, the Chicago trip was a blast, and I got to go rock climbing and stuff today. But at the same time, it also scares the shit outta me because there’s that voice in the back
Still contemplating on what to draw for Bungie’s year one commemoration thing for Destiny… I definitely want to turn in something, but not sure if I wanna make it cute or dramatic.Hrmmm…
Lying in bed, wishing I could go to work but can’t. Weh.
Moved onto Act Two of ME2, biting my tongue to not rush in and go get Legion because I do want everyone to survive Act 3… Did play the Overlord DLC mission though and boy did that go dark fast. I had a feeling I knew what the brother did, but Jesus
Lovely… Currently in ER, but doing okay. Will update later
…I don’t know how many people will want it, but I think I’m gonna make a Mass Effect calendar for next year’s AX. It’ll be in the same style that I did my MTMTE, SMT, and PMMM calendars.At the very least, I’m gonna
Safely made it back home after an EKG, blood tests, X-ray, and picking up new meds! It’s been an exhausting day… Thankfully I’m not in pain right now, but when it comes back, I have some new stuff to try on it.Was gonna jump right into
Had to leave work early today because I seemed to be experiencing the onset of a cold, but I think I’m feeling a little better already… Hopefully my body is healthy enough right now that it can fight off this cold before it completely sets in.
MY FEVER IS FINALLY DOWN WOOOOOOOOO!!!I’m still bummed that yet again I couldn’t go into work, but here’s to hoping that I’ll finally be well enough to go in tomorrow!!Now, time to eat some lunch…
…I should be asleep, but I keep thinking of fic ideas for Undertale… Once I finish the neutral ending once tomorrow, I think I’m gonna write this one out. I CANT GET THE GENOCIDE ROUTE BATTLE AGAINST SANS OUTTA MY HEAD DAMMIT. WHY
Just finished Undertale’s neutral and pacifist ending… Wow.Just… wow.The game mechanics, the music, the characters, the dialogue… I loved playing through Mass Effect, but this game left a much different impression in me too. I loved
Currently working on that Sans/Reader/Underfell Sans chapter. I guess it’s just my writing style, but I had to setup the scene right before I could get in on the actual smut… Welp, 1k amount of setup, here comes the 1-2k amount of smut.I wanna
The random names for Papyrus I’ve seen in the fandom that I love:-Papaya-PepsiI dunno why but Papaya keeps making me giggle every time I see it. XD
Once June is over and AX I over, I’ll finally have weekends back to myself…!!!!! These past six months have been extremely stressful and exhausting, but I hope it’ll be worth it in the end :3
i’m super sick. i’ve been coughing terribly so much that i went to the hospital to get a chest x-ray. there was a doctor looking guy and he was young tall and cute and i was completely checking him out. unfortunately my mom caught me but
I haven’t hit myself in a while. I almost did today but I didn’t
Didn’t shower tonight but that’s cos I’m gonna go out tomorrow so I’m doing it in the morning
My vag is vibrating but idk if it’s from over use of my vibrator or just being horny in general
My mom mentioned that I looked slimmer this morning but I think she thinks I didn’t hear her. I was just hungry I hadn’t eaten in like 14 hours at that point and now I’m hungry again so I wonder if I look thinner nowOh fuck…here
Just had a fun anxiety thought. In elementary school there was this girl that as a joke to be annoying or funny I guess she would has if I liked her or if I was still her friend or if I hated her. I didn’t dislike her so I said yes but after a point
My vibrator broke and I’m in distress about it. I ordered one online but it’s under backorder so I have to wait. I may scream
When i was younger my mom would expect me to ask for food items but now when I do she makes me feel weird or crazy for asking.Like how does she not see that my weird habits are in direct result of how I was raised
OK so I’ve been thinking about sex acts recently. And I haven’t done any of them. I’ve barely held hands and not even in a romantic way. So when it comes to doing the various activities I can like imagine how they each function, but when it comes
Freaking out about possibly being a lesbian. Idk I just allowed myself to actually be sapphic in 2020 and now I’m freaking out cos yes I do find men attractive physically but I’d don’t think I’d ever date one. I’ve only had
I am not myself anymore. No smiles, no jokes, no nothing. I honestly don’t know why people can change like this in a second. But it hurts. Really bad.
I don’t get how you can say there are no good girls in this area for you. You don’t even give me a shot. Even after all the things I’ve heard about you I still wanna give you a shot. But maybe I’m just really dumb because I keep
When I’m texting you it feels like I’m talking to someone different. Like in my mind I can’t picture you writing those words to me. But then I meet up with you, and it is you. So why doesn’t my brain see that.
Exactly one week ago I was in the same exact place except I was so happy talking to him. And I thought things would actually turn out good for once. But they didn’t. So I hate today
It’ll be my birthday in less than 40 minutes. I don’t know why but I’m really excited
Just found out my sister in law is pregnant again:’) I’m so ecstatic for her but also a tiny bit sad. We haven’t even met her second child, our second nephew. And I’m still not pregnant myself. I know her news isn’t about
I’ve had the weirdest and best day.I did my class and went to the gym and that alone is productive for me because I hate going out but I’m really loving my new gym routine.Tonight we had dinner at another couple’s house and I actually had the best
Out of sheer anxiety and mild panic, I’ve already packed up 95% of my stuff 3 days in advance. Which is a great relief but I can’t sleep now because I’m so anxious about the trip home 😅😅😅
I haven’t been doing so well lately but it’s all good bc tomorrow I get my tattoo touched up and I’m thinking of getting a new one in June so there’s that I guess.
The frame I bought is incredibly reflective but here’s my Christmas present from my husband. This is a poster of the constellations above my hometown in Alaska on our wedding day😭😭😭😍😍😍💞
I can’t feel the lumps in my leg anymore but my leg still hurts and I’ve had this discoloration spot on my leg since December. I can’t stop worrying about it tbh😬
Well I couldn’t make it to the vet appointment today but at least it’s my husband’s Friday. Since he’s stressed to the max today I think I’m going to make him a peach cobbler. My beautiful new knife set came in the mail
I’ve changed a lot this year. I don’t want children anymore. At least not for awhile. I think I want to get a higher education but I have no idea what for. Maybe Spanish? I was good at that in high school. Whatever I decide to do, I’ve
I start my new job in the morning and I’m super nervous, even though it’s just a temp cashier job. But I like having a purpose, I like preparing for college, I just hope I can make the cut and do well.
I never used to understand the thinking behind being a hermit or a social recluse but I get it now. Having feelings makes me want to go back to Alaska and hide in a cabin on my river and just not see anyone.
I have a grant for college. My first year is paid for😭 I have to start in the fall instead of January but you guys I’m so excited to get my life together😭
I have Christmas Eve and Day off, then back to work on the 26th. I have a feeling nothing will shut down Christmas spirit like working a register the day after:/ I haven’t put in my notice yet but I’m going to soon. Oh I also found out that
My neighbors had their baby today. I know they’re genuinely good people, which I can’t say about everyone here. And in some far off part of me, I am happy for them. But it just makes me want my own baby back. It just brings up the loss all
Yeah I think my husband and I are going to have to put our dog down sometime this week. We are pretty torn up about it but I think Marley’s just in that much pain. I’m so so heartbroken.
I had to go to the ER because I almost fainted in Target but everything turned out okay and my covid test was negative so I’m going to count that as a win.
Lately even when I feel down, I still feel pretty okay. I’ve never been this optimistic before but it’s a very welcome change. Every time my daughter kicks me, I could just cry from being so happy. After all the trauma in my life, I never
Besides the baby being breech, everything is going well with her. I think she might be breech because she’s just comfortable in there but she still has 4 more weeks to turn around. Otherwise I might need a c section. It was nice to see her on the
My friends are coming to visit for Christmas 😭🥰🎄 we’re going to take some covid safety measures but it’ll be the first time we’ve seen them in years and I’m so excited. I’m finally going to meet my godson and maybe
If I wasn’t pregnant, I might just be mad in a restrained kinda way but I’m seeing red. Husband is being socially irresponsible. I HAD COVID, I’m 9 months pregnant, and he’s being socially irresponsible. I’m just so fucking
Well I finally caved and scheduled a therapy appointment. I haven’t gone in a year because of COVID and I loathe phone calls but I don’t really have a choice. I want to feel better and less anxious and get a little help coping with my newborn
I’m really not looking forward to my husband going back to work tomorrow. I keep telling myself that he’ll get leave in June but it seems forever away. I’m not looking forward to April either. All the appointments coming up for myself
It’s looking like we’re going to stay in Colorado for another 3 years!!!! I totally thought we’d move by next year but I’m so happy to stay here😊🙏✨
I made it back to Colorado safely and I’m glad. My daughter was an absolute champion for both flights except for pooping everywhere as soon as we landed. But that’s still a win in my book because she didn’t cry on the plane. I went and
It felt nice to get out and hike a little today. I also went to the gym before I put the baby down. I’m starting to feel a little more human now that I’m not alone in raising the baby but I’m still pretty tired😓😣
I left the postpartum depression group I was in. Tired of not getting the support I need and I hate being talked down to. I really should talk to a therapist again but I really hate trying to find a new one.
I went almost 20 miles across town on one of the worst roads in town for a follow up with a cardiologist and it could’ve been a phone call. But whatever, I’d drive that again just to find out my heart is perfectly fine. Healthy even. I’m
My daughter has a new tooth coming in and we all barely survived Thanksgiving because we all caught a virus that they said wasn’t covid but it sure felt like it. It’s been a long week.
It feels very validating to hear the doctor definitively say “you have PCOS” to me after not only struggling with it for so long but struggling in the dark without an official diagnosis. What’s frustrating is that the solution seems
My daughter slept until about 730 which would be great if she didn’t wake up at 3 am first. I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong but I think she’s finally getting old enough for nightmares and being scared of the dark. I’m just
