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Sincerely, I need this moment in my life like I need a hole in the head. But I supossed I was made to invent new ways of trying.
I know it’s a crime against all cultural rules. But I hate doing laundry and being sweaty and disgusting to much to appreciate what ever it is that’s good about summer. It doesn’t help me in any way in my failures to try accept what
I’m completely covered in sweat and dust, but DAMN does it feel good to get this shit done! (And this song was in my head the entire time…)
niggasandcomputers: -YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU. -YOU HAVE TO VISIUALIZE AND PLAN THE PERSON THAT YOU WANT TO BE. - YOU HAVE TO USE THAT VISION TO EXECUTE THAT PLAN IN EVERY CHOICE YOU MAKE
maquasi: this-is-cthulhu-privilege: pax-britannica: arirosie: pax-britannica: arirosie: mindblowingfactz: Pepper spray is illegal in Canada. If pepper spray is used on another person causing serious bodily harm or harming the environment it
Hmmmm…I could put in a Time Off Request to see a major football game Thanksgiving weekend…. I might get away with it because two weekends in a row I haven’t even been scheduled on Saturday? (That makes me unhappy, but that’s a different
Not to exclude all the other wonderful people in the world and in my life, but my little brother is one of my favorite people. He’s a source of good things and very special.
*whispers*please stop posting in the jupiter ascending tag with the words “stupid” “garbage” “fanfiction” “trash” please stop saying how “good” it is yet bashing it in the same breath all I hear
!!! Something just occurred to me! The last several months my favorite color has been orange. I’ve changed my mind on my favorite color many times in my life but it’s never been orange. In fact, I had never been a particular fan of orange.
Oh, God. I am starting to forget details, but I dreamed that there were cats in my apartment. So many cats. Probably like, 20 in this tiny-ass apartment. And no matter where I went, these cats were climbing all over me. Since dreams are weird, their
I can’t yet find any good chapterfic for the pairing I want set in the timeline I want (wth I thought this was a popular pairing) and I am pretty terrified at the idea that I’ll have to write it myself **guys I can’t write chapterfic**
We’ve had some funny one-rolls in our campaign so far (and some funny 20-rolls) but last night was EPIC. :D I might type it up on my laptop because I want to remember the brilliance of this entire disaster. I am literally laughing right now.
I KNOW I have a hair in my bra, I can FEEL it, but I’m in PUBLIC so I CAN’T DIG IT OUT
I’m on mobile and can’t do a cut. There’s more slight TMI ahead.Last night I slept with DM again. And neither of us finished. Again.But the reason I kicked him out this time was because I wanted to wake up for work in 4 hours, and he
004mog: I invited everyone overNo one has RSVPed so if no one comes that means I can nap instead of clean the apartment right. I just want to let everyone know in light of my shit weekend that this get-together DID happen, had only quality people in
Latest mood off of Zoloft: just angry.Like last night. I’m not going to give the whole story but HE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME IN AT NOON TODAY AND ASK FOR ME SO THE SHOEBOX DIDN’T GET FUCKED UP. INSTEAD THE WIFE CAME IN YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS BUSY
Work stressI aint gonna type out the bullshit that was work yesterday on my “day off” (hahahahaha), but I did have a dream last night. I dreamed I was in the college dorms again, that we had a band performance in an hour, and I needed to wash
One of my best friends is in a situation where I cannot contact them right now, so tumblr, which won’t let anyone see my icon but all my blog posts are fine, gets to hear that I want to figure Leon out because I want to lie together in his bed with
I honestly usually really hate posts like these and in both pictures I look disgusting, but I’m just going to upload this anyways, because I’m in a good mood. Today is “Symphony’s” one year anniversary! I’m really not
In case any of my friends or fans would like to see a glorious photo of myself flashing underneath my beloved St. Louis Arch - not only on the screen but glossy, framed, and in person?? Now would be your chance.Enjoy the fruits of all the trouble me and
A little over a week ago Disney revealed their new character, Princess Sofia, who just so happens to be Latin. I already talked about her in a previous post, but her debut brought back the “issues” Disney got from the black community back in ‘09,
Spending time doing tedious organizational tasks instead of my homework in hopes that the tedious organizational set-ups will help me do things later in the semester.
I have a love/hate relationship with these nights when I stay up, until the wee hours of the morning, reading. I can be on my own fictional adventures for hours before I realize that I have to be up for work in a few hours. I haven’t had one in
What if I just make all my students refer to me by my last name without a Mr./Mrs./Ms./whatever in front of it? Then the polite students shit themselves and go “B-b-but is it… are you… what are you?” And I just glare at them
I miss my housemates. I want them back as soon as possible. They are the closet thing I’ve ever had emotionally to a family. I’m so scared that I won’t have them all together in a home in a few months. But I want to make the most of
I need to find a way to articulate that I know my therapist means well telling me “Oh, lots of people go through that!” in response to many of my habits, but it’s not really comforting me. It’s just making me feel invalidated
I’m all for being sensitive to people’s abilities in the classroom, but when you refuse to write because your “handwriting is way too messy” and you refuse to present our stuff “because I suck at presentations” I think
But seriously, what have I really done that’s of value in any way? I really don’t see the point in wasting resources and waking up feeling like I shouldn’t be here anymore. So not being around will be like cutting loses or something.
Also I’m on Skype and stuff and I’m about to watch the Hobbit, which will probably put me in a better mood, but if you want to message me I’d really appreciate that? Or idk, put something in my ask box. Orrrr… I don’t
I’m pretty much convinced that anyone who interacts with me in real life in a semi-regular basis hates my guts. I don’t really blame them, because I hate my guts, too. But it’s still not a really nice feeling.
I went out to Rutgers Day today. But the entire time all I could think about was how I was an inconvenience to everyone and holding them down and I’m so tired of coming in contact with people, I’m back in bed again. I really, truly wish
I need to commission Fili in a flower crown. Maybe Kili making it for him. There’s probably some sort of really sad line you can throw in about future kings wearing temporary crowns but I AM GOING TO IGNORE IT.
I had to pass on so many cute hanji fanarts today because the artist misgendered them in the caption. In unrelated news, I just typed doki on my kindle and it autocorrected to fili? Which is cute but no?
I know good things are going to happen in the fall but what’s the point in thinking about that if I don’t even think I’m going to make it through the weekend?
A week or so ago, I was asked if I was interested in writing a fic in which Eren talks about his feelings for Armin set within “we are the same blood” and like I’M RLY RLY INTO IT. But I’m realizing that it’s really hard
OKAY! I got to sleep in for the first time in a long while and I’M READY TO WRITE YAY. I will not be on here for (hopefully) a long while, but I will be on Skype accepting words of encouragement! If you want my handle, message me! Let’s
Two fanarts with trans* Armin were posted today! But they were both featuring him in a ship I don’t ship at all.
Whoa, someone recommended “The Constant in My Constant” for a post about Eremin porn :D! I know this will probably sound silly (and at 6 am it’ll come out wrong) but I’m just really, really happy my fics are being appreciated in
being in two relationships with two of my closest friends is weird, because it feels like nothing really changed? at all? but not in a bad way. Graham is just like shrugs thanks for letting me know. and that was it? and then Blythe and I sent
It’s 11 am and nobody is up in my house aside from the dog and me. So I’ll watch How to Train Your Dragon and keep trying to get the dog to attack my family members in their beds.
I just applied for a one year position at a school my former english teacher works at. so I messaged him saying heyyyy can you put in the word? and he was super happy to! I would love to get the job. It’s only a year, but it’d be experience
wanting to write in a new fandom, but not confident enough to write certain characters AT ALL
I’ve spent my entire existence in this fandom carefully constructing a shitty, broken, trashy characterization of Armin. I dont write him nice. I dont write him kind. But fuck, I always write him as a good guy at the end of the day. Its called
I was in the process of making friends at work! she’s a trainee and she’s Italian American and we got along so well, because our relatives are from the same area and have a lot of cultural stuff in common! But before she left today, she
turns out that when I brought my car in for repairs back in june 1) only one of the brakes were properly repaired and 2) we were overcharged 3) we aren’t the only people that had this happen but 4) the guy got evicted and fled to turkey.
I want to write, but I know it’s going to end up in a dark place and tbf I don’t want this fic going in that direction. at all.
my brother recently showed me a bunch of photos of his friend and him embracing each other in a hot tub. These pictures were introduced with him saying, “Hey, guess what [given name], I got to christen the hot tub before Mom and Dad did.”
mitch’s headcanons are great, because I can feel mitch’s energy in them idk idk I feel love in them and that’s kind of odd because they’re headcanons, but they’re one of my oldest friend’s headcanons, okay?
I don’t want to say “I’m into reading/writing characters fighting,” because that’s kind of fucked up, but I’m very interested in reading/writing characters in conflicts and resolving them? I don’t know. I feel
I actually take a lot of pride in being called genuine. I’ve had multiple people call me it before, but every time it still gives me a swell of pride. Because one of my parent’s favorite retorts toward me since I was about 11/12 was that
I’m going to… tentatively… take drawing prompts. Keep in mind, I’m not the best artist. But I do want to get back into drawing. So if you have something, feel free to send me a request. Just keep in mind it’s not
I’m at this weird point in my mental illness status where I’ve done enough research about bpd to go “hm, that would explain a lot, wouldn’t it?” but I’m also too fucked up in terms of my internalized ableism to really
it looks like next weekend I’m seeing a local production of hunchback of notre dame and I’m SO EXCITED, because I’ve always just missed all the other productions in my area…
The stream is offline now but thank you to anyone who joinedI hope everyone had fun in the chat, and even if you missed the sale I may or may not be planning another coming up soon so check in on my posts every now and again for updates on that.
do you ever just start losing interest in a fandom you’re really into and try so desperately to stay interested and invested in it but something is just pulling you further and further away.
amaranthdesires:“I hope you remember your own wort”How do you even respont to that in a socially acceptable, honest but not rude way. I truly don’t have any idea what I’m valued at but it’s not much above aggregate or plant
I truly wished, that I really enjoyed straps and girl dick like for real enjoyed it. But like with so much else it’s just.. I grip for the little I can reach. It’s nothing wrong I just don’t like how it feels in me. But its better than
So, is anybody on to talk about some serious jizz? cause this stuff has been bothering me for a while but idk So, next month there will be a con in my town and I’m planning to cosplay as Korra, I even started to sew the clothes and stuff; but here
Nooooooooooooooooooo my tablet just died forever I thought it was the pen battery but the problem is on the tablet’s sensor now I’ll have to buy a new one but I got no money
I always appreciate compliments and kind words, but it really bugs me when people ask me to include certain things in my photos. I’m not trying to be rude, but I don’t post anything on here for anyone else’s viewing pleasure. I do it
