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in very high need of makishima in extremely ugly but somehow fashionable christmas sweaters. fuck.
tfw one of ur fav artists starts getting into a new fandom that u in but they draw ur notp and it’s like *reblogs art anyway, with tears in eyes, b/c it too damn good*
two dreams in a row with mink in them tho i feel so blessed
in unrelated news i can’t stop thinking about h/nzo asking g/nji to sit on his face and g/nji being too embarrassed to do it but when he finally gives in and allows h/anzo to guide him so his thighs are straddling h/nzo’s head and wet lips
me, 4 hours ago: okay ur supposed to be up and early tomorrow let’s go to bed early!!! me now: [4am, in bed but reading and rereading every mcrey/s fic in existence]
i ever tell u guys that i think my room is haunted bc i used to have lots of weird dreams about a man hanging himself in my closet and a girl hanging herself in front of my bed but anyway u know what i think would make a really cute story a girl moving
i got both LEs in just the second step up from the step up scout!!!!! i was just going for it knowing i won’t be able to do the rest of the step ups since i only had like 65 discs but kokoro’s cards are all i care about in this game anyway so i went
I kind of want to do a cosplay of Crosshairs for next year’s Botcon, something in between a humanized ver and the actual bot ver, but if Botcon’s in another state, that might be a bit troublesome… Hmm.
Yep, had a nap but still feeling sick in the stomach. I did have a nice dream about listening to Lockdown and Ultron converse with each other and me swooning at their voices though.Time to call it a night and hopefully get up early in the morning to draw
I am in a world of pain from last night’s climbing and running, but my bed is so comfy… Since I’ve got a lot of work driving to do tomorrow, I’m gonna take it easy today and just roll around in bed a little longer :3Stuff I gotta
Okay that is really weird. My work in progress stuff shows up if I check my account on PC, but it’s nowhere to be found on my mobile. What in the work is going on here?
Just woke up from nap. Feeling a bit sick in my stomach, but I think my body flushed out the fever. Gonna eat some ramen with veggies in a bit.I hope I’m getting better fast.
Finished climbing at the gym with friends today and I FINALLY SUCCEEDED IN DOING A 5.10a BOOYAH!!! But yeah, climbing outdoors forced me to learn stuff that I wasn’t comfortable with doing in the gym… Mainly because if you don’t do
My anxiety is so weird because I feel like I’m standing on the edge of a cliff standing in front of the ocean I guess and I can either fall and fall to my death or I’ll jump in and land on safe ground but I’m still falling forward into the water
I had peace in my room in the dark. I wasn’t hungry anymore. I had gotten past that. I knew I needed to eat so I went upstairs. Got shat on immediately. She loves to talk about how every thing is available to eat but I take one dumpling and she
Lately I have been….developing feelings Bad feelings in a way, as you know I’m a misanthropist so I hate people in general. But now I’m beginning to hate people I actually know,like, and love. I don’t know why, I wish I know
ok. i am in the weirdest mood ever. hating and loving everybody at the same time. i am super horny but at the same time i just want to be curled up in my bed and sleep forever.
Nick has a four day this weekend, works one day next week, and has another four day. I should be excited and happy he’s here but I’m not feeling good. There’s so much up in the air in the future and it’s stressful. I want not to
I’m so excited to be moving back to Colorado soon!!!!! :DIt’s been really wonderful living here with my in laws. I love them as much as my own parents. But I’m so excited to see my house and sleep in my own bed again. I’m excited to clean out
I can’t wait to be back in Colorado soon. I love being in Kentucky even though the sun is trying to kill me but it’s been a very long week. I’m overthinking everything again and I wish I could just shut up.
I am extremely anxious about how I’m going to pay for my college. But when I was sitting in the hall waiting for an adviser this morning and watched other students walk by, I really felt like I was in the right place. I really feel like it’s
I’d like to believe that the people meant to be in your life will always find their way back to you somehow but I’ve been wrong before. I don’t think there’s any reward system to life; nobody in charge is watching you make good
About six months ago I had dreams about what Christmas would look like this year. It’s nothing like I expected and I am a little let down by who’s not in my life, but it’s also better in ways that I didn’t picture six months ago.
Nick is talking about coming down on orders but I’m resolved to try and stay here in Colorado as long as possible, even though we’ve been here seven years now. I don’t want to live in fucking Kansas or go back to Alaska. I’ve never
First night ever away from the baby. She’s sleeping in her room by herself now and it’s probably going to take a few tries before she settles in. I don’t like being away from her but I can’t function without sleep anymore either😓
Therapy with my sister was really hard on me today. I broke down crying in the shower tonight. I’m trying really hard not to go back to my old ways of codependency but I don’t remember how to get back to being hyper independent. In recent
Formal is in about 4 months. Graduation in 5. Goal? Look fucking fabulous for both. I wanna feel fabulous, both mentally and physically. I’ve already made my schedule out for this semester with my classes and my gym times and frat/pledging things.
We went in the shower together once. But nothing happened. I want us to both be comfortable with ourselves. And I want us to fuck in the shower or after. Anything. I love your body.
One time I drew my oc in an outfit that I really wanted to wear super bad but I knew I would never have the confidence to wear because I was so chubby and so self conscious, and my dad’s girlfriend called the girl in the drawing a slut for not wearing
I honestly makes me so happy to see art errors in stuff– anything, really, but especially in things like manga and anime. Because I have an artists’ eye and probably other people wouldn’t notice, which means my own art might have hiccups like
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WHEN AN ABUSIVE EX CONTACTS ME AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS AND WE TALK FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES THEN LITERALLY 7 MONTHS LATER HE TEXTS ME AGAIN IT’S LIKE BRUH YOU’RE NOT WELCOME HERE AFTER I PUT UP WITH YOUR BULLSHIT GO AWAYYYYYY
Help I’m having one of the worst mental health nights I’ve had in weeks I’ve been too busy working to spend much time in my head But I wanna fucking die so bad and the hypochondriac intrusive thoughts just don’t stop coming
So Jordan and i are laying in bed and he rolls over so his face is hovering over mine like he’s going to kiss me and then ●•●•●•●•●•●•● Jordan: “WACHA” Jordan: *mimes head butting me in the nose* Jordan:
Tonight I’m pretty sure my plans are to go to the gym. Tomorrow I am working my side job in the morning and then going to see BRAND NEW in Queens. I’m flying solo to this event but I don’t mind at all. I finally get to see one of my
yesterday i was at this buffet with my family and i saw a tiny moth fly into the noodles and got stuck and died…..the woman behind me in line definitely got the moth in her food, and i just stood there like
I grew up in the church but, barely paid attention read about Malcom X and started questioning religion. Became a rebel, I don’t believe in God, I considered it a fairy tail—Jesus and the Devil.
Up until recently I was only afraid of getting old and ugly, but that’s inevitable. It still really bothers me. Lately, I’ve been having this reoccuring dream where I get married and end up alone or in a divorce in the end. I have never been
I wish I could save all the animals in the world, but I can’t and nothing in the world makes me sadder than that.
I wish I had more room to hoop in my room. I can’t practice tons of tricks in here because there’s no room, and it sucks because I’m nocturnal and I really want to practice at night, but I can’t go outside because it’s too
More. I didn’t think I was as hopeless back then, but it seems that way.8/4/2008 3:01:00 AM I cannot recall how I got here. here; in this mess, in this absolute hell.here; lower than low. here; sicker than sick.here; beyond anything you can ever
I dream every night and have multiple dreams a night always. You’re always in my dreams. When I was in relationships with other people, they would show up occasionally, but I was not always satisfied with them. I would still want someone else there.
He’s charming and endearing And I’m comfortable…But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it’s 2am and I’m cursing your name You’re so in love that you act insane And that’s the way I
Sooo have a possible job opportunity coming up in the works and I don’t know how to feel about it …. it’d be great money coming in if I was fully qualified ( I have the required tactical training but I’ve been out of the game for 7 years
I’m stuck in a situation, where I am happy but I can’t have what I want. It isn’t possible right now, it’s not allowed and it’s all that I want. He would make me happy, the situation is not in my favour. It’s not fair.
Cultural appropriation is a real thing. There’s no denying that… but there’s a certain point where I have to sit here and look at my screen in awe. When somebody has a feather tattoo, a feather in their hair, dreadlocks, decoration
I’ve never been so happy to be in my own house. Comic Con, you were wonderful (aside from photo apocalypse…) but I am glad I am no longer in you. My feet and knees are achy, my shoulders feel they do not work properly, and I need a shower
I don’t recall anything in my profile asking for an analysis of my life decisions.Listen. Being an actor is one of those dreams that has never been at the forefront of my mind, but has pretty much always lurked around in there somewhere. While
I’ve narrowed it down to two haircuts and I’m gonna take references for both to the salon and have the stylist decide which would be better. Lots of changes happening lately and it’s kind of overwhelming. In a good way but also in that
I had to leave the deli job I was hired for in the park a few weeks ago because I have the least seniority, so when they cut hours they completely cut me in favor of those who have been there longer. I tried housekeeping but my body can’t take it.
I was in such a bad mood. I’ve been in such a bad mood. But then I came home just now (I’d only been gone for two hours) and walked up to my house, and when my dog saw me, he started jumping up and down and running around like a maniac. He
so i have to shop plus size in tops and dresses because of my boobs right right but the FUNNY OH SO FUNNY NOT AT ALL FUNNY THING IS is that MOST plus size tops are not made for big boobs just bellies and hips so like hey i buy this top in a certain size
Going to register for my GED tests in October tomorrow. Pretty stoked. And not to get all sappy, but uh.. Any of you high school kids that follow me? Yeah, never drop out of school. You will regret it. It is in my top 3 biggest regrets.
I’m past 30 and I’ve never had sex or been in a relationship. I’ve never even really had friends for that matter. I feel so alone. I know some say it doesn’t matter. But what if the only thing I wish for in life is close friend/s
for a while, I thought I was in love in my last relationship. but at some point, I knew I wasn’t and yet I still stayed, and to this day I do not know why I did that to myself. I was never listened to, my feelings weren’t taken into account for things
Cosplay progress: hair tubes are done! I don’t remember if I’ve mentioned this before, but I’m making a Korra cosplay to use in a con that will happen here in my town. I used cardboard tubes lined with fabric (I closed the borders with
So I went in that con in my town yesterday but I forgot to bring my camera, so I couldn’t take any photos of it and now I have to look my friends’ facebook albums to find something. The pic above is the only I’ve got so far, which is
When I was in kindergarten some kids from 6th grade decided to pull a prank so they put a pound of Juice Powder into the school’s water tank and all the faucets in the building began to pour juice instead of water. it was awesome, the teachers
HUGH LAURIE IS GOING TO MAKE A CONCERT IN PORTO ALEGRE NEXT WEEK AND I WANT TO GO SO BAD BUT CAN’T GO ALONE AND NOBODY WANTS TO GO WITH ME UUUGH
I recognize that it is different for everyone, but I am not interested in embodying too many aspects of a “little” in a dd/lg relationship. I want to be comforted, I want to sit on your lap, I want you to spank me until my ass turns red and
I feel so much of my femininity lies in my hips. I am feminine in all aspects, but the hips… I love the hips.