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I finally emailed my boss about being paid at the rate that my new title should be (I should be paid around 15/hour, as opposed to 9/hour). Also I have to do this awful commute bullshit where I go to work at 8:30, stay until 1:45ish, hope I get a bus,
I have been wearing Graham’s shorts recently, because they’re an appropriate length for work and I really like it? Mostly, I love how they cover up how fucking wide my hips are. It’s super duper great.
Oh yeah so my job is (once again) bullshit. I get into work at 8:30. My coworker in charge says I’m actually on the schedule at 12. I know I checked the schedule earlier and it clearly said 8:30 but whatever. Fine. 12 it is. I try to call up
I went into work today and all my coworkers were staring at me. I said hello and one of them jokingly said “Oh you’re not on the schedule, you can go home.” and everybody laughed. Wow??? I just????? Fuck you. Of course I couldn’t
Augh, I still feel insulted about my work situation. Like… I’m not even angry. I skipped the angry portion of the process. I’m just all used up and I feel like an idiot for thinking I’d be treated better. I’m also in
Now I’m just thinking about how proud and how much I loved my job. Like… not only was I good at it (and still am), I was excited to go to work. I wanted to be there. I put in as much as I could, even if I was sore from marching band
I’m going to go headfirst into the phase of the night where I stare at the ceiling and cry for a few hours. I have to work tomorrow for eight hours and do my shitty managerial position that I don’t actually get paid properly for, so calling
There is no way to really prepare yourself for the moment your significant other walks up to you and says, “I was really impressed by your morning sex Eren/Armin fic! Like, it was really enjoyable! Can I edit your work in that fandom from here
I finished my last full week of work! Now I just have a few coverage shifts, which I think I’ll be able to actually manage mentally I don’t even know what to say at this point other than thank frick.
Finally in a decent enough head place to work on Tag’s commission!!!!!! I may be able to take some prompts and stuff later, so keep your eye out for that, too!
I have a shift for work tomorrow (I’m weak and caved and took coverage late last week ok don’t attack me) and now I’m like… in UTI mode. So I emailed my boss about it around ¾ o'clock. I asked if she knew anyone who
While I was walking from the train stop a guy looked at me and said loudly to his friend “YO, I THOUGHT THAT WAS A GIRL FOR A SECOND.” I… sure. ok. I can work with this.
my grounding object came innnnnn. I’m so happy he’s so cute and he’s a bit bit for my pocket, but I’ll make it work. yayayayayyyyyy
I don’t have too much work to do this weekend, so I’m going to gently nudge all of you to send me questions/headcanon topics and stuff and I’ll respond. Do it now before I have another mental breakdown. It’s the last day of Eremin
ugh I just wish people would submit reviews to my beauty blog. it’s just really bumming me out that the community aspect of it really isn’t working. it’s just me talking to myself.
THE KEY TO OUR MAIL BOX DOESN’T WORK AND I’M JUST THINKING SHIT THERE’S CARDS FROM PEOPLE AND PACKAGES FOR STUFF I’M GETTING PEOPLE AND AND AND THROWS SELF TO THE GROUND DRAMATICALLY
I’m probs going to start working on It’s Gonna Get Weirder in T-minus right after I see DOS I just remembered how I am integrating Dis into it and fRICK I can’t not have that happen.
my physics teacher from high school just asked if I wanted a job teaching in colorado and just…… i’m so tempted to head out there for a few years and go back to jersey with some actual work experience
i really want to resurrect my monster babes in college web comic idea, if only to detail the story about the cat monster babe and sea monster babe that try to make the whole one of them being amphibious thing work.
there was a guy I used to work with who apparently was going places. he got into every med school he applied to, even though eh was thinking about taking the year off. his father was sick, but his family was there for him and would do anything they
I just applied for a one year position at a school my former english teacher works at. so I messaged him saying heyyyy can you put in the word? and he was super happy to! I would love to get the job. It’s only a year, but it’d be experience
well, I made another appointment. once again, I had to schedule it during work. If I don’t get coverage this time around, I am going to have to email my boss and say “look, I need to go see if these lumps in my breasts are cancerous or not.
deep down, all I want is a criminal minds beach episode. I don’t care how it would work, I just want it to be a thing.
Today in class I actually wrote Reid/Maeve to see how my trans headcanon would work into it oh my God I’m fucking gross please ignore me.
our apartment doesn’t have heat and I’m snuffly and sick and I have a lot of work to do but I just want to watch food network and ponder why the fuck this black tea latte I’m drinking tastes like adult yoohoo.
am I going to put all my student work into a yu-gi-oh! folder for my portfolio hearing? probably.
yesterday in class I decided to not do work and write drabbles of a sorta-cm au in which garcia, morgan, and reid are together and they’re all trans. a lot of it was them just trying to manage a poly relationship. THIS IS WHAT I’VE BECOME.
so tempted to do that thing where I miss one of my classes to do work for another class fuckkkkkkkkk
I’m trying to work on this project and I’m squawking “Who am I?” alla Zoolander, because I can’t do this anymore.
flops over I have survived New Jersey’s spring break. I did… p much two tours every day I worked this week, except Tuesday. I am so tired and achy ugh
a man grabbed my jacket and forced me into it today????? I was so pissed, because I was at work and I couldn’t kick him apart. I don’t give a fuck if I’m your tour guide, don’t fucking touch me.
welp I got a rejection letter from one of the charter school I applied to. BUT! I got forwarded to the next round to work at a camp for the summer, so at least there’s that.
hmmm now that I’m basically done with school, I can start catching up on all the media I wasn’t able to consume due to the overwhelming amount of work I’ve been doing. soooo… what would you recommend? Any books worth reading?
v happy to announce that graham’s foot isn’t broken :o) he just needs to take it easy for awhile. I’m glad I was able to wiggle out of work just to make sure.
I spent two shifts at work today being coerced by a girl to use pinterest???? I was just like no??? the tile format fucks with my sight? do you even make friends on pinterest??? please leave me alone
brings head down and makes loud hissing noise WRITING REID IS SO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!11 I might go back to working on my snk projects, because writing shitty teenagers is so much easier fuck
I get really confused when people watch CM for the crimes and don’t care about the characters. I legitimately watch it as a romantic drama in which the entire cast works for the fbi.
I know I shouldn’t be picky about which schools I apply to, but sometimes I tilt my head back and ask myself, “Do I really want to work for a school whose mascot is a dolphin?”
hmmmm I’m considering doing embroidery patches to make some extra money? I’m realizing that I’m a natural at it and I can probably work on them when I’m subbing if I don’t get a teaching gig by September. I can probs
in less bleh news, I have an interview on friday!!!!!!!! with a school my friend works at!!!!!! and I know I shouldn’t be jumping the gun, but the thought of teaching with a friend I adore as well as have very similar beliefs with is very exciting.
some girl yelled at me today at work bc I said I was still in love with Patrick Stump, because “I already have someone.” Uhm. Excuse u. Have you seen Patrick Stump? (also wtf is it with people policing people in relationships? I
I woke up with every intention of working on commissions, but instead I ended up in a Wikipedia loop looking up the history of various Great Adventure roller coasters.
btw I am working on commissions, cmhsau, queer punk rock au for snk, and I HAVE ALL THESE DISJOINTED DRIBS AND DRABS FOR A REID/MAEVE CATFISH AU. On one hand, I’m happy my writing-ness is back. on the other hand, a catfish au????? seriously? did
I was in the process of making friends at work! she’s a trainee and she’s Italian American and we got along so well, because our relatives are from the same area and have a lot of cultural stuff in common! But before she left today, she
oh! so more deets about the part-time job: It’s a part-time position, bc I’d only be teaching two classes (full-time teachers teach four classes) which are seventh grade ancient history (still… not sure how to make that work but o
a girl I did a presentation for during work today gasped and proclaimed that I was the college student she ever met, because I liked snk and I was cosplaying Armin.
I did it I’m on a first name basis with Bath and Body Works.
I have to try and get nycc passes at noon uuuuuuugh. The thing is I might get passes from a friend that is working a booth there, but it’s not confirmed and I might qualify for a professional pass, but I can’t apply for it until I actually
today is my last day of work! I’m so relieved. the place was a constant in my life for four years, but I’m ready to have a job that has a contract ensuring that I don’t randomly lose hours, lunch breaks, or has co-workers that make
Watching Maeve-related episodes make me want to work on that catfish au………..
I was going through mitch’s jjba stuff and I was like “now why is m so distressed about santana?” but now that I finished part two, I’m also really distressed about santana. how did this weird pillar men family structure work?
I was trying to work on my speedwagon mix and goddammit an ariana grande song ended up in the maybe list oops
stares at forever. it’s been so long since I’ve read a fic with trans characters that was more than 500 words. I know that means I should A) Go through my friends’ writing profiles and/or B) Keep working on my projects. But for something
I hope my blog is reassuring to people. Like, don’t worry, followers. You can work as a teacher while simultaneously crying about anime. Don’t let anybody tell you otherwise.
I’m weirdly scared to publish this fic I’m working on. Which is silly! I’ve written plenty of fic with trans headcanons in it! But for some reason new fandom, suggesting the bara protagonist is a girl, and isn’t sad about it makes
I feel like all my Jojo friends cosplay from Part 4, but I have no idea who I would cosplay from it ;3; I guess I need to just start reading it and work from there…
oh I started working out for cosplay today so you know whenever I’m talking about watching anything, please imagine me sitting on the couch doing curls in the process
the worst part about that picture is that I was working with ~6 colored pencils and no pencil sharpener (because I was NOT going to use my makeup sharpener for that one). so when I wanted to go in and make santana’s skin tone darker I realized
Welp about to drive home let’s… See how that goes. Im just so upset because you could tell I was at work and I HATE snapping at kids when its unwarranted but I was so curt and short with them I hate it.
godddd I want to write right now, but Black Me Out is way too upbeat of a fic to work on it (esp at the part I’m at). I might expand a self harm headcanon thing instead, because it was super cathartic yesterday. If you have any kinda depressing
