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Today is Paul’s birthday and I miss him super the most. Because of the way the US/UK schedule has worked out, I’ve never been with him on his birthday (and he’s only been with me on mind once, when I went to England for it last year).
I was migraine-y again last night and I feel weak from throwing up so much in the past two days and have brain fog from my medication/the migraine hang over, so I can’t really work or get anything done today. So, distracting asks are appreciated
@sarahgregory and @spankingblogg stayed with me for the past couple of days and we had many adventures. :3 The antibiotics I was taking for bronchitis worked wonders and I’m now I would say 90 percent better, although I was exhausted today and took
My poor grown up was just trying to do work…
Going to the Army-Navy surplus with my fuckslave later in the week. She needs a bigger bag to take her artsy-fartsy shit to work and I need to stock up on shit to feel like a make believe wannabe Rambo, preparing to go to war against a zombie horde.
I like taking my glasses off at work because it dulls the pain of having to look people in the eyes
camdamage: GUYS look what @vextape @fourchambers is working on 😍😚💕 @theaccretion That’s my finger and my computer.new four chambers …
i suppose the good thing that has happened recently is that being at work now means i get some kind of formal qualification. they’re paying for us all to get NVQs, and that’s super awesome. if just means i have to be in a place i hate,
going to go shower and then mentally prepare myself for works christmas lunch tomorrow haha ha ha, i just hate them all so much
basically what i’ve been up to when not on tumblr: depression working depression eating hugging cats having my medication upped to almost the highest dosage depression watching all of game of thrones depression adopting two new rats going on a
off work. time to relax.
forgot to post this happy latte leaf from earlier at work 🍁☺️
Well Let's Hope My Fellow Nerds Can Work Their Magic....
It should not be legal for littles to work in a daycare.
Woke up from my after work nap and now I really don’t want to do anything. I just want to snuggle up and watch Doctor Who or RWBY. I feel a childish weekend coming on.
So I’ve come to the conclusion that I want a Sphynx Cat. For no real reason. They’re apparently very good cats and can even learn voice commands like dogs. They also get along with other animals, which works for me. I just want one,
My wireless router isn't working, so I'm trying to go on using the old desktop computer D:
I love my Fantasy team so much, you guys. I just wish I had Cruz on my team D: But I know that this team will definitely work for me and I’m happy with it. I just miss some of the scrappy babies I had last year! But this will be good. Plus,
I want to go do stuff, but I promised that I’d wait for a package. But the doorbell only works on the second floor. And my clothes are on the first. And I want to shower. But you know that as soon as I get into the shower, the UPS guy will come.
Some woman that I worked with actually went “EW!” when I said I don’t shave. EW @ U, CO-WORKER.
I don’t think I entirely understood the satisfaction of “reclaiming” a word, until a few months ago. I IDed as a lesbian for the first year of college, until the label didn’t really work for me. I was realizing I wasn’t
Men at work keep patting my head/shoulder/body in general and I hate it. I want to tell them to fuck off, but I’m sure I’ll lose my job if I do. A guy talking to my SO and me shook his hand and then patted my head. I am so fucking sick and
The fallen wire in front of my house hasn’t been fixed yet, but Graham’s house finally has power and internet. Work is closed until Monday, so I think I’m camping out here for awhile. I think we’re all going to be okay, thank
Still no power. Now it’s snowing. I cry every day I get back from class/work now. I miss things like alone time. Being in a safe space. My roommate. It’s her birthday, by the way. I feel awful for her. I’m really scared I’m
Oh, and I’ve hit the 2.5 year mark with Graham today. That’s really weird and cool and I’m still really surprised that we’ve made this work as long as it has.
I’m going to a baby shower right now. I have been trying to spend a portion of every day since I got invited trying to make myself be excited over babies. It didn’t work.
Tomorrow is the last day of my FIGS class. I don’t know how to feel about it. Like… I’ve been working so hard for so long to plan this class, then run this class, and just… it’s over? Really? After all this? Wow.
Okay, self. You need to have the mental capacity to: Continue reading The Working Poor Print out readings for other classes Actually read them CLEAN STUFF Actually eat two meals
The sooner I get my binder, the sooner I can work on my Black Tiger cosplay.
I need media recommendations as I heard into winter break. I’m going to be working five days a week at the visitor center and we are NOT going to have visitors most of the time. So I need books, movies, comics, and shows to watch. So…
Graham ordered my binder yesterday so i can be super cute and flat chested soon c: Also, I can work on cosplay eeeee.
So… I don’t know how to delete my Instagram account. I haven’t been able to get the app to work for weeks on my phone :| Can somebody help me?
All the people that usually take care of me are home/at work, so I spent the entire day not wearing pants, writing fic, and not eating. Oops.
ONE MORE EXAM!! THEN FUCK THE HOBBIT. THEN GOING HOME. THEN CRIPPLING I’M HOME DEPRESSION. THEN I’M BACK HERE TO WORK AND HAVE A SCHEDULE AND MAYBE SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP? STAY TUNED FOR THAT ONE. EDIT: Upon rereading this, I realized
Trying not to be a brat, but my parents still haven’t gotten my car back from our family members that borrowed it until they got new post-Sandy cars. Which kind of sucks, because now I need it to go to work, hopefully go get professional help
I’m wearing my binder for the first time evaaaar. Getting it on was comical. Graham had to help me. But this means I can finally work on my cosplay yessssss good.
The people I’m working with today didn’t know what NSFW stood for. EDIT: ALSO SUPER TRIGGERING IMAGES ON THEIR COMPUTER SCREEN AHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK
I am not proud of the amount of Thorin/Bilbo fic I have read the past day and a half. It’s just… this is what happens when nothing happens at work. And I just feel like this is more doomed than Angel/Collins in RENT, because at least they
Still feel awful. I need to shower and like. Probably eat more. My back is hurting from sitting in this chair every day for work. I still don’t really know how I’m getting home today. This is bad. Help me.
I don’t want to be a mean blogger, but I swear to shit, I’m going to go off on one of my coworkers one of these days. One of them is currently hiding upstairs, even though our phones don’t even work up there. Another one forgot to
Okay, really embarrassing story time with Donnie, because I got very little sleep and I’m kind of losing it and this is hilarious, because I’m at work: I went to the Lord of the Rings traveling exhibit that they had after the movies came out
Also, my iTunes icon turned into a Word icon? Like… it works as iTunes and all that. But it doesn’t appear as one at the bottom bar of my screen. Okay.
waitlisted by therapy head is all muddled I need to do work but my head doesn’t feel like it I couldn’t even write today send help please.
I feel like I failed myself as a nonbinary individual. One of my classes is a lecture hall class that I need to use my legal name to ensure that my work is graded/given to me. Another class is my grad school one with my cohort and I don’t know how
Actually really nervous about therapy tomorrow. I wonder if I can get out of it. I feel like this isn’t going to work. Ugh.
went to therapy still feeling guilty for being sad all the time (seriously tho saying “everybody feels that way!” to me IS NOT COMFORTING FOR ME) tried to relax got a call from work saying that I was apparently on the schedule (apparently
Toward the end of my shower, I made the executive decision to focus on becoming a middle school teacher. I really enjoy working with them. Also, social studies is not as regimented at that level. So… I should probably see if I can get my student
indevan: savarend: at least we will always have our silly jokes from this weekend yaey #IF ONLY THIS WEEKEND COULD HAVE LAST FOREVER #WELL MAYBE SOMEWHERE OTHER THAN ROOM 306 #LASTED FOREVER IN A PLACE WITH A WORKING SHOWER AND A TV THAT HAD FOOD
I’m going to hopefully drive to work and not have a panic attack on the way? Wish me luck.
Friend offers great list of how to de-rut self Becomes overwhelmed by the fact someone cares enough to do that Rolls around and wishes they didn’t have work in a few hours Decides it’s time for bed Auuuuugh
Welp, I sent the email. Now I’m going to edit a friend’s fic and probably work on my own and try to not think about how I outed myself about my mental health to my boss.
Oh gosh. I leave the internet for a couple hours and a LOT of stuff happens. Okay, I’m going to work on replies and figure out what to do with that text post. Ah. Well. Re: the text post… I think I am going to have to just ask everyone
To do list: Finish edits to lesson plan Edit Tay’s fic whoop whoop! Try to catch up on work Not prank people
Oh, general warning. I didn’t go to therapy this week and Graham is elsewhere working on his thesis until this weekend or so. So if I have a breakdown or ten and I put up anything about it, be gentle, because I’m a little out of sorts right
I love how this whole Mike Rice scandal is happening a few days before the huge open house that I have to work at. Fuck. This was not what I needed.
So today was open house, which was pretty stressful, but fun. I did about three walking tours and my feet hurt, but it was worth it. …Then as I was picking up signs a girl I work with told me how she hates equality-related movements because she
I keep going to work and being really disoriented when I hear my given name. It doesn’t help that I have to wear a name tag with it across my chest. Being genderqueer is fucking weird.
Oh, phew the tagging got fixed. Thank goodness :O Other than that, some quick things: I HIT 350 FOLLOWERS WHILE I WAS IN CLASS! Thank you very much, everybody UuU I’ll need to work on my giveaway stat. I finally got my lesson plan approved!
I successfully repleated, added another panel with pleats, and got it sewn together today. Which is pretty much all I can do until I get a zipper for it. Which will be probs Tuesday. Tomorrow I’m going to study for economics and then work on my
I apparently missed a shift at work. When I called my boss, she basically said “Oh yeah, we didn’t have any problems so I figured I wouldn’t call you.” And just… wow. Way to actually make me feel useless. It’s
