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amaranthdesires:I often wish that at some part of my earlier life I were a functional, mentally sane and healthy person. That there were sometimes to about myself that I could come back to. Instead the only thing I know is I can’t be the person
Its unnecessary and pathetic but I wish I existed a reality were I could rock a plain tee, jeans and nicks boots kind of ootd and not be seen as man. But I can’t blame them for seeing the same body as I seeing myself in a mirror.
I’ll happily die to have female facial features. I don’t even have to be cis. Just having female facial features convincing enough to not be doubted.
Having goals in life is just a way to create even more selfhate and what a effective way to do that it is.
I’m amazed of myself being so naive to think I could ever find friends to share time with. I don’t have what it takes. why can’t I just accept reality and give up? It would save me so much energy and selfhate.
Everything seems so easy when you identify as a woman and have feminine facial features and a feminine body. I just.. it’s.. just kill me
One could say your body is a non negotiable part of you. That it will constantly change creating new memories and shapes. That your body is your home and should be your safest space. That you can’t become yourself by changing your body. Many people
I know it doesn’t matter what I feel. But a female anatomy would make me feel so fulfilled and safe about myself. I also understand if that would have been the case this desire could have been opposite or not at all
Idk. Sometimes it’s like I almost manage to be indifferent to myself. I like that. I don’t like the insecure selfhating me that wants to be a real girl and be able to be happy. Indifferent is the best I can be to myself and I just wish I could
Would be so nice if the only thing thick about this body were the thighs. But its not s choice and kow it’s the tummy so it is what it is.
amaranthdesires:Best time of day is just waking up barely feeling my body under the covers. For a short moment I can even pretend to be a real girl. To be myself. In a way I want to let my fingers find their way under the covers and over my skin. But
If ten inches just disappeared from my waist I’d be such a perfectly beautiful size xl. But not how reality works :)
It’s a constant conflict. I try think of myself as a domme leaning switch. Because that is what I know. And I love my sub’s and the dynamics we create.When in all reality I’ve always been primarily submissive. Maybe one day. But probably
All it takes is just one thought, and I want to die. If I die.. I could get better genes and no autism and not be trans and maybe look cute. Yes..
Yes I know I’m a woman because that’s what I identify myself as. But it will never change what society think of me. To them I’m a man in the best case a creep that should just “please leave” in most cases. I wasn’t
amaranthdesires:Funniest thing about being me a trans woman, constantly wanting needing desire to be filled and fucked knowing It’ll never happen 💖 🎀
Wait… My floofy hair and bare face isn’t what the people wanna see? Huh well I guess that’s just tough luck She/her
What’s it like to be desired..loved..wanted?She/her
I just want to feel like a real girl 🥀Just want to feel like this body is my body. Feel that the person in the mirror is me no a stranger
People keep recomending fetlife like it is good for something more than fueling the selfhate and constantly remind myself what a failure iam
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I don’t want to feel like I give up. But also like I wanna be realistic and don’t have unachievable goals because that will only harm me. It’s just.. I don’t understand how to find friends or date or have fulfilling hobbies within
simplee-things: selfhate
mrs-selfhate: may not be smoking hot but i sure as hell am smoking pot ayyyy
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