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Just wish i could be good
Wish everyday was Sunday
Lifeās not worth the pain of being alive.
Just wish i were body positive and had a 30ā³ waist soft lil titties
Would have been nice with something fulfilling to do with life.
Should be able to stop leting my dysphoria choke myself
Inspiraton.
Why can't I just accept life won't get better and just learn to cope with this body?
Trying to learn to be body positive is just a way of reinforcing everything bad in life
Sometimes I think my thighs and bum look ok.
Wish I were someone else.
On the topic of coping
what if it wasnt imposible to think if I would like this time of year if I were cis and had a decent figure.
Cant stand the toxic prejudiceĀ that life would feelĀ somewhat decent with friends.
Just wish i could be body positive and had a 30ā³ waist and soft lil titties
Tomorrow is going to be so fuking useless if I dont sleep.
soo since there is no wrong in being trans why do I want to kill myself for it.
Coping with myself.
There should be a way to make gender dysphoria go awayA way that isnt dying.
A possibility for a sexlife would be nice.
Didn’t choose to be born andĀ sins suicide is such a bad thing for what ever reason let me be what the fuck I want.
More hips than waist would be preferable medically and mentally:(
Fascinating how people find it interesting to write with me until the learn how I look.And yet I’m the one that’s a bad person for thinking people in general are useless.
Should learn to be better in recognising and take pride in my achievements and development in my strive to become a better me.It would bring joy to myself
Maybe prejudice..… but more and more i think that people who throw around the saying āBe whoever you want to be, those who love you will not mind and will support you.ā Do so because they are attractive and have something to be loved for. Wish
Need that day when I can look at myself and see a pretty person.But what if that day won’t come…
Just hold me closeMake me forget I’m nothing but one of nature’s dead ends. If only for a minute make me forget what I am.
So..How should you do to become useful enough for someone to find it worth to befriend you?
Fridays are nice…Spending the whole day having to listen to all the nice stuff people are going to do during the weekend… and the only honest answer you could give if anyone asked what to do during the weekend is to basically cry, sleep
I’m so done with this day.I just want a sheep farm and none of this stupid big town shit.
So tiered of always thinking it would be easier to find a girl of I were a Cis girl. At least then I would be able to love myself and thats crusual my psychiatrist say.
LRF-Konsult
Maybe.. I’m not as okay with butch folks as I try tell myself. Or well it’s really just the part of fetishising having a dick and making a deal of it. I do know this just bugs me sice I’ve spend all woken time of my life wanting to cut
I’m never going to be able to love this body.So neither will anyone else. Nice knowing š But could be that all those know it all folks sayin you have to love your self to be loved are simply liars.Self-esteem is a myth
These hips with a 32" waist would look fabulous. But nah. To good to be true.
Theory, a good personality could compensate for being fuck ugly. How to form a good personality?
My thighs are like the only okay with my body. When I’ve gotten rid of my disgusting tummy ill have lost my thighs too. Not sure if I’ll ever cope with this gross body to be honest. Fun how life is.
amaranthdesires: Maybe.. Iām not as okay with butch folks as I try tell myself. Or well itās really just the part of fetishising having a dick and making a deal of it. I do know this just bugs me sice Iāve spend all woken time of my life wanting
Life really is fabulous. Having to get off hrt due to heart conditions. Im just going to go home and cry.Why is this body so utterly useless?
So what’s it like to not spend everyday thinking how good it would be just stop existing and have a try being blessed with a life as a Cis person? Like genuinely because this life just isn’t worth the waste of oxygen :)
I really just wish I did something with someone good spirited this weekend if only for an hour. Planned or not I don’t care. It would do me good. It really would. Guess I’ll just stay home do nothing and try not trigg my dysphoria.
Sometimes I think I should stop think about what it would be like if having a sexlife was a actual possibility and try think more about nonsense like why chanterelles can’t be grown as a crop š¤·
MaybeThe only place I belong is in compulsory care on psychiatric ward. At least people there are nice and caring. Professionally so but still. Not having free movement was seriously bad tho. I wish being alive could be a good thing although that seems
Honestly I only want to quit game and start over on a lower difficulty level.
Sometimes I think l would enjoy this being alive thing more if I could identify with this body I reside in.
And so the existential crisis and selfhate goes on. Just end all this.
SoWhat’s it like being able to do sports and stuff and achieve a strong healthy fem body?
Sometimes I just don’t know what to do with myself and what to do with this body I reside in. I know this body is ugly and disgusting and probably that’s fair and maybe it can be fixed. The real issue is it’s not my body. It just makes
I believe what hurts me the most is that no matter what I do or think, no matter what treatments or surgeries I manage to deserve, I’ll never be cis. There’s nothing I can do to help myself to a equally valid and joyful life, that hurts and
Hearing my own voice hurts me more than standing in front of a mirror.
What’s it like to be good enough to deserve a friend?
amaranthdesires:I often wish that at some part of my earlier life I were a functional, mentally sane and healthy person. That there were sometimes to about myself that I could come back to. Instead the only thing I know is I can’t be the person
I wish I could exercise and do sport to some degree without having to enhance masculine body traits :(