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I am so completely enamored by you,And all the things you do.For that reason alone, I am utterly perplexed,Distressed; I am not at my best. These voices in my head are mine alone. Homegrown.I have been glaring out of this murky windowInto a misty
I am a sick and sad human being. I do not deserve anything good. I should die. I deserve to die. I want to die. I want to so badly, but still I stand here existing through time and space unable to. I need another being to love me despite all this, but
It is so obvious when people send themselves anons.
I do not think I will ever be able to form meaningful emotionally connections with other humans. I feel so alone all the time. Sometimes it is even intensified when I am surrounded by few people or even thousands. I constantly watch other people, and
I’m so over people. It’s really disturbing to see the same people that called me a druggie and e-tard because I raved now going to every single massive or well known event now. I am not against introducing new people into the scene and showing
I’m trying to go to EDC Saturday + Sunday now, if it all works out. If not, then I will for sure be there Sunday, so if anyone wants to meet up and trade then pleaseeeee let me know because this will be my last edc for a long long long time, or
I don’t get how when I am with i-am-nephy I can sleep so easily and for a long time, but when I am alone it takes fucking hours or not at all for sleep to occur. And if it does it’s hardly anything or I am waking up consistently throughout.
Literally the week I found Kandi. She’s was so sickly thin and her fur was not as full and healthy as it is now.
not-so-smalllolita: goozler: Friends gather at my house on Friday night. Dinner is at 6pm. After dinner we roll dice. The first person to roll a 7 gets tied up for 2 hours. And we all enjoy her as part of our dessert!! I’d need some special dice
I hope people from high school remember me as the girl that cared about everyone and was really nice and tried to make people laugh. Not the one that didn’t have a boyfriend so they thought was a lesbian. People can be shitty.
so Tom left and I feel empty…like really empty…I hate being alone, I thought I’d be used to the goodbyes and being alone for long periods of time but I’m really not used to it…the goodbyes hurt, sleeping alone after a few nights of sleeping
So it’s almost 6am here and I’m laid bed practically kicking myself for not getting tickets to the 1989 world tour, I’m watching it on Apple Music and it looks absolutely UNREAL! @taylorswift SLAYS EVERYTHING!!
my day is not going well - the dad has kept texting me even asking for pictures of me while I continue to ignore, the two shifts I asked for off I got so I’m missing my thanksgiving dinner and halloween, my period just started, it has begun to SNOW
if you haven’t followed my snapchat, I had the flu for valentines day and spent it throwing up and crying at work and not seeing darfin. today I felt almost back to normal, no throwing up and headaches so I finally got to see him for valentines.
so staying up all night definitely was not a good idea LOL i am several different types of exhausted and i was light headed, i just took a small nap now and am a little better but still quite tired ughh
If you want to follow “god’s plan”, go for it! I’ll support you in your decision, and I wont do anything to stand in your way if it’s what makes you happy in life. So please, please do not use the government to try and take
There are so many more people I should delete on facebook, but for some reason I see people as having sentimental value if they were present (not even necessarily relevant) at a certain time in my life. I should get over this and just do it, especially
Uhhh, so the Credit Union apparently no longer does student loans. I think at this point I’m not going to be going back to LCCC.
I’ve never been so happy to be in my own house. Comic Con, you were wonderful (aside from photo apocalypse…) but I am glad I am no longer in you. My feet and knees are achy, my shoulders feel they do not work properly, and I need a shower
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everkings: shoutingsoloud: (x) okay, so if you’re not caught up on the story, justin bieber has been arrested for DUI and resisting arrest, pending trial or bail from what i know. jared already has past beef with bieber (look through his twitter feed,
I wanna start a crochet circle when I move. So I can be social and not hide away all the time.
taliabobalia: i find it strange that people will decide not to befriend someone because of things like shows they haven’t seen, books they haven’t read, or songs they haven’t heard. when did human compatibility rely so intensely on superficial
It all comes down to being mobile. And at the point it’s not even about being able to afford a car. I have no way of getting my licence. The initial plan was to stay with Neko while I learn to drive his car, which is a stick, so I can take my damn test
I feel so detached. It feels like I’m not experiencing real life anymore. Like that floating feeling like you’re watching what’s happening but nothing makes sense and you don’t feel like you’re really there.
I know it’s shine not shone, whoops But still, I literally have tears rolling down my face, I laughed so hard lascivuus luh u 😘
I LIKE SEEING SOME DICK NOT ALL DICK AND IF I LIKE SEEING YOUR DICK YOU WILL KNOW SO DON’T JUST SHOW ME YOUR DICK UNLESS I SAY HEY I LIKE YOUR DICK SHOW IT TO ME
“hot girls go to your school and there are wild parties” literally exactly none of those things apply to me, so i do not care
I wish I had a healthy relationship with food. I either eat too much or not at all. I’m afraid to eat in front of people. Especially my mother, because eating in front of her gives me so much anxiety that I often just don’t do it. I’ve waited hours
I’m really, really starting to hate my fucking job. Really shitty day so far, anyone care to distract me? Trying really hard to not have a cigarette, today will be my 5th day without smoking. Quitting. Smoking. Fucking. Sucks.
I’m not throwing up anymore so what’s the first thing I do? Eat a whole box of pasta and a can of Pringles. DON’T MIND ME, ALL I DO IS EAT AND CRY NOW. seriouslywhatthefuckhormones It’s been 6 weeks This ain’t funny anymore
Callie Lucille. December 22nd, 7:35pm. 6 pounds, 11 ounces; 20 inches. I am utterly, completely, and hopelessly in love with this beautiful little face. You side eye and throw shade at absolutely everyone and can’t stand not being wrapped in a
All I know is, I’m just so tired. And not physically
Literally giving me shit for not being in a sorority is so last year… Like shut the fuck up
All I want is for you to be happy, and if I’m not involved in your happiness then so be it
Tumble dried duvet is good. Not like natural warmth.. but oh so good for ten minutes or soo 😊
I fucking hate public transport. Why can’t it just work?Makes me so unreasonably angry that I’m not good enough to get a driver’s license.
Winter is coming and I’m so not ready for it. Autumn just begun!
MaybeThe only place I belong is in compulsory care on psychiatric ward. At least people there are nice and caring. Professionally so but still. Not having free movement was seriously bad tho. I wish being alive could be a good thing although that seems
It brings me so much pain that I can only draw in my mind what I could have been like to not be this biological failure this disgusting freak. That pain only grow since what ever I do, I can’t set myself free from the harm I do myself. What my heart
I know how you sweeties keep fetishize having a penis, I wish I could too. But it’s like having a cancer, the only reasonable thought is to cut it away. So while you have fun I’ll try learn how to not want to mutilate this body.
So,Do anyone know what is it like not to become suicidal after your eyes catched a glance of a random womans facial features on the commute home?
Being hospitalised is okay I guess. Nowa days one can have a phone on the ward. So that’s an improvement from last time. Food is shit but what can be expected really? I just don’t understand why they want me living. It’s not like they
i might never be good enough with words, but when i look at you I smile. that’s how i know i love you. I just not sure it is good enough for you.
I’m so deeply ashamed over that I just can’t seem to find a way of not becoming jealous of seeing people who have friends.
amaranthdesires:Not to be nsfw but I want you on your knees so I can brush and braid your hair.
Sometimes I get so mad at myself for being switch and not coping with it better. I have two fantastic sub’s who I love and will always hold close and support. At the same time I’m carrying a dark empty hole. The desire to belong, to submit
It’s funny how the US army couldn’t defeat the taliban for decades of war and now so many people have the audacity to blame the former Afghan government and former Afghan army of not defending their country. Says a lot about the American view
It makes me so sad that the only way of being considered a serious and okay part of the kink community in this country is by actively go to parties/clubs/events. Like… a, it’s hours away and often not weekends and I’m fucking poor.
As expected my birthday cam show = really gay and no enthusiasm whatsoever But I get to go to the MGM grand for 3 days so I do not care!!! <3
tbh one of my biggest regrets in life is not reading the GOT’s books before the show because now I can only imagine the characters as they look on the t.v and it’s so annoying , anyone else hate that ?
DO NOT FORGET TO VOTE, ONCE IS ALL I NEED!http://adultwebcamawards.com/dawn-willow-on-chaturbate-nominated-for-top-live-webcam-model/Still at #1 but have some people rapidly catching up 07 we have only 8 more days left of this so please , please keep
Hmmmm so the question is do I meet up with him tonight again or not. Only met last night but he is damn cute with great eyes and makes me laugh. I mean what more can I want right :). I think I will. Good talk people :p
Good night not stellar but good :). Just a shame when you have to lead so much and they get a bit nervous around you. Just a little too excitable he was but hey will get better with time I’m sure right? Right :s
darkisoterrabyte: ratofponi: darkisoterrabyte replied to your post: So do you sound like Mercy or Torb? XD Well they’re both Swedish and mercy primarily speaks german(from what people tell me). Did you happen to run into Riens VA? See who does a
so that very… interesting thumbnail submission i was sent yesterday may have confused some people into thinking i actually follow that as a referencei dont. haha. its…. not very good. this is the kind of skeleton i use/would recommend(pardon
OH GOD there is no greater relief than finding out that you’re not pregnant
complexedly: It’s really windy and I went to close my door and the wind slammed it onto my thumb 🙃😅 Update: it really fuckn hurts but I can kinda move it so I’m guessing it’s not broken
I’ve been feeling so nauseous most of the day and it fuckin sucks
I’m supposed to be packing but I just wanna nap so bad
