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sylladex: am I doomed if I fail a class I fucked up on both of my midterms and I need a 70 on my final to pass I’m studying my ass off for it though so I think I’ll get at least a 70 Failing a class is not the end of the world. I did that with
Oh, it’s worth mentioning that Graham hopped on a train, packed my things, and drove my car for me to get me to his house. So I’m officially not going to have to worry about being home until spring break. My winter break can begin now
I know it’s selfish, and a few months from now, but I’m scared about spring break. My roommate is going to Ireland and my SO is going skiing with his family and just… I guess I’ll have to be home. I still feel awful. Not
tw: self-injury I’m feeling the dating cis/not suffering from any mental illness people blues. I just… my head has been so bad lately. And he accidentally called me by my given name twice. And just… Everything really hurts right now.
Can we talk about how I told one of my coworkers today that I go to the comic book store every Wednesday and she said, “Oh! So you’re like Sheldon! From Big Bang Theory!” No. No, I am not.
Toward the end of my shower, I made the executive decision to focus on becoming a middle school teacher. I really enjoy working with them. Also, social studies is not as regimented at that level. So… I should probably see if I can get my student
The longer I’m in therapy the more I realize that my relationship with my family has just made me so scared of everything. I’m terrified of being told no. The thought of being told that I contributed nothing or that I’m not good enough
I did that thing today when I told my SO that after I graduate, I’m not afraid to move anywhere with him, as long as they hire teachers with master’s degrees. Now I’m kind of really scared of myself. Because I know that’s what
If anyone’s around, can you like. idk. send me messages or something? I’m tired and lonely and I can’t concentrate on anything. Also I may have an infected cut on my leg? So that’s not good. And I’m just really
I’m trying to find a way to curl up and not touch my chest at the same time and it’s kind of difficult. I am so fucking pissed that I’m having this forever long dysphoria episode fuckkkkk.
I was halfway through editing and then I realized I’m a senior. Not only am I a senior, I’m a senior that got As and B+s in the class before this paper. I’m going to survive this and it’s okay.
My professors categorized another student and my papers on trans* rights under “sexual orientation.” When the other student said “Wait, our papers are based on gender identity… not sexual orientation…” the professors
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO HAVE RED CONTACTS IN AND NOT LOOK MENACING?! I guess it’s a good thing Kyoko has a bit of a mean streak.
cosmo tip 482: liven up your love life by changing your SO’s profile picture to not really funny SNK memes.
I got a comment on my most recent fic and I’m SO UPSET it’s just crit without the con part. They were like “ARMIN IS BLAND AND YOU SHOULD ADD MORE CANON TO THIS” and I’m just like “But how? Why? I want to make this
My SO has this photo set as my contact icon on his phone. It’s from the night before AnimeNEXT. I’m trimming my Kurotetsu wig. I LOOK LIKE I’M NOT WEARING PANTS also boobs????? AND THIS IS THE PHOTO OF ALL THE PHOTOS OF ME IN THE
Today was really bad. Graham shattered the screen of my new phone, so I don’t have that anymore. He’s replacing it, but it’s not going to come in until Tuesday. Sooooo I don’t have a phone again. This also all took place
Katie suggested me getting a “grounding” item so I can focus on it when I’m having panic attacks. I’m not really sure what I should get, though. I kind of want an Armin keychain, but that’s probably going to cost a bit.
I’m catching up. Or trying to. On the internet now that I am done with the comic con of new york. Wow Jean/armin is becoming more of a thing? Not nobody seems to be using my perfect headcanon about Eren and armin being poly so whatever.
the only problem with cosplaying characters who use she pronouns is that people assume I use she pronouns and that’s not ittttt. for those of you who started following me for cosplay reasons hi you’re really neat, but just so you know
looking at apartments tomorrow. maybe i can get an apartment so i have a home for when my honey visits. maybe something will actually go okay for once. probably not, but we’ll see.
also it’s my birthday in a little less than two weeks? not sure what to do about that. on the plus side I don’t have any friends anymore so I don’t have to worry about paying for a party.
It’s 11 am and nobody is up in my house aside from the dog and me. So I’ll watch How to Train Your Dragon and keep trying to get the dog to attack my family members in their beds.
apparently graham has a fairly contagious virus? fuuuun. he just has to ride it out. i’m trying to figure out if i caught it or not. he’s had the symptoms for awhile and i wash my hands often so idk? i guess we’ll see.
………………………………………….nobody told me the creator wanted to write reid as bi????????????? I'mmmmm????????????? so maD. whAT COULD HAVE BEEN. I
just ugh is this what my life is always going to be? continuous flipping around between processing information way too much and not feeling anything at all? that just seems so… hopeless.
stretches self across the couch (discusses self-injury and abuse briefly so ya no ya no) my body is falling apart from working all the time, I’m making terrible headway on my daddy issues (worst timing ever and for those of you who don’t
APPLIED TO SO MANY JOBS TODAY HOLY SHIT LETS SEE IF ANYTHING PANS OUT (PROBS NOT HAHAH)
I am such a sucker for people wearing their datefriend’s clothes I HAVE FORCED MYSELF TO SIT THROUGH SO MANY MORGAN/REID FICS, JUST BECAUSE REID WAS WEARING MORGAN’S SHIRT IN BED I am gay trash and I’m sure I’m not alone.
today is just not a good day. i really shouldn’t be home alone. so if someone wants to keep me company or like. send me nice things. ro whatever. that’d be really appreciated.
oh! so more deets about the part-time job: It’s a part-time position, bc I’d only be teaching two classes (full-time teachers teach four classes) which are seventh grade ancient history (still… not sure how to make that work but o
sorry I get really angry about mafia stuff multiple members of my family were killed by the mob so it’s really not a laughing matter for me.
I have to try and get nycc passes at noon uuuuuuugh. The thing is I might get passes from a friend that is working a booth there, but it’s not confirmed and I might qualify for a professional pass, but I can’t apply for it until I actually
why are so many thirteen year olds reblogging my teacher post?! I’m not angry, just very confused.
I saw a trans headcanon for Donatello from TMNT (who is called Donnie by the fandom, apparently??) and I actually said out loud, “I’m not a trans man!” before I realized that no, Donnie. People weren’t making trans headcanons
ahhh I just got super shaken up so if anyone would like to talk??? I’d really appreciate it??? just like. I don’t even know what. something. can be headcanons can be not idk idk.
GOD I was so prolific in the RENT fandom. I’m sure a lot of it isn’t great (there was a sizable speed prompt community, which was fun, but not meant to be the most quality fiction), but I was trans headcanoning, researching constantly about
pls forgive me I’m old and falling asleep rn. so if you sent me something, I’ll get to it tomorrow! and if you want to submit more, feel free! just be ready for me to not get to it tonight.
I think what I’m going to start doing with Tumblr text posts is ask a question, so I can have the option for you to respond to it. It’s lke replies! Only absolutely not!Anyway, I decided to quit my bad job, but now I’m going to be working in
bisexualhamilton: so the short of it is that after ten years I’ve re-come out to my parents and it’s not going. great. they send me scant text messages asking me about my “intentions” with my partner and then don’t reply for over 24 hours
a-little-box-of-phan: IF SOMEONE IS FUCKING FANGIRLING OR CONSTANTLY TALKING ABOUT THEIR FAVOURITE FANDOM DONT FUCKING TELL THEM TO BE QUIET. THEY DO THIS TO YOU BECAUSe THEY TRUST YOU NOT TO FIND THEM ANNOYING, ITS WHY THEY DON’T DO IT TO EVERYONE
It’s so fucking annoying that instead of someone messaging me saying to not put the “sex blog” on their image they reblog it again and say it’s belongs to them. You do think I am a fucking idiot?????I am completely aware it is
it’s really annoying when I say all boys suck but then some says “not all boys suck” bitch stfu I didn’t ask you for your shitty opinion so keep it to ya self
don’t message saying to not reblog your “content” without your caption but then don’t link me the pic….. are you stupid????????
if you try to chat with me I’m not even going to respond so don’t waste our time pls
people have mentioned discord to me a few times now so I’m considering logging back in and using it but I’m not sure what to do on there
I’m sorry to anyone I’m not answering due to this but I’m getting more asks than I can handle so I’m going to stop answering the ask meme responses
The stream is offline now but thank you to anyone who joinedI hope everyone had fun in the chat, and even if you missed the sale I may or may not be planning another coming up soon so check in on my posts every now and again for updates on that.
I am currently drinking so feel free to send messages while I’m not as anal
May or may not have been on ESO all night so I took down that ask meme
Why is it that I’m always so sad late at night when I need to go to sleep? I’ve actually been sad lately and I just berate myself because of it….. oh well random feel sorry for me post over
I feel so lucky with my guy. He makes me feel happy, but I’m scared I’m going to mess everything up or just end up not being good enough…relationships are great but scary!
so i decided to watch noragami first out of all the other anime i was planning to watch; i’m not even five minutes in and i already love it because omg hiroshi kamiya.
so i finally watched ova 3 of snk and wtf i did not need that much stress in my life.
so like you guys should tell me what your notps are &why.C8
so i had this dream where i got in trouble at school b/c i punched a student’s head off and i’m pretty sure it was fucking kaneki b/c the administrator yelled at me to “leave kaneki alone!” and then i almost died. i’m not sure how but all
so valentine’s day is come up who wants to buy me a bunch of toys lmao
Got my battery replaced! Turns out it was five years old so it was a good thing I had AAA come. Very nice not having to driving it out to the nearest car parts shop :)
Heading home for today because I’m not feeling well… Gotta go into work this weekend anyway, so taking it easy for the rest of the day. Might try and work on those commissions I owe and then write some more.Man, in really loving writing in
DID A SEARCH OF JAPANESE STEAMPUNK AND SAMURAI STEAMPUNK AND IT EXISTS!! PEOPLE DRAW THESE THINGS! No Taisho Era Steampunk tho. That is an obscure time period that not everyone knows about, so I might try drawing that.
