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funneeb: In order to make a relationship last, you really have to flow with a person as they change. Give them space. My friend always told me about his grandfather who was with his wife for 60 years before she passed. His grandfather said that through
needsmoreexplosions: human: but you’re a robot. you’re not really a living person. you’re just made of electrical signals and processors that make you move and talk. you can’t really think. robot: you’re not really a living person. you’re
allonsysaidhe: ”Listen, I’m flattered, really, but I’m not this doctor bloke you’re going on about. Funny though, you’re not the first person to ask me that. But you’re wasting your time I’m afraid; I’m not him.”
I don’t understand how people still enjoy Dash Berlin honestly. He literally plays at every Insomniac event. I’ve seen like him maybe 9 or 10 times (not because I necessarily wanted to besides the first few times). Literally of those times
People really need to stop romanticizing depression, anxiety, and any other mental illness. You do not know what it is like to want to live with wanting to end your life every day, to have this unexplainable sadness that lingers seemingly without cause,
Something is really wrong with me today.
I really just want pizza + your face in between my thighs please.
I really just need someone to talk me through these feelings. My anxiety is much too much tonight. I can’t bother you with this anymore. It’s not fair.
I’m so over people. It’s really disturbing to see the same people that called me a druggie and e-tard because I raved now going to every single massive or well known event now. I am not against introducing new people into the scene and showing
All of you people that romanticize mental illnesses, have depression/anxiety/anorexia/bulimia/etc blogs, or openly list your mental illnesses in your about me section make me so sick to my stomach. I really do not know what is so fucking glamorous about
I feel fucking hopeless + sad today.I kind of just want to die really, then try to deal with reality any further.I don’t want to rely on anyone to feel happiness any further.It’s not fair.I don’t want to do this anymore.
Tonight I feel like destroying any sort of relationship I have with anyone, romantic or not, but I know after it’s all done I will feel even worse than I do now.
My insomnia has really gotten out of control lately + I’m not ohkay with this…
I have been really scared of sleeping for the past six months. This is not a fucked up sleeping pattern or anything, this is fear, restlessness and unsettlement.I need help
cutting out magazines for my art, cutting out people for the sake of my heart. not into wasting energy, and if you really wanna befriend me, don’t put on a show. let us talk, let us flow, guilt trips and long pauses, when I stop replying don’t
I hope people from high school remember me as the girl that cared about everyone and was really nice and tried to make people laugh. Not the one that didn’t have a boyfriend so they thought was a lesbian. People can be shitty.
Hahahaha nope, not too far. ;D It's okay, I don't really think I'm your type. =/
Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt donated Ū million to the Naankuse Wildlife Sanctuary in Namibia. I really do not understand people’s hatred towards them.
Do you people like feeling like shit, or are you just clamouring for attention? I'm not asking any of my non-whine ass friends of course, you can just LOL, and be merry. But the lot of you fucking suck. Really fucking suck.
I really wanna have a pudding fight. An all out pudding WAR! That’s definitely not weird at all.
Start to masturbate. Get really into it.…remember that Charles lives with you and will be getting home from work very soon.Everything is ruined.
I can’t even form real thoughts at this point. Amy and Rory are gone, and an Era of Doctor Who has ended. It always hits me really hard when a companion leaves, and I don’t know why, but Amy and effected me especially deep. I could not stop
I’m feeling like I really want more character diversity, and for minority characters to not be used as plot devices for “straight” white male characters. Sigh.
This guy has messaged me at least three time before. I’ve never responded, but at this point I just really wanna tell him to fuck off. Obviously I’m not fucking interested.
I wanna try driving my mom’s Envoy but, like, I don’t wanna drive anything when it’s snowy and icy. Driving terrifies me in general, but especially now. I’d really rather not drive something that size, but I don’t have any
I kind of feel like shaving my legs, but I really don’t wanna deal with the shitty comments I’d almost certainly get from my family. It took me 7+ years to get them to leave me the fuck alone about my preference for not shaving, and I know
I really wanna go thrifting, but I don’t have anybody to go with except my mom and she’s the worst to go with. She rushes you and that’s totally not cool when thrifting. You have to thoroughly scour each rack! These things take time!
I feel infinitely better after seeing him. I feel reassured, though I’m not entirely sure what I feel reassured about. I didn’t even really cry when we parted this time. I still don’t know what happens now, but I feel a little more at ease. Like
I just wanna get really high and not think about my shitty life.
I feel so detached. It feels like I’m not experiencing real life anymore. Like that floating feeling like you’re watching what’s happening but nothing makes sense and you don’t feel like you’re really there.
I’ve been trying really hard to keep my shit together and pretend I’m not bothered by my situation, but I’m absolutely lying to myself. The way he makes me feel is awful and I hate myself more and more the longer I make myself deal with it. I desperately
sometimes – SOMETIMES – i see cute people in cute relationships and it makes me really miss the time when i had that myself it’s not that i’m unhappy now, but occasionally i miss knowing that there was someone who loved me more
i’ve become really conscious about not using the word virginity or using the phrase “lost my virginity”, because the whole concept of virginity is idiotic and made up, and it perpetuates a completely misogynistic and patriarchal point
i think that i’m bicurious…even though i’m not sure that word really fits? but i still have to struggle against a lot of internalized biphobia. and most of it isn’t because i don’t understand, but because i’m insecure.
Added falling playing cards to my bedroom wall.
Ive had a really bad day and almost fainted and cried alot who wants to buy me pizza
Maybe.. I’m not as okay with butch folks as I try tell myself. Or well it’s really just the part of fetishising having a dick and making a deal of it. I do know this just bugs me sice I’ve spend all woken time of my life wanting to cut
I really don’t have the mental capacity to understand why everyone says it is important to remember not to change yourself for anyone. And how apparently no matter where you are in life, you will find people who share common interests and appreciate
Feeling really bad for not being done with baby Yoda but I’m out of yarn and the postman is truly disappointing me!!!
I would really like to have a single day in which I don’t break down crying over not being a valid biological female. I just want to feel something else.
It’s nice to order stuff for projects and just have to settle with the thought of the mail service lost it, as they usual do. Not less frustrating when I just want to finish projects already started and also really would like trying to do work for
I can’t keep on destroying myself trying to practice shibari. Im giving this dream up. I’ll never be good enough for anyone to trust me to try. I’m really not naive enough to keep on searching.
Trying to tell myself a girl could be fond of me is really not working :’(
I’m really tired of everyday trying to imagine how life would have turned out if I would have been cis, and not grown up in a state of more or less chronic depression and solid self-hate. Would I have been able to become someone good?
Being hospitalised is okay I guess. Nowa days one can have a phone on the ward. So that’s an improvement from last time. Food is shit but what can be expected really? I just don’t understand why they want me living. It’s not like they
It’s really rather useless to search for jobs when I’m not qualified for any of those jobs advertised…. I just feel pathetic applying for jobs I know I can’t get just to make some random government employee satisfied. I’m
Really not in the mood to go to the store. But I don’t have any dinner or supplement… and puppy won’t have breakfast tomorrow. Just makes me sad having to think about money :(If any on have a throw away money for nothing in return kink
Sometimes I think may my parents were always right. It doesn’t matter what I want, need, feel or think. And I know it’s wrong and that they’ve always been abusive.. but there’s really not much signs of them being wrong either.
It really makes my blood boil when I hear people say “She’s suffering from autism” NO SHE IS NOT, she HAS autism, she IS autistic but more than anything she’s suffering from your stigmatasing comment.
ffs games workshop Considering this is just a another of your stopgaps, why not make latest updates a free download, really. As it is, it’s driving me a way from this game rather than wanting to give it a shot and I don’t even have have high
I’ve settled with Holliday’s and stuff like that. I’ve never liked them. Or yes I do. I like some of the traditions and customs I really find them nice. But I’ve never liked the forced idea of happiness, celebrations and what not
Wanna do things with people :( wanna learn to function and not be socially awkward :( wish all my tumblr mutuals lived closer </3
As expected my birthday cam show = really gay and no enthusiasm whatsoever But I get to go to the MGM grand for 3 days so I do not care!!! <3
I really wish there was a Master/Daddy near me…I miss being leashed and not being in control… T-T ~MSG~
I always appreciate compliments and kind words, but it really bugs me when people ask me to include certain things in my photos. I’m not trying to be rude, but I don’t post anything on here for anyone else’s viewing pleasure. I do it
I’m still really shocked that I slept with someone who wouldn’t eat me out. The first couple of times I was just like “ok it’s something that just hasn’t happened yet” because why would you not want to eat pussy if you’re fucking it???
I can’t imagine not crying often… I cry a little every day/every other day. There’s such a stigma around being “overly” emotional. I cry when I’m happy or when I think something is really cute, just when anything touches me in general (so
An open letter to the only two women I’ve ever felt deeply for:Every time I think I’ve healed, I am shown why I really haven’t. I am not over it, I probably never will be. And that’s okay.
Am i really wrong?
