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I’m really not liking this trend of going to bed early, because it’s the only way to make the bad thoughts in my head go away for awhile.
I ended up not going to therapy today. Graham called for me and implied that I really don’t want to come back. My therapist was understanding I’m sure she’s thankful that we’re warning her as opposed to just disappearing
Here’s a not very detailed pic of Tori and my Kotetsu and Kurotetsu cosplays! It was a LOT OF FUN doing this cosplay. We looked super cute together (to be expected tbh) and being noticed was a lot of fun. It was just really fun joking about
I think the reason why I hate my job a lot of the time is the fact that I get misgendered/grouped with women and I just want to say “Plz don’t group me with these cis people I’m not cis oh welp you’re gonna do it anyway.”
c'mon snk fandom. ship eren/armin with me. I’m not asking you to ship eren/armin/mikasa, because we all know how fandom feels about women. just… ship the really sweet ship between childhood friends that are able to get each other from the
For a split second, I got really nervous, because I was afraid that I would be harassed cosplaying Armin (because hahah he’s such a wimp blah blah blah whatever). Then I remembered that I would probably always be cosplaying Armin with Jasper as
When you’re reading a fic that is really well written, but you can’t continue reading because of your triggers.
I woke up today and I still can’t really use my arm? That’s…not good.
Today was really bad. Graham shattered the screen of my new phone, so I don’t have that anymore. He’s replacing it, but it’s not going to come in until Tuesday. Sooooo I don’t have a phone again. This also all took place
oh frick now “we are the same blood” is being recommended!!!! ahhh there’s new kudos oh gosh this is really overwhelming c’:
While I was walking from the train stop a guy looked at me and said loudly to his friend “YO, I THOUGHT THAT WAS A GIRL FOR A SECOND.” I… sure. ok. I can work with this.
Things are really bad head wise right now and I don’t even know why I’m telling people anymore because there’s not much to do about it.
I’m still really… shocked over how everything kind of unraveled. I’m just so angry that this all comes back to when I went to therapy a few months ago. How she was so angry that I dropped it and began to accuse me of not spending
waffling between id'ing as genderqueer and nonbinary. I just… never really felt like a woman? like, genderqueer implies I identify as a woman at some points. But that’s not true at all. I like stuff that gets coded as feminine, like
being in two relationships with two of my closest friends is weird, because it feels like nothing really changed? at all? but not in a bad way. Graham is just like shrugs thanks for letting me know. and that was it? and then Blythe and I sent
I’ve always wanted to check out Kuroko no Basket, but my ex-best friend was really into it and I’d rather not open up that door if I don’t have to, you know?
the only problem with cosplaying characters who use she pronouns is that people assume I use she pronouns and that’s not ittttt. for those of you who started following me for cosplay reasons hi you’re really neat, but just so you know
i really want to resurrect my monster babes in college web comic idea, if only to detail the story about the cat monster babe and sea monster babe that try to make the whole one of them being amphibious thing work.
If I talk to you or have talked to you in the past and next few days I’m sorry I’m pretty sure I’m just going to sOund really aggressive and not like me because I don’t feel like me right now
the shoes I should wear with the dress I’m bringing to AC are at my parent’s house and I’m really considering just going in my Doc Marten’s and stomping on the feet of any man who tries to harass me
so many modern au interpretations fuck me up, because people draw him literally the same way reid dresses and sometimes it’s early in the morning and I’m muttering to myself “why the fuck is armin in reid cosplay what the fuck”
I just cried, because I apparently have to resend my Praxis scores there goes 40 dollars I really would have like dot put toward… not that.
also! mutuals! if you want to be in touch, you’re always free to ask me for things like twitter (even tho that’s shitposting/talking about my fic central), snapchat, and other forms of social media. I’m really trying to get better
ahhh I just got super shaken up so if anyone would like to talk??? I’d really appreciate it??? just like. I don’t even know what. something. can be headcanons can be not idk idk.
I hate being like “tell me I’m pretty/handsome/whatever the fuck I don’t have words that really work because GENDER” but it’d be nice to hear it right now
it’s really annoying when I say all boys suck but then some says “not all boys suck” bitch stfu I didn’t ask you for your shitty opinion so keep it to ya self
not that I’m begrudging anyone their fun ‘cause I do believe folks can do whatever they want and I know most people aren’t serious about it, but I find it kind of funny how prevalent it is in the SU fandom to make Jasper, Peridot, and Lapis a trio
I stopped posting my daily or nigh-daily mental health birdwalk field notes, but I feel like it’s REALLY IMPORTANT to acknowledge that I saw not one but TWO (2) California quails this weekend on a local hiking trail. I also heard a bunch of them
There’s something about drinking from a styrofoam cup that I really enjoy. Not sure why.
really want the domain tooru.god.jp wtf
i’m really excited for the hikaru event (he was my best boy right after kokoro, that is b/f i met the other boys ww) but why!! is his le cuter than his gr!! i’m tempted not to tier but i desperately need a decent cool card o(-(
really missing my rabbit rn like i love my vibe but it’s just not the same ;(((((
She just gonna stay up all night knowing she got work in the morning because I said my stomach hurt and ain’t wanna fuck. Now she not talking to me. She won’t come back to bed. All because I said no. All the nights I get told no and she really
In which I am deliriously happy over something that doesn’t really make sense and I introduce it by being depressing. Growing up when you’re not yourself is very odd. Finding out that you weren’t yourself is possibly odder. When I was
Heading home for today because I’m not feeling well… Gotta go into work this weekend anyway, so taking it easy for the rest of the day. Might try and work on those commissions I owe and then write some more.Man, in really loving writing in
Wanted to work more on that Nickel print but not happening… Way too exhausted from driving and work. I’ll get back on it tomorrow!
That moment when you find a REALLY amazing picture and you want to tag it properly… but you’re not sure if you have the right character to tag the picture under.orz
I really should be drawing more stuff to get ready for Anime Expo, but I just can’t stop writing. Don’t care if it’s smutty or not, there’s just something I like so much about these two robots that my brain just wants to pump out
I am not myself anymore. No smiles, no jokes, no nothing. I honestly don’t know why people can change like this in a second. But it hurts. Really bad.
I really hate it when my grandpa gets visibly frustrated with me for not communicating with him more often. Like… I have a hard enough time talking to my mom who I see everyday. I don’t know why he thinks getting angry at me will make me
Stuck between really wanting to have sex, like bad, like he and I used to but not wanting to have sex with him. Ahhhh why did he have to go and ruin everything.
Really sad and it's one of those nights. Those kind that involve me trying and usually failing to not give into bad thoughts. I feel like a piece of shit, and a huge waste of space. I am a huge waste of space.
I think Nick’s having a bad day at work but he won’t talk to me, or say anything. He’s ignoring my last text and I said I’m sorry for whatever I did wrong, and he was really short with me. I hate feeling like this. I hate not
ileftmyheartinwesteros:Debating about going back to the ER for this pneumonia but I’m really not looking forward to being downplayed or even made fun of again. I can’t do another day like this though. I tested positive for covid-19. Dr says
My Thanksgiving dinner came out really well and I think I’ve got it down to a routine now so I’m no longer stressed about cooking everything or whether it’ll be good or not. We only had 3 people over and they left kinda early but it
Here's to all the people who's New Years resolution is to put more weight on, not lose it.
I love my snapchats. I also really want to snuggle. Its been a long. Ass. Day.
Soo that kid I’ve been seeing? Things have become official and its weirdd to be back in a relationship. But he’s so, so amazing. Its insane. For once its not just me saying the sweet corny things. Amd hes really smart. And amazing in bed.
One time I drew my oc in an outfit that I really wanted to wear super bad but I knew I would never have the confidence to wear because I was so chubby and so self conscious, and my dad’s girlfriend called the girl in the drawing a slut for not wearing
ugh that feel when you have too may feels and you really wanna talk about it but you don’t know who to talk ot or what you would even say because at this point all that would come out is little strangled sounds of just pain and not even words because
I know you’re supposed to do things like this ‘for yourself’ but i really feel that i am partly doing my degree for my parents. Not in a bad way, as they have never put any pressure on me academically and they have always supported
I’m really not in the mood for whitey’s shit today.
I guess I can only write songs when my feelings are hurt. Whatever.
Fuck yeah I got an iPhone finally. Now I’m really not gonna be shit.
Yo the other day my dad, brother and uncle straight up said to me that dudes can’t explore their sexualities or dabble in homosexuality because “that’s gross/not what real men do” but women can because “that’s kind
V and I have been hanging out recently, mostly casual dinners and going running a lot. I have accepted my place in the friendzone and whether he marries this woman back home or not. I just want him to be happy. I really like us as friends more too because
The thing about Paris is that it has a reputation for being a romantic city and whatnot but in reality it is really not like that at all. Well..in the cliché senses, yeah. There are people making out everywhere, couples on motorcycles, men with accordions
I’m really annoyed today.First, why is everyone saying that Pasquale got Armin to make more money? That’s not even true. 1) He most likely had him this entire time, just couldn’t confirm it because of DJ Mag poll, 2) Everyone complained
Of course the day I’m not sad for once, I would have really bad anxiety. Ugh please stop.
I don’t know if it’s just me, but I honestly didn’t care for Intense. I feel like his choice of vocals could have been better. The first half of the album, does not cut it for me at all. The last half is definitely better. I really liked
