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Woke up with a painful migraine, but thought I could take an Advil and be okay in an hour or two. Boy, was I wrong… Ended up with a migraine combined with a fever, and it’s barely started coming down now. At least my migraine has subsided,
Listening to the Chappie OST while sketching out the Tailgate+Cyclonus combo kittyformer charm. I thought about making these two into separate charms, but I just like drawing together :3
It’s a nice day outside today. Not too hot, a nice cool breeze… Yet I’m sitting at Carl’s Jr lost in thought about hot robots.Dammit Ultron.
I thought this shirt was Japan Uniqlo only, so I was surprised to find this on the US site…!…I couldn’t resist it orz
travlersghost: So…. Frick me I thought of older guardians sitting with their ghosts and petting them while their light fades and they guardians singing “You are my sunshine” Cause you know…. That is such a cheerful song. Actually, just imagined
Random thoughts of the day: Sans would pretty much be Homura from PMMM if he had the ability to reset. But I see him more like Rika of Higurashi no Naku Koroni, since he remembers when a new timeline hits (maybe?) and he only keeps allowing himself
self-harm-problems: Follow and this is also an advice blog so feel free to message me the point of this blog really. OMG I JUST QUEUED SOMETHING ELSE FROM THIS BLOG AND THOUGHT I QUEUED IT FOR MY MAIN BLOG. I ALMOST CRAPPED MYSELF
um idk what i’m writing about but i feel like i should write my feelings. i thought i could keep a physical diary but clearly i can’t so here it will be i guess. so i was prompted to start this cos i just laughed at a post on my dash but i still
Earlier this year, I did the one thing I thought would kill me. I got into a head-on collision with my car and a pole. And I walked away from the accident perfectly fine. Like literally just some bruises and scrapes. The worst pain was from the airbags
Just had a fun anxiety thought. In elementary school there was this girl that as a joke to be annoying or funny I guess she would has if I liked her or if I was still her friend or if I hated her. I didn’t dislike her so I said yes but after a point
So I was reminiscing with my mom. And I was talking about how a few years ago I thought I was having ulcers. But it was just like anxiety attacks it turns out. And my mom was like “well yeah”. And I was like “oh shit” but I didn’t actually swear.
So I had a fun revelation todaySo I always thought my daddy issues were ✨ different✨ cos I wasn’t specifically attracted to older men or anything but then I saw this tiktok of this older 45+ butch lesbian and I realized. My daddy issues didn’t
It’s one thing to like somebodyIt’s one thing to start a relationship with that personIt’s one thing to be like the same thingsIt’s one thing to be into them on an emotional/mental levelBut, its an entirely different thing to be
I like fucking cops. There’s something about railing a cop that is just so satisfying about it
Okay so I feel like putting my thoughts out there for a second. I know you will most likely never ever see this but I just wanna put it out there and outta my head. I want to thank you for coming into my life. I know we’re not officially together
Exactly one week ago I was in the same exact place except I was so happy talking to him. And I thought things would actually turn out good for once. But they didn’t. So I hate today
Talking to someone new :) Trying to move on from him, hopefully now my mind will fill itself with thoughts of this new guy.
Late night thoughts consumed by you. Fuck
Sex work is ruining my life haha, I walked past this in the store and it’s totally not what I thought it was lmfao
I’ve had an unusually good day. We took the dog to the park and I actually got nick to play minecraft with me on the Xbox one for awhile. I thought of a new idea for a short story, and we had pizza for dinner. And to top off this awesome day, I
revolutionarykoolaid: huffingtonpost: These Are The Forgotten Images Of Hurricane Katrina When Hurricane Katrina pounded the Gulf Coast in 2005, photojournalists captured things nobody ever thought they’d see in a major U.S. city: homes submerged,
I went to the ER by myself tonight,I managed to drive myself. I thought I broke my foot but I didn’t. There was blood everywhere but I’m okay. I had a bad reaction, I can’t handle pain to my feet. I threw up 9 oz and felt like I was
ileftmyheartinwesteros: I went to the ER by myself tonight,I managed to drive myself. I thought I broke my foot but I didn’t. There was blood everywhere but I’m okay. I had a bad reaction, I can’t handle pain to my feet. I threw up 9 oz and felt
It’s extremely frustrating knowing that my anxiety is a medical side effect but being unable to stop being anxious anyways. My thoughts are racing and I can’t stop thinking and it’s pretty unbearable ngl
I’ve never been very good at friends but it seems like I’ve been dropping the ball even more lately. This girl I thought was flaking on me all the time actually hasn’t. I’ve missed her messages because my phone reset and I never
I can’t tell if I have allergies or a bad cold or the flu but I’m thinking about getting a Covid test tomorrow if I wake up still feeling this way. I woke up today feeling absolutely awful but I thought it was just because of my pregnancy.
It’s looking like we’re going to stay in Colorado for another 3 years!!!! I totally thought we’d move by next year but I’m so happy to stay here😊🙏✨
I get so exhausted and stressed and look forward to bedtime quite often but more than that, I worry about things I’ve never even thought of before. Did I appreciate my daughter enough today? Did I make her feel loved enough? Did I remember enough
31 today. Never thought I’d see this birthday but here I am and I don’t think I’m looking too bad for it.
Losing someone you love, and now they're gone from your life.
Cheeks red Tears shed, Mind shatters Heart scatters, Emotions high Thoughts die, Me. Here. Lost. Gone…
I just ordered pizza and the girl that took my order sounded like she was having an awful day. It took her like 8 times to say my name, and my name is Dani. I just wanted to reach through the phone and give her a huge hug or ask what was going on but
TWO THINGS
I want
DRUGS
When I’m home I always seem to get the urge to binge. I feel like I can’t eat like a normal person when I’m here, I always feel a sickness when I go back home. Its not that I don’t love my fam but I can’t stay here for long without hating it
My heart is broken and I don’t even want to fix it. There is no point
just had a heart to heart with my girl. Sometimes I want to give her all of me and get hurt. Mostly I just want to get the fuck away from everyone and everything. I don’t even know if I have the emotional capacity to care about anyone anymore.
I wish I had someone to send titty pictures to
I thought we were in a good place. You were going to help me believe that I was wanted. You were going to help me believe that I was sexy. Instead, you’ve lied to me. You’ve revealed new, disturbing truths. You’ve broken your promises
So I realized I needed to change SOMETHING about my workouts since it seems like im not getting the change I thought I would at this point (diet too-which hasnt been bad but im gonna make better) so I mixed it up. 18 minutes elliptical, 23 minutes bike,
The days after a big panic attack always suck. Couldn’t focus at work, thought I’d throw up all day, and then I didn’t have my knee brace (had to buys. New one for 40 fuckin bucks) and had to stand for 40 min on the train. Some lady
So excited, did a laate workout last night and thought I hit 80 on bench, but apparently I can’t do math around midnight and actually hit 90x2! Fuck yaaass
Thought i hit a struggling 145# squat PR but while I was taking off the weights I realized it was 150#. Obviously I can’t math (and it explains why it was such a struggle LOL)
I have no idea why I thought there would be a day where I didn’t think at least once that I wanna die or self harmthat was just wishful, unrealistic thinking.
Oh hi there anxiety I thought I was unaffected by the thing, thank you for correcting me.
Ohhh, there’s the suicidal thoughts. Boy, I was almost worried it had taken a day off
Salutations to my self harm ideas. I thought they wouldn’t show up for a while logner
Oh my god HI THERE suicidal thoughts and self hatred I reaLly didn’t think I would be seeing anything more of you today I was doing SO FINE goddamnt
ZingSuicidal thoughts out of fucking nowhere going 150mph
I dunno what’s different now than all the other suicidal thoughts I get but like damn my brain is telling me to actualy do it and remind me how possible it is for me to kill myself instead of just “I wanna die”what even why ugh I hate myself so
oh wow do you ever justget such violent suicidal thoughts and self hatred and stuff you literally just cant do anythinglikeyou just sit thereyou can’t moveyou can’t do antrhnigyou’re just stuck or somethin???
Lately for some reason I’ve been having very physical reactions to my emotional outburstslike, my hands twitch when I get violent suicidal thoughts and sometimes bad self hatred things toosometimes my whole body shakes and other times I just take in
My thoughts are just like snowballing so hard right now and I’m just getting so emotional and it’s dumb
I’m caught between more than just a rock and a hard place most of the time, usually it’s a rock, a hard place, and suicidal thoughts which is like a pike wall that the rock and hard place are slowly pressing me into and there’s nothing I can do
Help I’m having one of the worst mental health nights I’ve had in weeks I’ve been too busy working to spend much time in my head But I wanna fucking die so bad and the hypochondriac intrusive thoughts just don’t stop coming
I thought I had it all figured out
Maybe I have more to work out than I thought...
3 AM thoughts.