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I’m really confused by the concept of ~getting back to being happy. I don’t think I’ve really “been happy” at any point in my life. I know that my childhood has something to do with it. I have too much baggage and I always
Sometimes I think maybe I’m being too hard on my parents. Then I remember they didn’t tell me my grandmother was dying until a few days before she died. Then I realize I’m probably not being hard enough on them.
dr-kara: Rutgers has been amazing! I think the panel went awesome! Everyone was super awesome and so many nice people came! Chilling in the hotel with Gingerhaze after an awesome dinner with gandalfexmachina, firiona and some awesome peeps!! Rutgers
I think the only way I could rationalize doing one of those paid photo ops with a celebrity is if it was Dean O'Gorman and we emulated an awkward family photo
I think the worst part of realizing most of my issues stem from my parents is that there isn’t really a way to fix them. I have been trying to say that I’ve been emotionally abused my whole life. I understand what that means and how it has
I went out to Rutgers Day today. But the entire time all I could think about was how I was an inconvenience to everyone and holding them down and I’m so tired of coming in contact with people, I’m back in bed again. I really, truly wish
I may have just hoarded the URL bilbarabaggins. At least I think I’m funny.
…UH. SO I THINK I’M GOING TO COSPLAY PIZZA MIKU. Like… Miku wig, Dominoes tank top. AND A HUGE PIZZA CUTTER. Also any and all photos I take I will put myself in the middle of the shot like the app and do poses from it. …I
One last Animenext post for the night: I think one of my favorite moments while cosplaying Kyoko was when I was hanging out in the AMV room. A guy walked up to me and asked, “Whoa, what character are you?" I told him Kyoko Sakura from
I’m considering doing a panel next year for AnimeNEXT? I plan on it being about fanfiction tropes and consent. I just felt like there wasn’t anything about it on the panel schedule and I think that’s a unifying thing in a LOT of
I think the reason why I hate my job a lot of the time is the fact that I get misgendered/grouped with women and I just want to say “Plz don’t group me with these cis people I’m not cis oh welp you’re gonna do it anyway.”
I think what I enjoy the most about Shingeki no Kyojin (and the Hobbit and Tiger & Bunny, in many ways) is that it’s an ensemble cast and I sincerely love each and every member of it. Sure, I have singular favorites that I can pick out and be
A really close friend of mine linked me to a video with a self-injury joke last night. I don’t even think there’s anything to say in response. I’m just really hurt that people who know that SI has been a constant struggle for me would
Would anyone watch Youtube videos of me talking about fanfiction, writing tips, and my experience being queer and in fandom? Because after getting the ask about writing trans* interpretations, I’m beginning to think this is a really good idea, esp
Augh, I still feel insulted about my work situation. Like… I’m not even angry. I skipped the angry portion of the process. I’m just all used up and I feel like an idiot for thinking I’d be treated better. I’m also in
Now I’m just thinking about how proud and how much I loved my job. Like… not only was I good at it (and still am), I was excited to go to work. I wanted to be there. I put in as much as I could, even if I was sore from marching band
Nobody would want someone like me teaching their kids, anyway. I’m mentally ill, untreated, and I’m a liability. If anything, this was the moment that really made me realize how stupid it as to think I could be anything. Letting go has just
I finished my last full week of work! Now I just have a few coverage shifts, which I think I’ll be able to actually manage mentally I don’t even know what to say at this point other than thank frick.
Now that I’m almost done with my job I CAN BEGIN CONTEMPLATING HOW TO DESTROY MY NAME TAG WITH MY GIVEN NAME ON IT. It’s metal, so I don’t really think I can light it on fire. But it’d be nice to come up with a way to get back
breast pain blogging This thing which I’m now really convinced is a megacyst hurt even more when I woke up today. I’m sure it has to do with me poking at it all evening. Although the more I think about it, the more I realize that this is
angry post I think what really hurts me about this whole fucking thing is just… ok. So I never attempted suicide far enough that I needed to be hospitalized for it. Should I have? Probably. But just… if you know someone is struggling,
Graham’s mom is folding all of our clothes and I’M SO EMBARRASSED because my clothes are hideous and I think this means I’m part of the family but I CAN’T HANDLE THIS
NFL.com keeps thinking I’m a Bengals fan, because I ordered some stuff for my brother (who’s actually a Bengals fan). The site should let me know when all the Giants stuff gets mega marked down, because of their horrible season.
I have two SOs and I don’t think I really have any couple cosplays lined up with them.
i don’t think any of you are ready to deal with me in full-on fili mode i’ve kept it under wraps fairly well the past few months (the body pillow helps) my doomed golden hair son. gosh.
I keep thinking about doing a queer punk rock au armin ask blog, but then I realized it’d be people being like OMG DO U LIKE EREN?! and me going “yeah I like him I liked him so much I fricked him this morning.”
someone gave me a really big donation, but I don’t know who they are /o\ I think I might know, but then that’s potentially opening up the whole knowing one’s given name and stuff. Whoever you are, I really want to thank you, even if
THE KEY TO OUR MAIL BOX DOESN’T WORK AND I’M JUST THINKING SHIT THERE’S CARDS FROM PEOPLE AND PACKAGES FOR STUFF I’M GETTING PEOPLE AND AND AND THROWS SELF TO THE GROUND DRAMATICALLY
jd texted me hours ago about what I want for christmas and I’ve just been staring at my armin plushie saying “……….I don’t think I can ever have this be topped”
Yeahhh I’m gonna mourn Ned Vizzini for the rest of the night. Writing about student teaching can wait. I think I’m going to get a hold of one of his books and take some time to read it this weekend. Then write something. It’s
The only reason why I have this is because my mom went on the presale line thinking it was the checkout and she was too proud to return it!
the guy seems enthusiastic, but he wants to know if I have special ed experience. problem is… I don’t have a cert. welppppp pp ppp pppp just gotta try. He seemed really nice in the email. Maybe people don’t think I’m a colossal
there was a guy I used to work with who apparently was going places. he got into every med school he applied to, even though eh was thinking about taking the year off. his father was sick, but his family was there for him and would do anything they
I need to do a behavioral analysis for one of my classes and I’m allowed to do one on a fictional character. Now I’m trying to think of which one. There’s just so many characters I love that are human garbage to choose from.
tumblr user samwinchester reblogged my fic I don’t think I can handle this pressure fuuuuck
ffffffffffff I don’t think I want to be touched for a long while. So if any of you see me in meatspace pls respect that? ugh this is going to take awhile to recover from.
I think I’m officially sex repulsed so that’s cool I guess……………..
uuuuugh I’m so scared. I almost want to email my professor and say that I’m having a health scare and I really don’t think I can handle going to class today… I feel so bad, but I’m really distracted and I’m having
Let me rephrase this as were nearing 130 am: I cant believe there are people in the world who think anyone in the bau is cis and het.
I accidentally squirted ketchup all over my hand today. Newsflash, this is not as great of a sensation as you would think. Especially when I had to do a walking tour afterwards.
So I didnt upload my resume and cover letter in time for the thing I’m going to today, because I didnt have wifi and then I was so freaked out from my medical scare I didnt even think about it. So I’m printing copies and hoping it’ll
two years ago my ex-best friend told me “if tumblr user ladyhistory can’t get a job, I really don’t think you can.” and I just… fuck. I’m on this user’s blog right now and all I hear is that. I’m still
stares vacantly. my partner hasn’t responded to any instances of contact. I’m just sittin’ around trying to get everything together. fuck fuck fuck you’d think being in grad school would prevent bullshit like this.
I think i might have an interview at a charter school in Passaic? Ill take it tbh
sometimes I think about the differences in body types between morgan, reid, and garcia, and I GET REALLY EXCITED AND BOUNCE IN MY SEAT.
I think I just implied that Maeve is trans. Well, it wouldn’t be a bad thing.
So I went the accreditation meeting yesterday. The people who ran it are based out of Virginia, which, ok. Didn’t think anything of it. At one point I was talking about how the program should consider discussing the demographics of New Jersey
I keep thinking about the end quote from the last episode of Criminal Minds, because I actually feel like it’s appropriate for today. It’s a Joseph Campbell quote that goes “We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as
I think what’s been the most exciting about this username is the amount of people who have messaged me about how excited the headcanon makes them? I just hope this inspires people to do fanwork relating to trans Reid in general because gosh what
aaaaHHHHH I think graham and I are getting a furbaby soon!!!!!! we’ve been talking about it for awhile and after animenext we’ll have enough time to train and acclimate one and ahhhh I am going to have a furchild and I’m so excited bc
I think I’m making the decision to sell my pass for the con this weekend. I cant handle being in the same space as my ex best friend. It is killing me because I want to see my past students. But I cant do it.
SO BROADWAY FRIENDS YOU KNOW KYLE SCATLIFFE IN LES MISERABLES????? TURNS OUT HE USED TO BE BEST FRIENDS WITH A BEST FRIEND OF MINE FROM EARLY HIGH SCHOOL. I hung out with him a bit and even performed with him for a talent show. TO THINK I WAS ABOUT TO
when I finally have enough disposable income again, I’m totally buying this soap, because I want to think of carol when I’m washing my hands.
the scent of patchouli makes me think of christmas and it’s weirdly distressing to me bc I don’t know if this is a common thing with people? I keep trying to look up “patchouli christmas” but it turns out a book was basically
I’m watching the Colts-Broncos game and all I’m thinking about is vampirtini’s dad going “Horses…………….. horses are winning.”
I want to talk about my ocs, but I’m never sure how to go about it? I’ve been tinkering with these kids since sophomore year of high school! and I think finally, at twenty-three years old, I have the writing ability to balance them correctly.
I could say we got a late start but then i have to admit that i spent the whole night watching and thinking about jjba and that’s embarrassing.
whenever I think about Dio, I remember that scene in Clone High when Cleo is singing her name during the opening of “Raisin the Stakes,” but obviously with Dio singing Dio’s name.
I want to know so much more about Erina raising Joseph I just get really emotional thinking about it idk idk. I know it’s for selfish reasons, because my grandmother was one of my primary caregivers, but wow I have like. So much feeling for that
you all should feel blessed that I reserved my twitter for most of my caejose shit, because I don’t really think I can remember a ship I became this pitifully obsessed with.
