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So, guys I am not completely sober right now.
It's one of those nights. I current can't fall asleep because I am way to horny.
Fact: I really want to go down on a girl right now. Well that, and have a very sexy, very awesome threesome.
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Check out this mix on @8tracks: go all night by Chaos Ly.
Fact: I am actually not much for dirty talk, actually I hate dirty talk, unless it's in the bedroom while you are fucking me. So, to kill everyone's wish to sext and all that jazz with me.
fuck it with how things have been i think drinking will now be my activity for the evening. hopefully 2/3 of a bottle of vodka will be enough for me.
I AM RAGING RIGHT NOW.
Like letmepleasureyouuu has stated to me I'm a bitch with a personality that no one can handle. That is why I have no friends.
Trying to figure out why anyone ever bothered with me in the first place. I am only a disappointment in the end. I mean I am not even worth fucking, let alone talking to...so why bother with me?
Just Needed to Say One More Thing Before I Go Back To Reblogging And You Never Have to Deal With My Inner Monologue Again
I hate the games that I play because lets be real I am always trying to manipulate a situation be it sexual t to be in my favor. Why? I am just that pathetic. And I am tired of being lead on, used, and rejected all the time. I can’t remember a time
I really don't think I can ever truly love myself, and I don't mean just physically, my body, I mean as a whole.
I know I'm not worth anything, but I can't help but hope someone is too blind to see that and puts up with my worthless self anyways. It hasn't happened yet and never will. So, I don't know why I try to hold on to my delusion.
Can you just let me know what happened and that you are okay? Because this feeling of anxiety from not knowing on top of my already worn down emotional/physical/mental state doesn’t help. It’s actually making it worse. I know I am not all that
My Graduation and Birthday Wish List
Should've Just Stayed Home And Tumbled
So Wassup.
bullshit394: thernediocregatsby: darkfather-ihavesinned: stfunadeen: hisan-na: orientaltiger: Fill your heart with secrets but the only way to read them is if you break your heart. i will forever reblog this i need me one of these. OMG I WANT
I feel like he has already broken my heart just by doing nothing.
Sweet Nothings
I wish you were here with me right now.
Do I only interest you when I can give you pleasure?
Yay! I was waiting to get 2,000 followers, but I now have more than that by a few people.
Fuck! I want someone to go down on me right now!
That moment you realize people don’t really like and actually find you annoying.
And then I also realized that not even my “boyfriend” can stand me. Only people who want to talk to me are all the creepers who want to use me. Maybe I should let myself be used right?
Cross Out What Applies To You
I think of you during through day. But, I wonder if you ever think of my too.
So, being used as a dental student’s patient for their board exam. Free filling and getting paid for it. Downside I am currently sitting at school at 7am.
Took the little cousins to the movies and…. OMG they are coming out with a Peter pan background movie! I am so excired. Just saw the trailer! Pan needs to come out now! (I’m like a little kid. Peter Pan is one of my favorites.)
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So, complicated no. 1 still hasn’t talked to me since last week and complicated no. 2 started taking to me again, or at least I think CN2 is based off of the one or two responses I actually get from him. I obviously can’t figure anything out with
So, I have been told to drop CN1. But, like then that would give me freedom to go after CN2 and I really shouldn’t. And I know people are probably like if you like CN2 and would go after them, then why are you still will CN1, you obviously have
Yes, I just spammed you guys with my pictures because I feel like everyone should be enjoying themselves this morning. ;)
Hey Guys! Guys! Bill Nye The Science Guy is speaking at my school’s commencement. The only think grad school has done for me is this.
I just bought Ben Wa Balls earlier today, and just put them in. The rest of today until bed time will be fun. :D
I think CN1 and CN2 only talk to me when they can get something out of me. Typical. But, I am such a push over, so I let it happen. -sighs-
I have no clue what is going on anymore. I give up. So, what is next on the list? Anyone? No one. Okay. I'm not surprised that nobody wants me.
OMG thepureskin just reblogged me! My life is complete! I feel very accomplished right now, and my shitty day just got better.
Watching Mulan right now. Breaking open that bottle of wine. Not to mention the Bailey’s Irish Cream Chocolates. This is now my Tuesday evening and I don’t give a fuck!
earthwalk-r:I swear I’m fucking incapable of being with anyone, i don’t develop feelings for people often but when i do it’s intense, I’m too much, i either feel everything or nothing at all, it fucks me up.
beautiful-obscenity: More new toys and things. Now I’m sad. I just saw my purple plug has a dent and scratch on it near the base. I have to return it and get a new one. I don’t like my new things being damaged before I even get to use them.
That moment you realize that none of them see you as a person, just an object.
Random Thoughts As I Wait For My Next Class
So, I had an awkward threesome yesterday.
Hey guys, So a lot of things have happened in real life for me recently. I currently need to deal with a few things and can’t be on here and updating. I have a queue, but it will run out pretty quickly. I’m sorry guya, I just can’t
Um, if I basically put the offer out twice and you don’t take it up forget it then. Sweetie I always get my way and when I don’t I get bored.
Journal of a Kinky Mind
Journal d'une Reine noire Diary of a black Queen
journal-three: awkwardphotosofdipper: oh look I’m floating again, huh I want the Stans to fuck with the portal again, but this time the twins know about it so this exact scenario happens.
journal-three: shamblingcorporatepresence: yayi138:please play Carla CcCorkle, please play Carla McCorkle, please play Carla McCorkle, please play Carla McCorkle, PLEASE PLAY CARLA MCCORKLE!!!!WaitThe poodle emojiTHE POOOOOOOOOODLE we’ve sunk to
journal-three: moonturtle6: lobstronomousskeleton: scrybaby: the longest possible comic abt the least accessible au in the world:gravity falls garden au — fiddlestan edition (in which stan is rosemary & fids is rosary vine but they are both
journal-three: WHERE DID THE FEZ EVEN COME FROM AND WHO WEARS IT OFTEN ENOUGH TO BE ON THE SAME RACK AS THEIR DAD’S HAT? This is so interesting….
journal-three: The text on the end card of the episode read (when deciphered):“FUN AND GAMES AREGREAT DISTRACTIONBUT SMALL THINGS CANHAVE CHAIN REACTIONS “Oh you mean like when suspicious goats… steal your dice.. causing you to fall into the basement…
journal-three: pinesinthewoods: anilegna29: prettyinpwn: No, but the biggest thing we should be discussing about from DDaMD is just how damn pretty that rift is.Jiggly sparkly galaxy goop. There will be beautiful end of the world. its kinda cute
journal-three: busket: busket: if ford did compliment dipper’s birthmark i can imagine him wearing his hat less and wishing he had shorter hair to show it off, because if ford thinks its cool then it must be cool because to dipper ford is the greatest,
