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amaranthdesires:Fascinating how people find it interesting to write with me until the learn how I look.And yet I’m the one that’s a bad person for thinking people in general are useless.
what if cisenvy wasn’t painful.
All that wasteful effort in wanting to become body positive just to feel more pain.
Just wish i could be body positive and had a 30″ waist and soft lil titties
my experience of life has just been “I just wanna be cis” for 20+ years it really is pathetic life
Wish there were some splinter of truth in that trans would mean something positive.
Coping with myself.
There should be a way to make gender dysphoria go awayA way that isnt dying.
A possibility for a sexlife would be nice.
Fascinating how people find it interesting to write with me until the learn how I look.And yet I’m the one that’s a bad person for thinking people in general are useless.
Sometimes wish I had the possibility ,anatomical speaking, to have any kind of sexual pressens in life.
#cisenvy
Sometimes my fucked up mind almost make me believe I could have had the possibility to a descent sexlife if I were cis 🙃 oh well it can’t be for everyone.
When you want to masturbate but your body is to disgusting to touch.
Sometimes I think I should stop think about what it would be like if having a sexlife was a actual possibility and try think more about nonsense like why chanterelles can’t be grown as a crop 🤷
What if I never find a way to cope with what I am and what I’ll never have and life will have been in vain :/
Honestly I only want to quit game and start over on a lower difficulty level.
Something on feeling valid.I genuinely believe trans-girl shouldn’t be competing with cis-girls over attention or trying to be better at being a woman than cis-girls. That trying to be yourself who ever that is the only value that should matter.
9:15pmCan’t be bothered to even try coping or finding some strategy that works. Let’s hope I don’t wake up tomorrow… I’m going to be disappointed. There’s no reasons to continue trying to make something positive out
amaranthdesires:Something on feeling valid.I genuinely believe trans-girl shouldn’t be competing with cis-girls over attention or trying to be better at being a woman than cis-girls. That trying to be yourself who ever that is the only value that
And so the existential crisis and selfhate goes on. Just end all this.
Valid life character alternativesAlternative one, just being the most average ordinary female out there.Alternative two, just being the most average ordinary male out there.Alternative three, death.It’s not a matter of choice and neither one and
Why are all the other girls so cute and I so ugly
Summers have always been a hateful time for me. Part of that is me being sensitive and suffering mentally and physically from to high temperaturs. But more than that is my dysphoria and all the trauma it causes.Growing up I spent every summer with my
It’s fantastic how it’s ethical to cut away part of your tummy to create breasts on someone, well if you’re a cis woman. Anything else would be wrong. Funny how it doesn’t matter if you’re cis or trans.
I know some of my followers love the idea of never again being allowed to touch your genitals and just have that privileged taken away from you. It’s cute. But I also hate the wasted potential in doing that to a perfect body. I just want to feel
Concept, you living a block or two down the street.
I know its not supposed to matter but that doesn’t mean the cisenvy is less real. Both feelings can exist.
The dysphoria and cisenvy is killing me 🙃
