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I hate that I keep handing in things late, because I’m a mentally ill piece of shit. I want to do things on time. I want to be a good student. But it’ll be a few hours before the assignment is due and I’ll dissociate or I’ll
I’m not even triggered over this btw. If that makes anyone feel better. I’m just… very upset. It reminds me about how unsafe I can be if I talk about my experiences with SI with the wrong people. And I know Morgan wouldn’t
took awhile but I can finally initiate touching, which is cool. I’m still not totally comfy being close to people that aren’t my SO at the moment, because when people touch me I get this weird burning sensation where they touch me. It’s
I’m crying, because I got a B+ in a class and I’m a piece of shit 1) because I couldn’t get that 4.0 I wanted and 2) because I’m crying over getting a B+
agenderreid: trying to ask my parents to help me with rent bc my job fucking sucks and cut tours this month (I was working 1-2 days a week all month) and it’s just such a bad feeling. I hate that I’m doing everything right. I’m getting into
talk about assault idk waking up is just weird at this point. I almost ask myself if I’m going to have something like that happen to me today, you know? I just. the whole thing was under such casual circumstances and now I’m just scared
this is so silly but I broke out kind of bad and I’m really upset about it? I haven’t changed anything in my makeup routine and the only theory I can come up with is that the zits line up with where I rest the phone against my face when
so apparently the train that I need to get to work doesn’t actually start running until 8:20 am. ………and school starts at 8:10. meaning, I have to get on a train at 4:49 to transfer twice between one train and two buses to get
I’ve also internalized that no one really wants to hear about anything I have to say, which sucks. I want to talk about my experience rereading chernow’s hamilton biography or my kids or fandom stuff and I just kind of go “stop talking
I’m doing pretty well on the putting up a decent front part, but hah hah this isn’t going to last it’s going to bottom out real quick because I’m trying to cope with a death but also trying to cope with the fact that this could
assault cw, nsfw text, tmi (overshare monday sorry) I think what really pissed me off about my assault, and still does really, is that I didn’t even have a great comfort level with sexuality before it happened. dysphoria fucked me up a lot and
I just had this wave of “I want to be a little bit normal goddammit!!!!!!!” today and oof I haven’t felt like that since high school.
still ffelin’ not great mmmmaaaaaaa fuckkkkkkkk I just keep thinking about all the things I can’t do, because of my brain, and that’s not fun at all.
talks about car accidents and fatalities, so like. don’t look at this post if that triggers you pls. hhhhhh just read a post about a person dying in a fatal car accident and a few weeks ago one of the teachers at my friend’s schools died
this is also probably working in tandem with the fact that I just slumped really fucking bad right now and I don’t even know how to cope hah hah so of course I’m going to just. be terrible and a mess. but also have it attack the parts
I love going through the t*es le*hes tag but it’s also making me nostalgic for when I was in a poly relationship uuuugh this is so ridiculous I have other poly ships, too, but this one is hitting me in that way what the heck
I fell asleep for two and a half hours and I feel even worse? that’s great.
supnoah: I regret opening up to some people and it just bugs me knowing there’s a few out there who didn’t even deserve to know me like that but do
I’m realizing how inadequate I am at my job, because it’s part-time. I can’t support my students at the capacity I want to and I’m just so fucking pissed off. I hate that I’m not working at the level I want to. I hate
I think what really sucked about this year for me, aside from the horrible current events, is that I did so much I should be proud of. I completed my master’s, survived going on interviews, and I got a teaching job. But no! This is the year
lmao mental illness confession: I’ve laid in my bed at random intervals of the day every day for 1-2 hours, because I don’t want to live and I am losing my ability to deal with that fact
Lmao did that whole wreckless driving with internal monologue of if I die who cares today I wish I could have stayed home.
I want to fucking die so badly right now, but it doesn’t matter nothing actually matters I can scream that into the void all I want, but nothing is going to change. everything is fucking shit.
I’ve actually been doing pretty well the past few weeks, probably because I’ve been doing a lot of visiting and all that. but this morning I had my throat catch and I remembered what I found out a few weeks ago and just. things felt weird.
I feel hideous rn and its really bad I usually am fine with looking very Italian but other than that whatever but I’m breaking out and I don’t look like how I want and things are not great rn
everything is awful and it’s not even my profession life or anything like that! I’m just a hideous self destructive piece of shit who is legitimately damaged goods this is terrible I am terrible fuck!!!!!!
I’m trying to figure out if I should drop hq bc it makes me feel like shit. I actually got upset that my partner put it on without asking me today, bc I keep getting freaked out of having any mutual interest as my ex. and it’s ridiculous,
saw a post in which my ex referred to asahi as relatable and that was enough to make me want to cry
I think what’s really frustrating about whatever my head is doing is that it’s sliding back to how I felt when I was in high school? the whole you’re hideous/nobody likes you/you’re fucking useless. and I’m sure it’s
can't get much gayer than that
post-con depression aka I met a lot of people this weekend and I’m so scared that I made bad iimpressions, because I’m a weird gay baby.
turns out one of the cylinders in my engine misfired. it really had nothing to do with the snow. so it’s either get a new engine, or fix it for more than the price of an engine.the biggest problem with all this is that I literally don’t have
I’m sorry I haven’t been talking much. I still want to die and I’m tired of saying that and not hearing much in response. I’m just. tired.
I’m probably having such a shit time because I’m nearing the date that I was going to attempt one year and it’s been officially a year since I was assaulted…but like. I’m going to be home alone during all this, so this is getting even worse.
I can’t stop flashbacking and I accidentally watched that Unfriended trailer bc it was on TV and basically I’m in a Very Bad Place right now
so it turns out they’re not renewing my contract and I’m out of a job.I am absolutely terrified and really suicidal right now so I don’t really know what to do.that’s all I guess.
I know it doesn’t mean much, but I’m trying to wrap my head around the fact that not only did I, the queer teacher, got fired today, but so did the math teacher, who’s the only person who isn’t a white person on our faculty. And just. I KNOW
lmao so gwyn got into a fender bender today, we missed four songs from the musical we drove into the city to see, and everything is legitimately terrible.I also like. threatened to roll into traffic and like. had my hand on the door handle. so that was
bisexualhamilton: We’re putting Bifur to sleep tonight. He’s miserable and that’s when I said I’d let him go. I’m going to be a wreck the next few days. I’m sorry. He’s passed away. Thank you for all the support.
spillywolf: Me: okay, we need to eat and take a shower My brain: acknowledged Me: …… so uh why aren’t we doing that My brain: I acknowledged it what more can I do
rosemochi:harrierdoobie:shoutout to everyone dealing with. thhe fucking difficultythe fact that all of my mutuals immediately reblogged this from me really says something about all of us, doesn’t it
sliceofbri: spoken-not-written: am i the only one who thinks people look hotter when they’re in underwear and not when they’re naked 1) its this whole “leaving it to the imagination” thing that we humans like2) genitals are fuckin weird lookin
taryneatschemicals: seriousjones: thinking about how many moms in the world have had to wash their son’s meninist shirt This made me sad
queen-haiz: It opened. That’s a first.
theravenchilde: cherabby: “Man humans are lame why don’t we have like wings/horns/etc” Humans can’t even handle having different skin colors how well do you really think that would go #basically the plot of x-men
tonemonotone: Reminder that: The grand jury was 9 white people The prosecuting attorney actually supported Darren Wilson The first grand jury was actually reassigned because a member of the first one talked about how they’d let Darren Wilson go free
That idiot in Yellow Armor
that saddddd Haters Gonna Hate :\
sad-black: gregwuzhere: sassyuchiha: katara:deathnoteforcutie:katara: is this a lie Her whole family is ^^^i need receipts. She can’t be hanging with Obama and be voting for Romney on the sly. She voted for Obama and got a bunch of her fans
paprikanoir: brainstatic: It’s amazing how this isn’t even an exaggeration, this is a simple description of what happened. Just wait for the crooked “FAKE NEWS” t.rumpets to try and put their spin on this Sad thing is, the federal aid he
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That’s why I will take responsibility, and defeat the Female Titan! [✩]
queen-historias-feet replied to your post: Ok so Mike was humanity’s 2nd strongest and he died without people noticing I could easily see Mike’s death coming though. Because of his quiet nature, he never received much dialogue, and that is
kingomd: empirestatemindset: terrorchan: serkitten: -can’t afford to pay tuition--starts working--school offers less financial aid because of the money I bring in working- ^ aint even a joke That really happens ? Yes
basedpidgeot: ker-smash: taskscape: ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS Give me this owl stuff like this keeps me going. y’know? why should i be sad when there’s a guy somewhere who goes about his normal life with an owl following him about
That horrible feeling when you feel isolated and alone both IRL and Internet-wise
I feel like no one minds to me. I’d like that someone do something special or crazy for me.
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