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i like black coffee:)
pub music and black coffee. i think i’m going to be so punch drunk tonight. today is going to be fun.
I feel like all my fantasies are flawed
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Fantasies can be flawed. In fact, I’d wager that fantasies are especially flawed. No matter how much we’d like to think that life would be better as we fantasize, inevitably we cannot answer all the problems that come with those utopias. If a fantasy
the only way i get through certain things is to stop caring. i force myself to stop caring so i can pass for normal. so i’m not a difficult person. if i truly cared, i’d probably be a vegetarian because i know that there’s no way to
rnilkbreath: eaaasy tips on how to tell your girlfriend to lose weight: punch yourslef RIGHT in the dick. if you still feel like telling her to lose weight, repeat step one same applies to boyfriends, parents, really anyone. its not your business.
so i’mturning 17. and i’m like what the hell happened? im in college ( mostly) and driving and getting involved at school. i think that i will be going to group exercise regularly. i just need to figure out what to pack. i’m thinking
things i need to watch when i move out of my parents house
i don’t have wings. i will never fly but i have arms and legs and above all a good head. so i will take the slow way out because i know it’s possible to climb and nobody i know can grow wings.
I wonder. What if tumble was treated like the asylum it is or maybe a school. Anyway, when you’re able to give it (tumblr) up, you graduate and everyone is happy for you. One of my favorite tumbles lady a while back and I remember being so proud
remind me in the morning to ramble about why i like sleep, nut dont like going to sleep
m&ms counts as dinner right? what about if it's on your birthday?
wondering if i could pull off a mini-kilt...
also had chicken, peanuts, and a bananna
GOD BLESS ALL MOTHERS AND ESPEcIALLY MY MOTHER
I GOT WINNERs AND BOOZERs OMIGOSH I LOVE MY MOTHER SO MUCH. IT'S SO AWESOME
oh and 6139 steps. more acedemic than active today. also no 4th floors to speak of
Tracked a Workout for 514 pts Today Body Weight Assisted One-Leg Squat: 10 reps (+32 pts) 10 reps (+32 pts) 10 reps (+32 pts) 10 reps (+32 pts) 10 reps (+32 pts) 10 reps (+32 pts) Push-Up: 10 reps (+19 pts) 10 reps (+19 pts) 10 reps (+19
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12259 steps and a bodyweight workout. not bad.
is this normalcy? i’m not counting or even caring. i’m just trying to move more, get stronger, eat when i’m hungry, whatever i want. wow. i don’t even have the time for all of the monitoring i used to do. tonight for instance,
i’m really anxious because i want to sign up for the personal training, but i need a special form since i’m not 18 and i’m supposed to get it in my email but it’s not there yet… and i don’t want to put it off/wimp
i need to work on job applications but i'm just so damn tired. all i want to do is watch 1776 right now.
why did mom wake me up? i could have slept in till sunday wee hours and gotten so much done in those early hours.
some rambling rhymes i wrote during youth
i think i might be coming down with a cold.
looking at the rec center website. getting freaked out and scared a little. crap.
committed relationships need relationships first. commitment otherwise feels burdensome
I'm always at crossroads it seems...
never take anythingi write late at night seriously. i don't. i'm just putting off going to sleep by asking myself the same damn problems hoping for something new.
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so i think i need to start running a couple times a week. sit, how do i do this? the gym is scary. i have a personal training consultation scheduled for wednesday. definately update after that. i should go to bed.
I know I could have done more. I’m just trying to get comfortable in there, make it a habit.
wow i am out of shape. i think i ran for maybe 5 minutes out of the twenty that i was on the treadmill and i haven’t been this weary in a while. it’s not like really tired, but it will be soon.
DELICIOUS APPLE
so it finally happened. i went so far down my dash, i found stuff i reposted last night. tumblr, you disappoint me.
just because you find it erotic, doesn’t mean you want it in you life. i think.
MAKING PANCAKES IN THE MORNING WITH SRAWBERRIES TOPPED WITH BLUBERRY GOAT CHEESE AND ALMOND BUTTER AND MAYBE SOME HONEY> OH AND WITH COFFEE> NOW I"M EXCITED!!!! ALSO THEN THERE WILL BE HIKING! THAT IS GOOD!
the pancakes were delicious.
I LIKE POINTY PENCILS AND ALLITERATION
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breakfast of eggs with celery, kale, a green onion and cheddar cheese. also a slice of Italian bread with a tablespoon of almond butter. :)
is it weird that i like being sore the day after i workout? like “stretch” ooh, feel that!
MANGOES ARE FUCKING DELICIOIS
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I ALSO MADE COOKIE WITH MINI CHOCOLATE CHIPS. BUT INSTEAD OF BUTTER, I USED AVOCADO. DON'T TELL MY STEPDAD.
also 15401 steps today
i know i’ve eaten a bunch today, too much. too much sugar. but i don’t really care. i’m not going to die in my sleep tonight. and i’ll start better tomorrow. some days you just don’t give a fuck and instead you love cookie
eating habits are not the same as morals. they do not define you. just eat when you're hungry, whatever you want, as much as you want, so long as you pay attention to what your body wants. don't push it beyond comfort at the table, and know when to get
how do you stop fighting yourself after all the years you hated who you were?
what if your size was like your hair. you can dye your hair, you can change your body. but still some hair preferences are less accepted. people understand when you dye your hair blond. not green not fat.
we talked. we’re all better now
i haunt myself
LIVING IN LIMBO!
that running thing? what running thing. crap… and i was doing good and then… argh. i’m just tired. but i haven’t done any exercise since thursday. well, TRX class is tomorrow and that’s just a show up and shut up thing.
http://www.johnphung.com/motivation/1204/82-year-old-granny-lifting-some-weights/
10054 steps
well fuckit
