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At least telling yourself go to work plugged makes one consider every day life thingys in different ways. Maybe best way of taking focus away from slowly destroying myself with anxiety and other useless feelings. I don’t even know why I like putting
How wonderfully different life could have turned out if only I would have been born anatomically female 💔 but everyone can’t have good lives 💔
What if I died and became a bright and beautiful girl with joy of life…
I’m really tired of everyday trying to imagine how life would have turned out if I would have been cis, and not grown up in a state of more or less chronic depression and solid self-hate. Would I have been able to become someone good?
Honestly. There’s two things I want in life, die or live for someone and make her feel loved and adored…. Two things I’m not good enough at.
In my storage unit there is a 3'x6’ mirror. With a classic ornamental frame. I’ve had it for more or less all my life. Used it once. Never used it again because I simply can’t. I wanted it so that I could sit down Infront of it with
I want to be able to see myself in a mirror. I can’t live this life
What if improving life quality were just a matter of lifestyle and the choices in food and level of exercise and the strive for mental and physical health. What if.
A dominant girl could do a lot of good in my life. I’d really need some poking and pushing and maybe some beating in the right direction.
Let’s just say my demons have take over everything :( I dont deserve alive this stupid shitty life anyways. I should call again and make them understand need to be in a ward and hope for the best. But it’s useless.
Maybe if I could feel basic trust in myself, if I could feel secure in my own body.. life could have been something positive :/ with this anatomy, this body and these facial features tho.. no :,( what if I didn’t had a male body :,(
Why can’t something in my life just work? Why? You keep on saying it will get better when it’s only getting worse :/ how can that be good.
I believe what hurts me the most is that no matter what I do or think, no matter what treatments or surgeries I manage to deserve, I’ll never be cis. There’s nothing I can do to help myself to a valid and joyful life, that hurts and have no
The only good about being me is that I’ll never be able to explore my sexuality or have a sexual life so I can’t use that for self harm.
I believe what hurts me the most is that no matter what I do or think, no matter what treatments or surgeries I manage to deserve, I’ll never be cis. There’s nothing I can do to help myself to a equally valid and joyful life, that hurts and
How will I ever manage to learn how to push my feelings and thoughts aside? The sooner I’m gone, the sooner there can be a new chance in life. I just don’t understand why there is no way can tell myself that this is good, that this body is
Almost a bit funny how I spent all day prepping for a job on Sunday and only now hears Im not needed. Funny how life can be. People are nice.
I’ll never be able to learn enough social skills. But it’s okay I guess. I’ll just erase my dreams and ambitions in life and it’ll be alright. Kind of maybe.
I don’t know how to answer someone asking “how are you” equally bad whatever I say. Saying like it is that darkness and suicidal tendencies is the only thing in my life, or lying giving a nonanswer or some polite meaningless nonsense
Why can’t I accept, embrace and enjoy migraine? It’s just as big part of everyday life as a cup of coffee and the first glad of water in the morning.
Nothing destroy the possibility of a joyful life more than aspirations and dreams
Being myself have destroyed my life so extraordinary well. Nice to know. Thanks for being me I guess.
Literally the only thing that changed from pre Corona is now there’s a plexiglass shield infront of the cashier in the grocery store. But that’s good I guess that life goes on just like normal. If only normal was worth living.It would have
I better become cis in next life or I don’t know what to think about existence. Being what I am is nothing but a curse. It’s disgusting.
Sometimes I feel like it would be better to be cis and at least have a possibility to know what it is like to explore a sexuality and develop a sex life. I don’t know why it seems like such a great source of pleasure and its share of hard falls.
Die only to get the possibility of a sex life. I’d say thats reasonable.
It’s funny how since I’m not good enough to get a driver’s license im not even useful enough to be a janitor . Fun life.
I just want a girl in my life and make her feel fabulous
There’s a need for a domme in my life and leaving controll and to be taken care of by her/them and be a better denied good girl. 🎀What I’m looking for in more detail 💕
Do I love my independence? YesDo I also wish that every part of my life was controlled by someone I trust? Also yesDoes the idea of giving up control of even the mundane things comepletly terrify me? No
it’s SUNDAY and i should still be in bed sleeping next to a love of my life and forgetting that today even exists………. but no
Sometimes that’s literally every moment of life it would just be so nice to pass as a woman 🥺🎀
I’m past 30 and I’ve never had sex or been in a relationship. I’ve never even really had friends for that matter. I feel so alone. I know some say it doesn’t matter. But what if the only thing I wish for in life is close friend/s
The most important thing I’ve learned as an adult both I work- and private life is that it doesn’t matter how much we try or how well we intend something to be. It’s all about what we achieve and how it’s interpreted.
Been binge listening to a radio series on dating and sex life among 80+ and i just found it so sweet and well strangely relatable. Just the way they talked about lust and the span of intimacy and acceptance of their bodies and what relationships can be.
amaranthdesires:So the dream house in my village is for sale. If I wouldn’t have been naive and tried to follow what used to be my dreams for so many years I could have had enough money to buy it cash. I really love myself and my life it’s
Life would be so much more bearable and maybe even worth all the pain if I were cis.
Why is it such a struggle to understand and accept and believe in the concept that the right people will love what makes me me what ever that is when no one around me have ever done thst in my life.
Honestly tho. What more is needed in my life to make me worth consider. My current interests are gardening, to learn and explore kink, make beautiful stuff, take walks, cook and bake and read. And its obviously not enough to convince someone.
In a weak moment i said i wasn’t going to work on christmas and so because I’m stupid and weak now it turns out I’ll be with my family over the holidays. I’m to sober to cope with this. Being honest it just makes life better right
How can I be so terrible at life I’ll never get to the level that unlock cottage and fulfilling days ðŸ˜
I am strong, I am good, I am kindI want only good things in my mindI love my friends and they love meBeing thankful sets me freeI am creative, I am true and also a great cookLoving myself is my best lookI am grateful for my life and for my soulBeing proud
I am strong, I am good, I am kindI want only good things in my mindI love my friends and they love meBeing thankful sets me freeI am creative, I am trueLoving myself is my best lookI am grateful for my life and for my soulBeing proud of who I am is my
I am strong, I am good, I am kind. I want only good things in my mind. I love my friends and they love me. Being thankful sets me free. I am creative, I am true and also a great cook. Loving myself is my best look. I am grateful for my life and for my
i just want to be good enough for someone. Not in the I’ll build u a home way, or a do quiet fulfilling things together, but in that “I want you in my life” way 😔
Well yesterday was fun and nice and all and I’ve missed roped but my knees are so fucked up im and a night sleep didn’t make any better. Hah i really starting to get to old for the nice things in life :/
Soon 33 and unkissed. Life truly is amazing 💞 like omg it’s so fun and fulfilling and nice without intimacy and close connection 😔
Everyone seems to love my new hair ^^ I’m so glad that it turned out this great. My hair has never felt so soft or looked as shiny as it does in my whole life!Â
tbh one of my biggest regrets in life is not reading the GOT’s books before the show because now I can only imagine the characters as they look on the t.v and it’s so annoying , anyone else hate that ?
I spent three days of my life freaking out about a lost birth certificate just to find it stuck in between some old tax sheets. SO done . brb as I go puke
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in a *mood*i need to be fucked 10 different ways none of which are humane or non life threatening
constantcollapse: Does anyone have that really odd feeling when you’re alone in your bedroom laying down listening to sad ass music and you just realized how bored you are with life and you want to go on adventures and live and feel free but you just
Why do I fuck everything good in my life up
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Pokémon Go is insane! I was hanging out in a park with about a 100 other people in the middle of the night, catching Pokémon. At one point someone yelled “There’s a Scythor here!” and everyone came running towards it. It was amazing!
