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Usually, I can debate like nobody’s business. But I feel as though any argument that goes along the lines of Rhodey apathy, characters being emotionally damaged hence they can’t fall in love, and people telling me they didn’t like
Tomorrow is the last day of my FIGS class. I don’t know how to feel about it. Like… I’ve been working so hard for so long to plan this class, then run this class, and just… it’s over? Really? After all this? Wow.
Will someone help me cut my hair when we get back from break? I’m feeling a somewhat mohawky thing, because Alyssa had a dream with me having one.
When I’m feeling down, I just need to remind myself that my grad school advisor thinks I’m brilliant.
donnerdont: How many nsfw likes does it take before you start contemplating running a nsfw blog? Because I think I might be at this point. Also I could talk about nsfw stuff I do and not feel weird about putting it on this blog BECAUSE SOMETIMES I
I am so discouraged by my diversity class right now. Just… I am so tired and drained and I don’t actually feel like I can move. I don’t even know how I can tell someone my professor and this class has made my head worse.
I feel like I barely got over the fact that I was twenty-one and now I’m twenty-two. Well then.
kotetsu-kaburagi: donnerdont: kotetsu-kaburagi replied to your post: Going out to dinner with my parents shit shit shit… yup… ;\ It’s just ughhh. I feel bad that I’m just pooping all over about my birthday, but the whole seeing my family
I feel as though I can point out so much of this semester and go “This was one of the best and worst days of my life.”
I feel bad for all my followers that haven’t dealt with my “at home from school” blogging.
Nobody from home has really talked to me since I’ve been back. I don’t really know what to do with this feeling that I’ve been abandoned or something. Even if I couldn’t make it or couldn’t see them, I’d like to be
Does anyone else get really angry when they feel themselves beginning to ship something? Because god fucking dammit that means that I have to be emotionally invested in them and then I have to look up every piece of fanwork and then I want to contribute
I am not proud of the amount of Thorin/Bilbo fic I have read the past day and a half. It’s just… this is what happens when nothing happens at work. And I just feel like this is more doomed than Angel/Collins in RENT, because at least they
My SO is the best, but I feel like this post is really self indulgent and stuff so I’m putting it under a read more. Before therapy, he made me lunch and washed most of my dishes. Then he picked out clothes for me, because I just curled up on
Still feel awful. I need to shower and like. Probably eat more. My back is hurting from sitting in this chair every day for work. I still don’t really know how I’m getting home today. This is bad. Help me.
I know it’s selfish, and a few months from now, but I’m scared about spring break. My roommate is going to Ireland and my SO is going skiing with his family and just… I guess I’ll have to be home. I still feel awful. Not
I feel like being active in fandoms in which familial ties are so important in the source material has made me even more upset about my family situation. It also doesn’t help that I have surrounded myself with a lot of people that appear to really
We’re watching Archer and it’s somehow giving Tori a bunch of feels as she’s reading an Ace Attorney fic. She’s just rolling on the couch screaming, “THERE’S BEEN TWO INSTANCES OF DRUGGED WINE IN THIS FIC.”
So I decided to drop one of my classes and only take 16 credits. Feels good. Hopefully I will live through this semester. Maybe.
waitlisted by therapy head is all muddled I need to do work but my head doesn’t feel like it I couldn’t even write today send help please.
tw: self-injury I’m feeling the dating cis/not suffering from any mental illness people blues. I just… my head has been so bad lately. And he accidentally called me by my given name twice. And just… Everything really hurts right now.
So it looks like I’m living with my SO next year? That’s… really weird and long term. Not sure how to feel about this.
I feel like I failed myself as a nonbinary individual. One of my classes is a lecture hall class that I need to use my legal name to ensure that my work is graded/given to me. Another class is my grad school one with my cohort and I don’t know how
Actually really nervous about therapy tomorrow. I wonder if I can get out of it. I feel like this isn’t going to work. Ugh.
Oh no developing feelings for people that live across the country. This is bad bad bad bad bad ughhhh. I forgot how hard it is to be good friends with people who live so far away.
I need to find a way to articulate that I know my therapist means well telling me “Oh, lots of people go through that!” in response to many of my habits, but it’s not really comforting me. It’s just making me feel invalidated
My identity is valid. I can come out and get my name wrong sometimes. I’m in transition and things will be weird, because I don’t always know where I’m out and where I’m not. So why do I feel so bad about it?
I feel just really inconvenient re: gender. Because I actually really like parts of my body. I hate how curvy I am. It pisses me off to no end. But the ~plumbing is fine. I’m really happy with that. And I don’t bind all the time,
Does anyone have any movies/music/books to give them a genderqueer-related pick-me-up? Because today has been the first day in awhile I’ve felt particularly upset/full of dysphoria and I could use something to make me feel less alone.
Fuckkkk bad feels city over here. Now I’m just really anxious and I need to eat, but I can’t make myself do it. And I just knew this is exactly what was going to happen over Spring Break and I warned everyone, but nobody gives a shit.
Therapy status report I’m really having difficulty seeing the point of therapy, at least the direction my therapy has taken. I feel as though it’s ending up in the same trap it did last time, with the therapist constantly wanting to talk
I’ve been trying to hype myself up to email my boss saying that I really don’t feel comfortable doing walking tours on Mondays, because it’s usually a few hours after I have my therapy session and I’m still in a weird post-therapy
I keep being referred to as a daughter/sister/girl and it’s making my skin crawl. I just feel like I’m waiting for the inevitable wave of gender dysphoria.
I miss being well enough to perform basic human functions. Like… leave the house. Or cook. Or be able to talk to people and not feel that I am a burden to communicate with. I miss being something. A lot. And I have no idea how to become
I’ve been really good for the past few hours at being alone! I did some homework, I helped Zane outline a fic, and everything! But now the whole being alone thing is catching up to me and I feel that tightness in my chest that usually means the
I’m pretty much convinced that anyone who interacts with me in real life in a semi-regular basis hates my guts. I don’t really blame them, because I hate my guts, too. But it’s still not a really nice feeling.
reason #3280 why I’m really happy I’m in the hobbit fandom: It’s made me feel a zillion times more comfortable talking about kinks and ultimately helping me articulate kinks of my own.
Once I’m done with a decent chunk of this paper, I’m going to paint my nails. I’m feeling gold nails with a red accent in honor of the new mark. BECAUSE I AM NOT LETTING SCHOOLWORK GET IN THE WAY OF MY HAPPINESS AWW YISS. SELF CARE,
I’m awash with feelings related to Team Stark and I will be for the next few lifetimes. Please leave a message after the tone.
It’s been three years. I don’t really know what I’m supposed to say about this? I feel as though I hit any kind of milestone and I’m usually really surprised that 1. I have been alive that long and 2. People tolerate me long
I apparently missed a shift at work. When I called my boss, she basically said “Oh yeah, we didn’t have any problems so I figured I wouldn’t call you.” And just… wow. Way to actually make me feel useless. It’s
c'mon snk fandom. ship eren/armin with me. I’m not asking you to ship eren/armin/mikasa, because we all know how fandom feels about women. just… ship the really sweet ship between childhood friends that are able to get each other from the
Prospective tags for snk ships: eren/armin=sweet babieslevi/hanji=poopshippingeren/armin/mikasa=ot3 cuddle puddleymir/christa=straps girlfriendsjean/marco=I hate this fucking ship …I feel like I’m doing something wrong here
I definitely am developing cold. Also someone added me on Facebook and I’m pretty sure he was from the tour I did today. I feel so uncomfy right now on so many levels and hahahahahahahah I want to die.
A week or so ago, I was asked if I was interested in writing a fic in which Eren talks about his feelings for Armin set within “we are the same blood” and like I’M RLY RLY INTO IT. But I’m realizing that it’s really hard
I’m slowly realizing how so much of what went wrong this summer was the result of outside forces. It’s making me feel more validated in regards toward my mental illness stuff? Like, of course I felt horrible the past few months. I just
I decided to make myself feel better with some makeup at Ulta today. I got these guys: I got Cotton Buds from Butter, because I heard it’s actually a really good white nail polish. I know it’s a bit pricey, but I really wanted to get a
Today I woke up and I wasn’t nearly as miserable as I have been the past few days about the whole falling out. I can’t wish someone to stop being an asshole. I can’t wish them to care. I can’t wish them to reevaluate how they feel
being in two relationships with two of my closest friends is weird, because it feels like nothing really changed? at all? but not in a bad way. Graham is just like shrugs thanks for letting me know. and that was it? and then Blythe and I sent
I feel terrible and I want someone to talk to me, but there’s no point in asking. it’s just. everything is awful oh my God cons are grea,t but they remind me how awful my real life is.
I feel like if I can actually get this reduction I’m just going to… idk. frolic. run down the stairs without being concerned. maybe take up jogging, because I won’t be so self-conscious. Buy an entire wardrobe of button downs
my sex drive is basically at 0 rn and has been as long as this whole brief stint of not having a home started. send me nsfw snk headcanons please I just want to feel gross again.
ugh I found my LJ post about it, too :/ I feel like this is a sign that I should get back to writing again. Even if I don’t even know what I should write at this point, fic or original.
hahahAHAHAHAHAHAH great just great someone untagged a self-injury scene from black swan on my dash. reallyyyyy considering unfollowing pretty much everyone and starting over, because wow I can’t trust my own dash to feel safe YAHOO
I SHOULD GO TO SLEEP BUT I WANT TO KEEP FEELING LITTLE HEART BUTTERFLIES ABOUT AGENDER SPENCER REID
My brain is racing and I cant sleep and I feel like I can DO ANYTHING and this is REALLY NOT GOOD FUCK
If I talk to you or have talked to you in the past and next few days I’m sorry I’m pretty sure I’m just going to sOund really aggressive and not like me because I don’t feel like me right now
vincentvangodot: It seems like I followed MGG virtually right after I followed Donnie, which has become utterly delightful. this is giving me that warm feeling in my chest, gosh!
ugh now I’m remembering all the times they made me feel othered and just… really bad. because of what I did in fandom and stuff. they would outright say “Oh, well, what you do is different” and proceed to talk to each other
now that it’s spring break, I can stay up late enough that all I feel is weird and a little sad. it’s way more manageable than how my head is during most of the day, so it’s… pretty nice.
