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Nobody from home has really talked to me since I’ve been back. I don’t really know what to do with this feeling that I’ve been abandoned or something. Even if I couldn’t make it or couldn’t see them, I’d like to be
Okay, so here’s the dealio: My spring break is from March 15th-24th. I also have around 1,000 dollars (possibly more if I dip into my savings). I could technically save this money for AnimeNEXT or living or whatever, but like. If I have terrible
not sure if actually a big ole sub or I just don’t have enough confidence in myself to be dominant in any way, shape, or form.
Oh, general warning. I didn’t go to therapy this week and Graham is elsewhere working on his thesis until this weekend or so. So if I have a breakdown or ten and I put up anything about it, be gentle, because I’m a little out of sorts right
I miss being well enough to perform basic human functions. Like… leave the house. Or cook. Or be able to talk to people and not feel that I am a burden to communicate with. I miss being something. A lot. And I have no idea how to become
I just had a moment where all I want in either the second or third Hobbit movie is a moment that Fili and/or Kili introduce themselves as “son of Dis.” I know the chances of her appearing are like .00021918%, but gosh. A little mention would
It looks like we’re going to move in with Graham’s parents, if only for a little while. May end up adding a Paypal button or something, because I can’t take on a job at the moment. Or rather, I’m not going to be located in
I don’t even know what to do now? I guess I need to email the landlord and see what happens. Maybe he’ll let us just not get our security deposits back or something. Or maybe somehow I can spin this in some way for a subletter to take
pls come to my apartment it’s 7 pm and I haven’t gotten any trick or treaters yet…………………..
I don’t know why I bother going through the t*ans he*dcanon tag half the time. if there’s anything worthwhile in the world of that stuff, my friends will either reblog it or message me about it. Or let’s be real, one of my friends
ah so! I am feeling a bit better atm so if you want to request anything- a doodle or a fic or something-feel free? winter break is coming up and it’ll be nice trying to get creative again and hopefully combat all the really bad shit I’ve
finally ordered a new laptop, which is cool and exciting so I’m going to have a computer that the internet browser blacks out or the volume stops working at random intervals and I’ll be able to video message people. get excited or something
I still don’t feel 100% comfortable identifying with Makishima, though I greatly appreciate the comparison! But I will concede that I seem to get along with people who strongly identify with Toudou or are Toudou fictive, which is kind of neat.
so!!! I’m snowed in from now until eternity, so if anyone feels like talking on here or skype or whatever, let me know? I have some fic memes I should be working on, so I’ll probably try to do that. but yeah, send me a message. please.
transaizawa:I haven’t had any trick or treaters yet T_T please children I have large sized candy bars and I’m too small to eat all of them. WE JUST HAD 20 TRICK OR TREATERS OVER THE COURSE OF AN HOUR I’M SO HAPPY
transaizawa: transaizawa: I haven’t had any trick or treaters yet T_T please children I have large sized candy bars and I’m too small to eat all of them. WE JUST HAD 20 TRICK OR TREATERS OVER THE COURSE OF AN HOUR I’M SO HAPPY Once it was said
you’ve heard of thiscrush now get ready forhttps://krovav.sarahah.com/(Looking for constructive criticism on either my art or whatever else you can think of that I may or may not take into consideration.)
Am I giving up or just accepting what I am or am not capable of?
i don’t want a nice house or car i want aoba seragaki.
Once I pump out that one page of manga that is due next week, I really just want to draw or write some Dragon Age stuff. I can’t get a couple images of my Inquisitor, Cole, or Iron Bull out of my head and they want out. Once I get something drawn
I am at a conundrum… Now that I’m bathed and clean, do I draw, write, or play games…? It was nice going back in and playing Destiny last night with my bro, but I kinda wanna work on another AOU print or write that Vision/Tony fic.Hrm.
I don’t never want to self-diagnose. But sometimes I feel like I definitely do have all these like mental issues I guess. like I am 100% have anxiety and I probably do get depression sometimes or depressed or whatever it should be called but my
Oops I’m starting to like that empty hungry feeling againWhy do I fucking do one or the other. I’m either constantly eating or getting myself so hungry to feel the pains. I’m gonna go eat rn. I’m not excited about it
Every so oftenI have to physically stop myself from really hurting myself. I’ll have to pinch myself or scrape my fingers into my palms so I don’t hurt myself more. So I don’t cut or stab myself. So I don’t slam my head into the
thexfiles: suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking Being able to talk about the way I was feeling without
I admit it. I’m jealous. I wish you would want me the way I want you. Wish you would like my pictures or wanna have conversations with me. Or just say hi to me when you see me. I hate that I can’t let you go.
I hate that I feel like I can’t bitch about my job or manager on tumblr without feeling paranoid that he’s following me or something😓 Also it’s taken me 136 days but I think I’m moving past the thing that really bothered me
It’s hard not to feel like something terrible is going to happen now that we’ve lost our dog. I’m just scared something will go wrong with buying the house, or something will go wrong with my baby, or I’ll find out my parents ended
I can’t tell if I have allergies or a bad cold or the flu but I’m thinking about getting a Covid test tomorrow if I wake up still feeling this way. I woke up today feeling absolutely awful but I thought it was just because of my pregnancy.
My Thanksgiving dinner came out really well and I think I’ve got it down to a routine now so I’m no longer stressed about cooking everything or whether it’ll be good or not. We only had 3 people over and they left kinda early but it
I can’t tell if the baby’s not sleeping well because of her rash or if it’s the dreaded four month sleep regression or if she’s not getting enough to eat. That last one is literally always on my mind😩 Either way we’ve
I got a shot of steroids in my wrist today to help with the pain and I either forgot my thyroid meds this morning or I have food poisoning or something. Just kinda miserable so I’m going to post a nice picture of the park I went to today.
Ever since my car accident over the summer, I keep having the occasional flashback to the accident and it really freaks me out. It happens in class or before I go to bed at night. Or if I’m in the car with my friends (who are driving). I keep
Still recovering from a 2 hour panic attack. Tired and my eyes are all swollen and im a mess. So curled up with hot cider and my ipad and maybe soon a book or more likely a movie. Cant really think or speak much still, but mt dad is amazing about it.
When I think about it, honestly this was a huge accomplishment for me. I wasn’t sure if id make it to 2014, let alone 2015. And there were so many times I didn’t want to. But I did. And I may not be fully okay or good or happy but I’m
Over the past couple weeks I’ve been getting to that point where it’s like okay yeah after this thing ends or this thing is over or I finish doing that then I’ll kill myself and it’s apparently really really bad to think that way but idkFor some
I think I might be dying because I’ve been weirdly half sick for so long (like a week or a week and a half) now and I can’t tell if it’s because I’ve been resting all day today but I just don’t feel panic or paranoia so I feel emotionally numb
It’s interesting how growing up we were always told “girls grow up faster” or “girls mature before boys”- I can’t speak for all girls or boys but I really feel ahead of my age group when it comes to boys. I don’t
Okay, so my dad got my grandma the droid tablet or whatever for her birthday. That means she just got her very first email address. She’s not elderly or anything. She’s only 68. Anyway, we’ve been emailing a lot which isawesome. We
i wanna talk about what happened, but too many people follow me that i know irl and i don’t wanna deal with the ‘backlash’. or people asking questions. or him trying to talk to me once it gets back to him that i’ve let the
Do you think if I committed suicide, anyone would notice? I mean, obviously people would notice that I’m gone, but for how long? On a daily basis, my existence or presence is usually overlooked or forgotten. I’m usually last to be mentioned, and I’m
Going to LA Pride with a friend tomorrow so, y'know..if you see me say hi or if you want to see me, just message me or something. I promise I’m nice! ☺️😌
Some people should never have the privilege of having an animal if you don’t intend on keeping it, decide you don’t want it anymore, or simply abandon it. You should not get an animal if you are going to neglect, hurt, starve, or abuse it in any way.
I feel out of touch with reality and everything around me. I hardly have any interest or will to try to talk to anyone, or keep up with everything that’s going on.Most days I don’t want to get out of bed and try. I feel like the world is
Should I leave my hair split red & dark brown/black or should I dye it all dark brown/black, or all a milktea-ish color. I don’t know :c
People need to fucking stop advertising their blog on other people’s posts, “click here for my pastel grunge blog” please fucking stop. Also the people that leave “x” or “-” or “.” on every post so
Dying my hair back to red or copper red sometime this week or next because fuck dark brown hair.
I cannot stand when people pretend to like Sailor Moon and other anime, or manga just because it’s become something cool & trendy lately. Seriously fuck off, it’s pretty easy to tell if you’ve watched an anime you claim to love or
Some of you males (mostly) on here are pathetic. I clearly have a boyfriend. If you even spent a minute or two actually looking at my blog it’s pretty obvious. It’s beyond disrespectful to try to hit on me, or make inappropriate comments when
Sorry that I haven’t been posting, or responding to anyone, or anything really. I’m sick of reality, and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
What is your favorite anime (or two, or three)?
So many people from high school are getting engaged, pregnant, or married, and I’m sitting over here crying over a fictional character or anime ruining everything omfg.
I’m walking to a rave by myself and every car keeps whistling or screaming or yelling inappropriate names at me. Sigh. :c
WHYYYYY are people from high school having babies or getting married at this age… I can’t even decide what clothes to wear half the time or what music I should listen to.
There used to be a spider that lived in my car’s side mirror (and sometimes I would wipe away the web cause it caught too many leaves or something, and it would be replaced the next day) that I never had the chance to see or meet. It traveled with
I don’t get how when I am with i-am-nephy I can sleep so easily and for a long time, but when I am alone it takes fucking hours or not at all for sleep to occur. And if it does it’s hardly anything or I am waking up consistently throughout.
New York Comic Con. I’m still undecided on my cosplay. Zatanna, 4th Doctor, 6th Doctor, Luna Lovegood or Amy Pond? Or I could finish the Poison Ivy costume that I’ve been putting off.
Ever notice how smokers always have greasy hair, no matter how much they wash it? Or how they always smell like they live in an ashtray? And spraying perfume/cologne/whatever just makes it smell like an ashtray wearing some sort of spray. Or how their
I’ve had a slight crush on this girl since, like… a long time. And I’ve been really wanting to kind of legit ask her on a date thing… or something. But I don’t know if I should or if she’d be into it ughhhh.
I’m gonna test my first stream in a few hours, after I soup and whatnot. Bring It On, Ginger Snaps or Sugar and Spice? Orrr I could do some As Told By Ginger, Boy Meets World or Roseanne?
