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im a sad sack of shit
Im a lonely sack of shit and i cant sleep
sad-memes: illumise: If the toys in Toy Story died the kids would keep playing with them like normal, but the other toys would be playing with their dead friend. what the hell
prongsmydeer: prongsmydeer: When tall people are sad and they try to make themselves smaller by hunching or wrapping themselves around a small person but they just look like a forlorn giraffe
SAD AND HORNY
deviantmanifesto: My feeble attempt to try and cheer you up. Hopefully you don’t find it in poor taste. Sadly, I can’t send you a PBJ.Penis and a PB&J would be outstanding! I suppose I could cover it it in peanut butter and jelly. It would
wordsmatty: Waiting. Might have to do another suit shoot. Sadly, I missed the CC prom theme.
lamapalooza: what a sad loaf of bread
mesmerizing-toxicity:This will probably get deleted but I’m sad so you know what that means. First video post.
I realise this is a dirty blog but I don’t have anywhere to put my feelings down on so.. I’ve been thinking a lot these few days and feeling kinda down and sad and lonely (again) and I’ve come to the realisation that I cannot wait to
My period is coming, my boobies hurt, I’ve got the worst case of pms zits ever and last week I got a little drunky-sad, so all in all not too good a week so far
I feel sad again
jessicaobeys: I feel sad again I really want to be held, I want to feel safe in someone’s arms, I want this loneliness to go away. I woke up this afternoon and cried, haven’t done that in months now.
dwamdwamdwam: Sadly blurry Vex & Blàth - Berlin, Oct 2014 Mr and Mrs Ashley are pleased to announce the engagement of their daughter, Vex, to Blath Blossom esq.
jennavalentine: Happy birthday to this magical beautiful creature, @vextape. I miss you every day. I’m sad our love affair is long distance. ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️
you can’t come with me Claus. You died.
I have a friend that says I’m so gay, everything I do is a dance move. The sad thing is that it’s the truth.
Listening to the same song on repeat because sad.
I’m seeing Star Trek tonight. I’m trying to be more excited about it, but it’s difficult. There’s so many issues taking place and I want to talk about it critically, but nobody wants to with me. I also never got out of the funk
A whole bunch of T&B people have been unfollowing me recently. I don’t think I can be too surprised? I mean, I like anime, but I don’t blog it as much as others. But I try to tag everything and make it so that people don’t have
I think this is the point when I officially remove myself from the Tiger & Bunny fandom. I really don’t want to do this. I love the source material. I love that it has provided me with nonbinary characters that I can relate to. I am pretty
I give up. I really, truly do. Because no matter how many warning signs I basically scream at people, nobody in my life outside of a few people wh oare way too far away to really give me the support necessary for this type of stuff are actually going
I think what kills me about the shittiness of this summer is that I really thought I had a decent group of friends, online and off. I thought living with my SO would help (and it has) but my mental health issues are really bad and my friends are not
I did this really ugly thing all day when I kind of shook my phone periodically and hoped to magically hear from people. I’ve also decided to stop looking at Facebook, because it’s either going to tell me 1. no one I’m friends with gives
What’s the fucking point? People don’t care about me. Personally. Professionally. Anything. I do nothing. I’ve done nothing for the past few months. There’s no point in breathing. And hoping. And waiting. For people who never
I’m on the verge of bowing out of my grad school program I am this fucked up and I’m supposed to be teaching 100+ ninth graders? you’re kidding right? I’m such a fucking liability and nobody should have to ever hear me speak about
It looks like I’m just going to have to call a bunch of mutual friends and just be like hey I probably can’t be friends with you anymore, because I can’t expect you to stop talking to someone who has become very, very toxic to me, but
all the adults in my life give me way too much credit as a person because jfc I can’t do all this anymore and I’m at such a loss for how I can do all this work while I want to die
I can’t even cry anymore. There’s no point. Nobody really cares. At least anyone remotely interested in/able to support me in person. This is how it ends. This sucks.
I’m not doing too well right now (obviously) I don’t even know what to ask for anymore someone please just rid me of this shitty horrible life
I may just go to bed, because I shouldn’t be flooding people’s dashes. I shouldn’t be talking to people who don’t really care. I shoudln’t be talking about people who are happy and over me. I know I need to remove
just had that cripplingly awful moment remembering that so many fucking people left me, because I’m mentally ill. like……. I don’t even know how to conceptualize a recovery plan when I don’t have anyone at my side right
i can’t actually survive financially. i get some money from my parents, but I can’t physically have a job right now at the time that I will need to cover two rents. i just… i give up. nothing actually works out for me. i can’t
oh yes yes totally want to be alive when the housemate that kicked me out is saying WE WON’T APPROVE OF ANY NEW SUBLETTERS UNTIL WE INTERVIEW THEM OK I just… I give up. no one with the power to make my life better is ACTUALLY GOING TO
yeah so like my parents gave me a little more money last month but like… not much. meanwhile, we thought we had two people to move in, but the mom is getting in the way and w e l p here goes another subletter down the fucking drain. so we might
i’m driving way too many people away to really think it’s any one’s fault but my own. problem is, i don’t even know how the fuck i could fix this about me.
Does anyone here who’s trans go through phases where you really can’t look at yourself in the mirror because you dont look at all like you want to? Because that’s happening to me rn and its not good
I saw a picture of my ex-housemate on instagram and it was sucha fucking kick in the teeth for me. there are people in the world that think she’s great. there are people in the world that think she’s nice. there are people in the world that
I’m a week into the semester and I already had to pull the “I have an undiagnosed mental illness and it makes being a student really hard!!!!!!” card. I’m a fucking disaster please kill me.
life is great there’s flyers all over campus for an event featuring pictures of the housemate that drove me out of my old apartment. I feel so wonderful about being alive you don’t even know………….
I just had a horrifying dream featuring ex friends AGAIN only this time it results in the people that haven’t left me yet getting killed feeling unsafe even when I go to sleep is actually infuriating
I’m not even triggered over this btw. If that makes anyone feel better. I’m just… very upset. It reminds me about how unsafe I can be if I talk about my experiences with SI with the wrong people. And I know Morgan wouldn’t
nothing ignore this I guess five months ago I loved someone so much I spent money I didn’t have to go across the country and visit them now they’re essentially a stranger to me I just feel like I am such a horrible person everyone will leave
a bloo bloo bloo I finally cleaned out my likes relating to my ex. who I can now comfortably refer to as my ex. I don’t know if I’m ever going to get actual healing from them relating to waht they did to me. but I can at least start behaving
agenderreid: trying to ask my parents to help me with rent bc my job fucking sucks and cut tours this month (I was working 1-2 days a week all month) and it’s just such a bad feeling. I hate that I’m doing everything right. I’m getting into
talk about assault idk waking up is just weird at this point. I almost ask myself if I’m going to have something like that happen to me today, you know? I just. the whole thing was under such casual circumstances and now I’m just scared
things are getting really bad but if I talk to someone I’ll probably inadvertently out the person who assaulted me and hah… haaaaaaaaah. hah.
might break my no-buy because I feel terrible and used up and I deserve nice things no matter what this person says about me.
I was doing really good this week, but of course the moment I have down time I just feel that kick in the stomach of oh. right. that thing happened to me. I still feel broken from that and no professional success can fix that.
I feel so terrible about how cagey and guarded I’ve become. I should be texting people, arranging to meet with people, hell, actually logging on to Skype. Something. But. the thought of opening up to people is very daunting for me at this
nsfw text, mentioned after effects of assault etc I hate feeling broken. and there’s not really a reason to feel broken, but I still do. even having sex now is me going “I don’t react how I used to I don’t feel the way I used
the weather’s getting colder and all I can think about is how this time, last year, I had two pairs of hands. two bodies. two directions of kind words being able to hold me in place. I miss the sensations, but I will not miss you. I will still
talks about #assault/exes I get so stressed out when I see a person like a whole bunch of my shit in a row. which is absolutely ridiculous. and yet I still get really stressed out, because it’s what they did and they assaulted me and the past
I think what really sucked about this year for me, aside from the horrible current events, is that I did so much I should be proud of. I completed my master’s, survived going on interviews, and I got a teaching job. But no! This is the year
ah so now I’m remembering how this friend would touch me without my consent repeatedly and I didn’t want to tell her to stop, because I knew touching people was a big deal for her. and how I’d feel the same burning sensation from it
I’m getting bad brains rn and I don’t know what to do about it anymore I’m so tired please kill me
I was going to make a post and go “hm, why is it that my mental illness has gotten so horrible the past few weeks?” bc I’ve been having a lot more hallucination-y stuff and being absolutely convinced that I was not real/people hate me,
toward the end of the the latest episode of cm and now it’s beginning to fuck me up ah hah hah (cw for sexual abuse) it’s just like. this whole monologue of how what someone did to you will slowly take away your smile and your interpersonal
that cm episode is still fucking me up ah hah I get that it’s totally normal and okay to be triggered and yet I still feel bad
watching hq keeps being hard sometimes and I don’t even know why. I get scared of liking the same ship or character as my ex, which is ridiculous. but at the same time it’s too close for me. on the bright side, it sounds like they didn’t
