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I can’t even see commercials on TV with babies in them without tearing up. Additionally, as emotional as I get, I can’t actually cry and let it out and i have no idea why. This is so frustrating
Will it ever stop hurting to see “negative”?:’(
So i finally got the courage to call and make an appointment with my doctor. I’m ready to find out why I haven’t gotten pregnant yet. I’m ready for some medical help.There’s no appointments available for my PCM in the foreseeable future and there’s
Every time I get my period, I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. I just want to be a mother already.
In the midst of the god awful nightmares I’ve been getting again, I keep dreaming that I’m finally pregnant and when I wake up, it really fucks with me.I just want my husband back :’(
Well at the last minute my husband got the OK to go with me to my appointment.I am getting an ultrasound done tomorrow and I had blood drawn today. I also have to get a hysterosalpingogram. They’re going to inject me with dye and x ray my uterus and
Christ I’m having to jump through goddamn hoops just to get a consult with OB GYN. Can’t just fucking do it on post, that would be too simple. First the doctor says I need an HSG test done. So I go to OB/GYN in the hospital, they send me to Radiology.
i have PCOS. I have 49 cysts on my left ovary, which would explain the pain there and the dysmenorrhea. I’m pretty much crushed. I do feel better after the gym though. I always seem to be in a little bit of a better mood after the gym.Tomorrow’s my
I’m so anxious about my appointment. I’m hoping my doctor will tell me good news that my surgery probably fixed my infertility. It’s hard not to hate your body for struggling with something for nearly 2 years while it happens so easily for others.
My boss randomly asked me if I had kids yesterday and it really bothered me but I know she was asking out of kindness. She wants to make me a blanket if I do get pregnant, she said. But TTC is a whole nother can of worms and a whole world of pain I don’t
