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i really wished you were here with me right now. cause i really want you to tell me that everything is gonna be okay..
Gods. I still can’t believe Robin Williams is gone. I don’t have much more to say right now; I’m still in shock.
Now I’m sads.
I feel so torn right now between 2 things I care about. I really should just call a friend to talk it out but I can’t seem to bring myself to do that. I’ve been in a such a good fucking mood all day the last thing I imagined was I’d
the floor is looking nice right about now…
dora-milaje: They’re all gone now. My family. My friends.
Now I’m just thinking about how proud and how much I loved my job. Like… not only was I good at it (and still am), I was excited to go to work. I wanted to be there. I put in as much as I could, even if I was sore from marching band
drags self across the floor. oh my god i feel like shit emotionally and physically and now I’m irrationally upset over Canadian teenage dramas. and I’m alone so this is just great I just want to be happy for one fucking second and like. not
You know that dead fish metaphor in the Hyperbole and a Half post about depression? That’s what I feel like I’m at right now. I’m surrounded by dead fish. Or something. And I’m basically balling them up in my hand and begging
The party was cancelled and I didn’t know when I got to the bar. So I had a panic attack, because I had no idea where anyone was and I thought I was being tricked and now I lost any and all momentum relating to being a person. I’m such a piece
“my life has been pleasant right now. i don’t feel like discussing this.” hah hahah fuck you I just said a long string of slurs and it’s so fucking UGLY AND I HATE IT I HATE HER and honestly I really don’t feel comfortable
i want to relapse haaaaaaaaah i mean i haven’t hit this point really during the entirety of this horrible ordeal but I’M AT THIS POINT NOW.
I’m not doing too well right now (obviously) I don’t even know what to ask for anymore someone please just rid me of this shitty horrible life
a year ago I had a home full of people I cared about and who I really, truly thought cared about me, too. now I can’t stay in my own apartment, because I don’t feel safe and the people who live there don’t really care to make me feel
i can’t actually survive financially. i get some money from my parents, but I can’t physically have a job right now at the time that I will need to cover two rents. i just… i give up. nothing actually works out for me. i can’t
the cishet people in my life destroyed my life and didn’t give me any closure whatsoever so now I’m angry and sad all the time dot tumblr dot com
how do you deal with being haunted constantly like this? i don’t feel safe wandering around on campus unless i’m with someone. and now i turn my head and everywhere i look her image is just every fucking where. i don’t know hat to do
i had a group project that i was supposed to present with people from the dance program on wednesday and LO AND BEHOLD THEY DROPPED OUT THIS WEEKEND, BECAUSE THE CONTENT WAS TOO DIFFICULT FOR THEM. So now I’m just really confused, having intense
cm spoilers god at one point after the episode I was sobbing, then laughing at myself for sobbing, while I was hissing, “everyone leaves him” now I realize why I connect to reid so much because everyone leaves fuck
how to get a master’s and alienate people aka “I think I drove everyone away, because I focused on my education and now I don’t know what to do”
nothing ignore this I guess five months ago I loved someone so much I spent money I didn’t have to go across the country and visit them now they’re essentially a stranger to me I just feel like I am such a horrible person everyone will leave
suicide cw, assault cw jeeeeez I’m at the lowest low fuck. I guess I’m just realizing how hopeless everything truly is? My ex-best friend left me. My really close friend who ~understood me and made me feel safe violated me. Now any
a bloo bloo bloo I finally cleaned out my likes relating to my ex. who I can now comfortably refer to as my ex. I don’t know if I’m ever going to get actual healing from them relating to waht they did to me. but I can at least start behaving
talk about assault idk waking up is just weird at this point. I almost ask myself if I’m going to have something like that happen to me today, you know? I just. the whole thing was under such casual circumstances and now I’m just scared
Things are not really great right now. I dont really know what to do and I’m scared.
moving on from this whole assault business is weird. bc now I’m not breaking down every two seconds, but I feel… nothing. I don’t feel positive or negative. I don’t want to try and have sex again, because I don’t
nsfw text, mentioned after effects of assault etc I hate feeling broken. and there’s not really a reason to feel broken, but I still do. even having sex now is me going “I don’t react how I used to I don’t feel the way I used
this is also probably working in tandem with the fact that I just slumped really fucking bad right now and I don’t even know how to cope hah hah so of course I’m going to just. be terrible and a mess. but also have it attack the parts
I actually have a meeting tomorrow morning with a parent, which I was discouraged enough over, because it is supposed to be done in 15 minutes and four teachers are supposed to speak during it. but now I’m like. not even interested in existing
ah so now I’m remembering how this friend would touch me without my consent repeatedly and I didn’t want to tell her to stop, because I knew touching people was a big deal for her. and how I’d feel the same burning sensation from it
lmao why am I trying to go out tonight I really just want to curl up and cry or be self destructive, because I can’t produce anger right now. I’m not angry. I don’t really feel anything and that’s usually the sign that I’m
I know this shouldn’t be an indicator of how ~depressed I am right now, but I tried to take a shower and like ~cleanse myself or whatever and I was so upset I just kind of stood in there with a chunk of my hair still covered in shampoo for a few
I want to fucking die so badly right now, but it doesn’t matter nothing actually matters I can scream that into the void all I want, but nothing is going to change. everything is fucking shit.
lmao I just got mega triggered by the game gwyn was playing now I’m just like. welp. there goes all my productivity.
toward the end of the the latest episode of cm and now it’s beginning to fuck me up ah hah hah (cw for sexual abuse) it’s just like. this whole monologue of how what someone did to you will slowly take away your smile and your interpersonal
Ah so I’ve felt some degree of suicidal for two weeks now and there was also the meltdown two or so weeks ago and I’m beginning to get worried like… Hah hah… This isn’t ending what the fuck do I do.
I can’t stop flashbacking and I accidentally watched that Unfriended trailer bc it was on TV and basically I’m in a Very Bad Place right now
I can’t even ask someone to talk to me right now saying anything is so hard right now.I speak all the time at work and i work with my kids as best as I can and now I’m here and I just. feel my throat closing up and I want to cry.
did the whole self harm thing just now and I’m feeling mega suicidal hashtag nice
so it turns out they’re not renewing my contract and I’m out of a job.I am absolutely terrified and really suicidal right now so I don’t really know what to do.that’s all I guess.
sad machine
homerforsure:Every now and again I think of this Sarah tweet and just stare into the middle distance.
Well, I feel sad now!
nohomoujaku: idk notepad was randomly open when i turned the computer on and much like any other time when a blank surface is thrust in front of me a cowjack happened
so i’m going through the inactive blogs i’m following and fuck i feel so sad ‘cause some of them made posts regarding why they left and it’s really depressing.
now my heart has return to sister winter
grumpysalmon: “oh look people are finally waking up and therefore they will start paying attention to me if i post stuff now, i guess that means it’s bed time” - australians
@sarrinebrightshield … every day I wonder what I did to deserve someone as beautiful and patient as you. Even now, it is a puzzle to me. Always I have seen myself as unloveable, but you … you stayed, and you are slowly dragging me into the
It’s after midnight now, making it the 10th. It’s my wedding anniversary and my husband is in the field. Before he had to go he pointed out that he’s only been home for one anniversary and today is our fourth anniversary
addictionly:mahinaalexander:rainbowsaur:andypseudo:grumpygrizzlies:Robin Williams street art tribute off Melrose in LA on 17 August 2014Whoa.Oh:(This makes me sad
Last night, I was having sex, and after I went out to use the bathroom, and Nephy’s dad was right there, so he definitely heard us fucking, or me at least, because I was nowhere near that quiet, and now I don’t even know how to deal with
Ugh, i feel so lonely.. Nobody cares right now, shit. Or nah, nobody ever cares. Lucky me 😁
Slept funny and now my shoulder and neck are so sore I could cry. :’(
sad-broken-lost-girl: I’m so broken that I can feel it. I mean, physically feel it. This is so much more than being sad now. This is affecting my whole body.
I hate when my body turns against its self I’m constantly worrying about something could be anything if I remembered to turn off the sink if my friends like me where I’ll be 10 years from now what outfit to wear on the first day of school
verzweifeln: vertical-illusions: skinny-depression: cuts—and—bruises: I’ve wanted to put this up for months now, but I don’t know how to even begin to explain it. This is a picture that someone took of me standing on the top of a car park,
i’ve always tried to fight alone but right now i just need somebody to save me
now @ hoetoria
I tried colorizing one of your drawings! (sad-harlow)HIS JAMMIES IN COLOR….porple boi……..i love that gradient on his face. it’s so soft and pretty ;A;
oh no i watched something sad now i am sad
