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All I’ve been doing all day is watching the Ghost Adventures marathon and playing Otome games and I don’t even care what people say I’m having a damn good day. Drinks later with the best friend 🍻💖
good vibes
Can’t help but think that i’m not good enough for you *sighs*
All I do is disappointment people… Like what am I good for
Slowly starting to lose every memory I ever had of you, good or bad thing?
I honestly feel bad for anyone who tries to get close to me because the only thing I’m good at is pushing people away and I hate it so much
I need to be surrounded by beautiful people, this place is no good for me
Nothing I do is ever good enough for fucking anyone, not for my friends, not for my parents, not for any jobs I applied for… Nothing, absolutely fucking nothing
Sometimes i make things. Sometimes they turn out good
These hips with a 32" waist would look fabulous. But nah. To good to be true.
I fucking hate public transport. Why can’t it just work?Makes me so unreasonably angry that I’m not good enough to get a driver’s license.
Finally clock passed 9pm good night. Let’s see who’s snoring loudest
The good thing about Tumblr is that at least on this community there’s accounts who are ok with trans lesbians. Kinda wish reality were the same..
Sometimes it really gets to me how much I would have loved to work with people in my art and photography. It makes me unreasonably upset having to limit myself to dead things and architecture and nature photography. But social skills are for good people.
Sunday That fantastic feeling when you’ve slept twho hours and it’s time for work. Apparently anxiety attacks was much better. Anxiety and self hate best combination. Its ok to not be good enough to manage social situations and befriending
MaybeThe only place I belong is in compulsory care on psychiatric ward. At least people there are nice and caring. Professionally so but still. Not having free movement was seriously bad tho. I wish being alive could be a good thing although that seems
HonestlyI really don’t understand why I’m so supportive to other trans people trying to nudge them in good empowering direction in their life.When all I want myself is death knowing life isn’t worth the energy of breathing.
What if I had at least been good enough for hrt therapy.. but nah doctors say no you ain’t
I just want to have dinner with someone and have a good conversation :’(
I don’t understand why I tried. I hardly ever manage to shave with out breaking apart. I hate how disgusting and vile it makes me feel, how completely wrong and against all reason it is. Why does it have to be like this? It could have been so good.
Finding myself turning page or switch channel as soon something turn intimate between characters. Really proud of how good I can handle the emptiness
Nice how there is no difference between inspiration for self-harm and inspiration for self-fulfilment. How am I ever supposed to find something good in life :/
Survived another year, so I guess I did something good for those believing existence is positive and/or want people to live for them because reasons.
What if I were good enough, what if everything were different?
There’s probably some good in that kind thought people have that there nothing wrong being trans and that it’s perfect fine and natural and beautiful. Maybe. Im just coming to the conclusion things would be better with a uturus. Since being
What if this body were good enough for hrt. That would actually be a possibility to change life to the better. How did I deserve this life?
Sometimes I for some unknown reason believe sex and sexuallity is something good and something I’m missing out on, yet at the same time feel okay(?) about never knowing and not having the ability to find out if there could be something fruitful
Delusional to the point you want be good enough for someone else at the same time as you are suicidal and hate every single aspect of yourself.
I can’t keep on destroying myself trying to practice shibari. Im giving this dream up. I’ll never be good enough for anyone to trust me to try. I’m really not naive enough to keep on searching.
I’ll never be good enough will I?
How wonderfully different life could have turned out if only I would have been born anatomically female đź’” but everyone can’t have good lives đź’”
Trying to tell myself there’s something good about male anatomy. It only leads to more pain 🤷
What if I were good enough to make a girl feel wonderful and adored and loved and amazing.
Honestly I really feel like when you’re 30+ and don’t have a degree, good stable income and some place to call a home… it’s really pointless to try.
I wish I deserved someone’s time. Someone’s care and trust. I don’t understand how I could ever be good enough for that.
I’m really tired of everyday trying to imagine how life would have turned out if I would have been cis, and not grown up in a state of more or less chronic depression and solid self-hate. Would I have been able to become someone good?
Honestly. There’s two things I want in life, die or live for someone and make her feel loved and adored…. Two things I’m not good enough at.
I wish I never wake up again. There is no good in being trans and being alive. The sooner I end this. The sooner I can find a path to happiness.
Tell me sexual pleasure is no good. Tell me im not missing out on anything thell me what ever you need to. Gaslight me.
A dominant girl could do a lot of good in my life. I’d really need some poking and pushing and maybe some beating in the right direction.
Why can’t something in my life just work? Why? You keep on saying it will get better when it’s only getting worse :/ how can that be good.
I just wish I could be myself. There’s no words for how sick I am of taking part in this pathetic masquerade. Wish I could be like any other woman. it’s pathetic. I should know better than to try accept and be myself. I’m not even good
The only good about being me is that I’ll never be able to explore my sexuality or have a sexual life so I can’t use that for self harm.
How will I ever manage to learn how to push my feelings and thoughts aside? The sooner I’m gone, the sooner there can be a new chance in life. I just don’t understand why there is no way can tell myself that this is good, that this body is
Just one of those days when I wish I sometime become good enough to make enough money to experience at least some kind of self-fulfilment.
Why is it that I’m not even good enough to write a list of top ten movies..?Struggling to even name ten movies from the top of my head
My new psychiatrist thinks alcohol is nothing but bad. Good I can choose a better one. Although I miss my old one terribly :/ bit it is what it is.
The good thing about the future is death.
It seems so beautiful to be loved. To be good enough to share someone’s time.
What’s it like to be good enough to deserve a friend?
Literally the only thing that changed from pre Corona is now there’s a plexiglass shield infront of the cashier in the grocery store. But that’s good I guess that life goes on just like normal. If only normal was worth living.It would have
I wish I could say there were something about me to love. I can only fail and disappoint but someone has to be good at that as well I presume.
I just want someone to welcome home in the afternoon. Someone to care for and fill with pleasure and love. I just want to be someone’s good girl.
amaranthdesires:What if I were good enough, what if everything were different?
I’m not asexuall. Definitely not. But telling myself that I am is a somewhat good coping mechanism. It still hurts me not being able to. But sometimes it’s all that matters to distract myself from the actual issues with what I am. And that
Trying to date is such a good fuel for doubt and self hate.. constantly failing haven’t really been great in how to approach people and be somewhat open about myself. I don’t understand how it can be like this. The whole idea finding someone
So many wonderful moments I’ve never had the possibility to turn into memories. Hate I’m so sad that ive never been good enough to find friends or form any relationships. I wish I could understand how I deserve this.
When they say “good girl” instead of “thank you” <3
Life could have had potential for something good without the autism and the transness. But its not like I had a choice..
