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I feel so ugly.
Nothing good ever lasts.
It’s been a long time since the last time I cried. At least I know I’m not dead, now.
I shouldn’t be the one having to do this. Why do things always have to end up so fucked up? :ccc
I think I love you,But I can’t tell you that.I won’t tell you that. Fuck.
I’m just going to make kandi & watch anime for the rest of the night, fuck everything else.
The other day, I was watching tv at my grandma’s and I saw this commercial that said humans live longer than we did in the past, and to make sure we work and have enough retirement to spend from our 60’s on. I don’t want to fucking
I miss you, but you’re far away and there’s nothing I can do about that. It is extremely unfortunate and discouraging. I want to be next to you, but the sad reality is that it is impossible at this moment in time. I hate distance, I really
It disgusts me so much how having a mental illness, or better yet, pretending to have a mental illness is becoming a growing trend on this website and everywhere else. Having social anxiety isn’t being afraid to to talk to a cute guy this one time.
The more time I spend on the internet, the more I learn, the more unhappy I become. I refuse to close my eyes and shelter myself from the things that are going on in this world just because it will make me feel better having not come across them. Turning
I really love you, but I can’t ever, won’t ever tell you. You don’t feel the same.
I honestly cannot stand when people compare rave fashion of the past to rave fashion now, and expect it to not have changed at all. “Take note: the ladies are actually fully clothed” or call females at raves now attention-seeking whores just
I hate talking to people from highschool, and they always ask if I’m still raving. I always say yes, then they respond with, “Oh. I don’t roll anymore.” Bitch, that is not the reason I rave. You were in the scene for awhile because
People disgust me more and more every day. I don’t know how I’m ever going to get over feeling this way. I don’t know how I’m going to get through life. I’m young, and I’m already so sick, sad, and tired of feeling
People are pathetic today. I need to distract myself from reality, or I’m going to go insane.
I hate Facebook. It seriously gives me so much anxiety, I die.
I’m not even really excited for edc anymore tbh. Maybe it’s cause i still have tons of stuff to do, but doubt it really.
EDC is 3 days away now, and I still have to make 16 cuffs plus singles. Why do I always do this to myself :‘c
So over everyone & everything at the moment. I’ll update you all on my EDC experience later. I need to disconnect myself from the world for awhile & just watch anime & read manga. K bye for now.
I hate distance so much. I just want to be held. :c
I think I’m going to be impulsive and dye my hair red today. I don’t care anymore. I’m done feeling ugly.
Tbh I just want really rough, angry sex right now please then after we can make pancakes with strawberries, watch anime, & stuff. K.
Some of you males (mostly) on here are pathetic. I clearly have a boyfriend. If you even spent a minute or two actually looking at my blog it’s pretty obvious. It’s beyond disrespectful to try to hit on me, or make inappropriate comments when
Aren’t people over Group Therapy yet? Like seriously, it has been Group Therapy since 2011…
New Skins is so depressing, like I can’t even contain my feelings right now. :c Effy is soooo gorgeous though, always.
I don’t appreciate being lied to honestly.
No one on here says anything to me anymore. :c
I always end up feeling alone and left out no matter where I go. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to connect to people, besides the select few that deal with my bullshit on the daily. Even then, I feel like they would be so much more happier
I don’t know if I like the notifications being on a whole separate page, it kind of takes away from it. I do like that you won’t miss any notifications and notes though, but yeah, it’s just weird. Maybe it will just take awhile to get
Deer Princess at EDC day 2. Sorry for the late upload.
I feel sick, sad, & extremely pathetic tonight.
Tumblr makes me so sad sometimes. I feel like everyone is so sad most of the time. I wish I knew a way to help everyone, and take away all the sad, tears, and pain. But I can’t. I don’t even know how to fight off my own demons, how can I help
I just want mochi, boba, sushi, rough sex, & anime so I can stop thinking so horribly for once in my life. Choking, biting, spanking, bondage, hair-pulling, all that would definitely help right now.
I wish I could save all the animals in the world, but I can’t and nothing in the world makes me sadder than that.
Sorry that I haven’t been posting, or responding to anyone, or anything really. I’m sick of reality, and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.
I think I’m getting sick and Q-Dance is in less than a week. Ugh.
I don’t understand why people think it’s ohkay to try to trick me to eat meat. You don’t have to agree with my beliefs, but it’s beyond disrespectful to try to make me eat it. I don’t force anyone to not eat meat. While
I don’t understand how people still enjoy Dash Berlin honestly. He literally plays at every Insomniac event. I’ve seen like him maybe 9 or 10 times (not because I necessarily wanted to besides the first few times). Literally of those times
I have homework, but all I want to do is dance around to Damage Control. :c
Whenever I feel like things are getting slightly better, and I’m actually capable of doing certain things, however little they may be, things always get ruined again. Nothing good ever lasts with me. I should probably just go back to hiding in my
I know how horrible of a person I am. I cannot stand myself. I cannot stand the way I am. I cannot stand how I let this illness consume me for years. I can’t stand how no matter how hard I try I can never be happy. No matter what you say, and how
I hate reality, please just let me go back to Q-dance and dance under pretty lights for the rest of my life. K thanks.
soooo much to do for escape still. fml :c
hellllllllllllllla stressing for Escape. The main part of my outfit ripped, and now I have to redo the whole process, plus make more kandi :cccc But it will all be worth it in the end hopefully.
The voices are back in my head again. This can’t be good.
Distance ruins everything always, or maybe it’s just me.
My anxiety has been really bad this week. I cannot deal with this anymore.
I have good intentions, but I have the ugliest qualities because of everything that has happened thus far, and no matter how hard I try to stop them, I can’t. In the end I’m going to end up with no one. Everyone gets tired of me eventually,
I think you’re losing interest in me,and that would be dreadful (I don’t know what else it could be),I wouldn’t know what to do without you,but these demons keep lingering around,and the more they come out to play, the further you go
I got my hoop today, and I tried playing a bit and I fail at life lmaooooo. There’s also no room in my house, and of course it’s raining the one day I want to go outside. But I love rain, so oh well. Hoop will have to wait.
I am sad and I can never sleep. What else is new?
People are exhausting and annoying, and I just want to become a cat please so I can sleep, eat, cuuddle, roll around, and meow all day. K, thanks.
I have the worst anxiety tonight, and there’s no way I will be getting any sleep like this. :c
It’s cold and I just want cuuddles, anime, tea, and kittens please.
I’m sad and it’s cold and I don’t want to go to school today. I just want to lay in bed and go to sleep for a year please.
No one ever says anything to me on here, facebook, or real life hardly, and as much as I try to be decent alone, which I can do most of the time, other times I just crave intellectual conversation. I don’t know if it’s because I come off as
I’m cold and I don’t want to sleep alone anymore. :c
It’s cold, I can’t sleep, and I need someone to hold me. Ugh.
You disgust me more than anything else now. It was all a lie.
I am a sick and sad human being. I do not deserve anything good. I should die. I deserve to die. I want to die. I want to so badly, but still I stand here existing through time and space unable to. I need another being to love me despite all this, but
