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transboyalmighty: stop making fun of boys for things that could trigger trans guys’ dysphoria stop making fun of boys for the size of their genitals stop making fun of boys for their height stop making fun of boys for the pitch of their voice stop
smallstrawhat: she left a ten paragraph suicide note where she talked extensively about how it was her parents’ fault for the way they dealt with her dysphoria and then a separate post where she writes to the people in her life and the line to her
I’ve semi learned to manage my dysphoria but I realized how easy it was for it all to unravel today. You know what made me crack? Seeing a pregnant woman. That’s it. That’s all it took for me to break down in public. Because my body
7835) I hate when men who have never experienced sex dysphoria in their lives try to tell me I'm a freak for not liking my penis, for not enjoying sex that involves said penis, or masturbation for that matter. They don't seem to understand that the reason
8012) I used to look up mtf timelines/transition videos as a way to encourage and inspire me. And for the longest time, particularly when I was pre-HRT, it worked. But now I avoid those things like the plague. Seeing them actually triggers my dysphoria
9199) Even on my best days there's a certain level of depression and dysphoria that always lingers and makes it hard to ever be fully happy.
The dysphoria has gotten to a point...
The wasteful effort in wanting to become body positive. The pain in wanting sexueality to involve pleasure.
I despise being a abnormality.
To often my dysphoria makes me doubt that I’m even trans because I don’t feel trans enough and feel ostracized in LGBT+ spaces.
Sometimes I dream I had a chance to feel happiness in all of this.
Being alive and trans is like bringing two like poles of a magnet together
All that wasteful effort in wanting to become body positive just to feel more pain.
Life’s not worth the pain of being alive.
Just wish i were body positive and had a 30″ waist soft lil titties
Would have been nice with something fulfilling to do with life.
spockirkcoy: Dysphoria
Sunday blues
Just wish I was cis.
I know I shouldn’t think, shouldn’t want, shouldn’t identify with, another body than this.
Somethimes
Why can't I just accept life won't get better and just learn to cope with this body?
life dont care about your feelings or thoughts so why can't it just be accepted.
Trying to learn to be body positive is just a way of reinforcing everything bad in life
Sometimes I think my thighs and bum look ok.
Wish I were someone else.
what if it wasnt imposible to think if I would like this time of year if I were cis and had a decent figure.
Considering how life is, death can't be bad.
How do it feel being cis?
How do I manage to become body positive when all I want is to anatomically be a woman?
Somethimes I try tell myself
nothing would help more than to feel nothing.
Just wish i could be body positive and had a 30″ waist and soft lil titties
Tomorrow is going to be so fuking useless if I dont sleep.
soo since there is no wrong in being trans why do I want to kill myself for it.
Sometimes I try think being cis and having a slight chanse to a sexlife would be good. It seems like something really wonderful.
Nothing is beautiful with being trans. So why lie about it.
my experience of life has just been “I just wanna be cis” for 20+ years it really is pathetic life
Wish there were some splinter of truth in that trans would mean something positive.
Coping with myself.
Not having a sexuality would be neat.
Is there really anything that is joyful in life?
Didn’t choose to be born and sins suicide is such a bad thing for what ever reason let me be what the fuck I want.
For as long as I stay alive in this body
More hips than waist would be preferable medically and mentally:(
Fascinating how people find it interesting to write with me until the learn how I look.And yet I’m the one that’s a bad person for thinking people in general are useless.
Sometimes wish I had the possibility ,anatomical speaking, to have any kind of sexual pressens in life.
Should learn to be better in recognising and take pride in my achievements and development in my strive to become a better me.It would bring joy to myself
Need that day when I can look at myself and see a pretty person.But what if that day won’t come…
Just hold me closeMake me forget I’m nothing but one of nature’s dead ends. If only for a minute make me forget what I am.
Wait what?!
Fake it till you make itIs what life is all about. I really get why misogynistic folks call people like me a trap. I do. I hate it. I find it so hard to justify myself and what I believe in. Its nothing but a theater with a badly written manuscript and
To much “what if” and “could have been”Although.. nothing do I wonder more than what its like to not see somethig else when seeing myself.
Sometimes my fucked up mind almost make me believe I could have had the possibility to a descent sexlife if I were cis 🙃 oh well it can’t be for everyone.
I’ll never be woman enough for someone to find interest in me.
I’m never going to be able to love this body.So neither will anyone else. Nice knowing 🙃 But could be that all those know it all folks sayin you have to love your self to be loved are simply liars.Self-esteem is a myth
Except for the better cooking, eating out alone on a weekend evening is pretty much a useless Idea.
Life really is fabulous. Having to get off hrt due to heart conditions. Im just going to go home and cry.Why is this body so utterly useless?
So what’s it like to not spend everyday thinking how good it would be just stop existing and have a try being blessed with a life as a Cis person? Like genuinely because this life just isn’t worth the waste of oxygen :)
