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Today marks three months denial. Maybe go with a bigger plug than usual. Idk. What if someone spanked my cute plugged ass for celebration. Just one more day of devotion to the cause.
I wonder themes wand I ordered will arrive 👉👈
Love pleasuring my needy clit, it feels so good to give in to my throbbing aching clit. I’m a horny little edge slut and I’m so much better like this
I love rubbing my needy clit, it feels so good to give in to my clit. I’m just a horny little edge slut and I’m so much better desperate and needy for their amusement. Cumming is only an endless buildup of pressure with no release.
Between my chores I set time of for edging and just rub my clit until I’m shaking and gasping for air. Then leave my throbbing clit to beg for attention as I continue to work again.
When you go say night, teasing them about not humping the pillow between their knees while going to sleep. And waking up doing exactly that myself. and then edge all morning away just getting needier and more desperate. And my nipples are so sensitive
In all fairness the only real reason I want SRS is so that I can comfortably wear a chastity belt, for my partner. But that’s probably just me <3
I should never be allowed to cum. I’m much more pleasing when I’m denied. I’m a good girl. While ordinary girls cum, cumming for me is just an endless buildup of pressure with no release. It’s just what I am there was never a choice in
amaranthdesires:Sometimes I just want to feel filled push some fingers, a toy or someones strap into my pussy. You know.
Edging my mind away while waiting for my coffee. Becoming better and more pleasing.
amaranthdesires:It genuinely upsets me that I’ll never experience what it’s like to go double dildo and chastity belt.
Startig the day edging for hours like the needy slut I am is one of the best feelings. it doesn’t matter how much I do it cumming just never will be something for me to experience.
Not being able to cum used to bring me to tears made me feel less of a woman less of a lover now it’s only one more reason to be a good girl.
Just wish to be in chastity and rub my belt against my subs belt, together in impotent frustration, desperately trying to feel something.
amaranthdesires:I’m a simple girl give me a chastity belt and female anatomy and I’ll always do as you please.
On the very rare occasion I actually like the idea of penetration I just get instantly overwhelmed n starts whining the second i start getting fucked
Pro-tip: build a tosti, put in grill, get yourself off or edge (time depending on your grill), enjoy a post-orgasmic/post-edge tosti bliss!
Just a fuzzy aching mess every waken moment. My hands always wanting to touch or edge just give it some attention. Always needing it.
I just want to be pushed over my desk.. please
did i fall asleep plugged and wake up touching myself??? yes
amaranthdesires:I just want to go home and edge and fuck myself til I’m a whimpering mess and my mind shuts off
If this cold and wet weather continues I’ll just have to stay inside and edge all weekend…
I should never be allowed to cum. I’m much more pleasing when I’m denied. Nothing is better than the feeling of being a good girl. Pleasing others.
Startig the day out by humping my pillows like the needy bitch I am is just one of the best feelings. I love humping knowing that I look so very desperate yet choosing that the pleasure is worth losing my dignity.
I really hate this body and my sexual desires and what they do to me. I just don’t know how to get something good out of this. Just feel so trapped
Best thing about not being able to cum, super good at being denied.
When I edge I’m happy. Edging makes my mind carefree and content. Nothing is better than the feeling of being content and of being a good girl
I’m not going to say that at times I lay in bed with tears slowly running down my cheeks. Not understanding what to do with myself and just longing to belong to someone to be someones good girl. But that happens more times than I’ll admit.
Edging escaping my insecurities and filing my mind with pleasure become a better good girl
The only thing I should be allowed to wear under my clothes is a plug and a chastity belt
Sometimes I get so mad at myself for being switch and not coping with it better. I have two fantastic sub’s who I love and will always hold close and support. At the same time I’m carrying a dark empty hole. The desire to belong, to submit
I really love humping. Even the my knees betray me. Its part of my daily routine now. Could hump a pillow for hours on end when I have the time
Edged all morning away rubbing and grinding against a pillow. My clit always crave attention.
Edging myself happy and content. It’s just one of those days
Edging myself to try wake up with my new mantra. I am a good slut. I only edge and do not cum. I exist to please others and humiliate myself for fun.
Queen of Filth
Considering wearing plug daily again within some reasonable limits. It was really nice but probably go to do it without goal this time.Only for the good feeling
I am a good girl, I exist to please. I edge and edge, but I don’t cum. I love to melt my mind until I’m dumb. I am a good girl, I obey. I live to please and edge my mind away.
growingwithgrace:i just want them to have their way with me and hurt me and laugh together at how pathetic it is that i wish i didn’t love it so much… 😳🥺
44 days left til 12 months. And only last week’s it’s really affected me as much as I wished 💕
I love how normal it feels waking up humping the pillow between my knees. So dumb and needy
It really is the sensible and good thing to do siting on a strap while being a good girl sewing and mending clothes..right?
thehandthatfollows-deactivated2:Edging instructions: Holes only. No clit. If you can come with your vagina, then it’s off limits too. If you don’t want to do this your on no touch. If you want to come today, your going to have to do it with a hole
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Finding myself repeating my mantra in my head even when not edging and it just makes me feel so good
just want to be someones good girl. And that a domme would want to take care of me..
Finding myself repeating my mantra in my head is my natural state of mind and it just makes me feel so good
Maybe dumb but just realized my mantra is constantly on my mind. Even when doing other things or just taking a break at work 🥺 and it’s both embarrassing and makes me happy smiling. I’m so greatfull about what it does to me
It’s a constant conflict. I try think of myself as a domme leaning switch. Because that is what I know. And I love my sub’s and the dynamics we create.When in all reality I’ve always been primarily submissive. Maybe one day. But probably
I just started this thing with a six month goal but very soon I’ve done 12 months. Its been really rough. Not like I have a choice but still. I don’t really have any ideas on how to celebrate 12 months of denial, I really don’t know
My addiction is hard today. I’m controlled by my desperate clit I can’t stop rubbing, grinding. It feels too good edging. I need to get dressed and leave the go to work. I am a good girl, I exist to please. I edge and edge, but I don’t
It’s so funny with majority of the people in the denial community getting all hot and bothered by the thought of having someone to don’t get orgasms–ever– again. And how when it dawn on them that can actually be reality, and som of us love
Guess who woke up early touching herself and has had like four edges already this morning this girl!
I should stop trying to understand and only edge myself happy and content like a dumb good girl. I love to melt my mind until I’m dumb. I am a good girl, I obey. I live to please and edge my mind away.
In all fairness the only real reason I want SRS is so that I can comfortably wear a chastity belt, for my partner. It’s something ive been thinking about a lot. And I’m anal only anyway. And considering the success rate for mtf srs procedures
What if you kiss my nipples good morning and I edge you mindless before making you breakfast
I just want to be useful.. eat pussy and feel obedient and content like a really good girl
I love to feel a lil cockdumb and I really really don’t even like dick but I love sucking on my dildo and I love feeling like a suckdumb toy, it makes me sooo drippy and drooly and needy and desperate. Good girls don’t think, good girls obey. just
Can’t say I’m not really sad I’ll never be able to feel this nice combination inside me…
Maybe all I need is to edge my mind away day after day. So one day, I’ll be so edged out I won’t even remember my deadname or the selfhateMaybe all i’ll remember will be that I’m a toy and that I have to obey and please. Maybe
