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I’ll just edge all christmas eve away. It’s best for me. Become dumb happy and content in my broken mind.
Christmas is about being happy. Caring for yourself and others, being and making other happy. So it’s about pleasing.The christmas feeling is arousal. Not stress or anxiety or fear about being hated for who you are. It’s about being a good
amaranthdesires:Last edging session of today. In bed after two hours of humping and grinding on pillows and on of my bigger dildos. I’ve stopes touching and lie on the floor listening to audio of women cum, thinking about how it isnt for me. How some
A cutie came with the idea of a assignment to brighten my christmas day with a bit of fun and dumbing down. I always strive to be a better good girl. And dumb and pretty is always good.So I picked out one of my glas plugs to wear for the day. A velvet
Better use a non waterproof mascara so I look prettier overstimulated and whimpering
But what if you straped me down so hard I can’t even get up from the living room carpet because im just a adorable whimpering sobbing mess 🥺
I love waking up from grinding and slowly hump on the pillow between my legs. Being so needy and desperate I love to edge and melt my mind But I don’t cum. I’m just a dumb and needy slut.
4 days left until one year of denial 🥴🥺🥰💖🎀
I don’t care that I’ve been edged dumb fucked up my mind every day since the weekend before christmas. I’m better like this. Constantly dumb and needy rubbing and humping. Always thinking of next time I can love my objects of desire
Just another day grinding awayShe/her
No touch gotta be the cruelest meanest decision someone could take for me.. ehhe now you know Bye
littlelaurapussy:amaranthdesires:littlelaurapussy:amaranthdesires:Kinks a side. There’s no words for how jealous and sad I become sometimes when I think that some peu can actually choose to have orgasms whenever they like to. When I can never do
Edging myself awake. Naked on my knees rubbing my throbbing clit like the horny, needy slut I am. I’m just s desperate toy aching to please and to be used. Edging my mind away so I’ll be a better good girl
amaranthdesires:Love when postal service go “we made an attempt to deliver” followed by “we left a note on were to pick up your parcel” no you fucking didn’t…. and were is the note?!?!?!?!!! Damit how hard can it be?
Just got my new chastity device and been trying it for some hours and starting to get used to it and all in all I love it. I know for a fact I won’t be wearing it for some occasions in day to day life but I love it.
In chastity and filled with a dildo even while in a pointless zoom meeting.. yes. what’s happening to meee. this pandemic thing needs to end 🥺
im better in chastity
Edged and fucked my ass so good this morning 🥴 maybe should plug myself before going to get some groceries and continue dumbing down
sapphic-majare:Caged trans girls are a national joy 🥰
Since this dummy still haven’t found the key to my chastity device I guess I’ll just have to go get my vaccine tomorrow and get used to being locked daily. and sleeping with it is still a struggleOh well
soo horny 🥺 grinding on my plug in desperation even tho it just makes me even more frustrated and dumb 🥺
Should try go to sleep. Instead I play with my nipples and try hump and grind my useless clit against my rolled up blanket making me even more frustrated 🥺
Libido is killing me. Just wanna slowly hump against someones leg until they let me eat them out while they reassure how good I am pathetic but their good pet 👉👈
since locking away my useless clit it’s only the most reasonable that at some point I’d give in. slowly finger and experimenting more only to use my ass. For the longest time I’ve struggled with the feeling of being fucked. Not filled
If you like me you should take the key so I know it’s real 😘
<3
amaranthdesires:
I think that chastity, at least for me, is really gender affirming. More or less completely taking away my ability to get hard, and takes away all sensitivity, making my arousal more or less internal. Idk about other trans gals, but that kinda gives
never stop remind me how much better I am locked in chastity
Plugged and ready to go to work 😇
so.. maybe.. you know.. lock and keep the keyUnless😘
Um. It is. Really so very hard for me to think right now. Im so fuzzy and every time I try and think um like I just start touching myself. Ilike so very hazy and just dripping wanting someone come fuck with me and use me. Um I think like fucking my ass
Stay hydrated darlings 😘also I made such a mess 🙈
Lately I’ve always been amazed just how easily and effortlessly my dildo goes up my ass 🥴 like once the tip is in 🥴 it just goes all wauin 🙈 🤤 omg it so nice being filled and bounce and grind on it 🥴🥴🤤🙈 just makes my useless
Actually going to maybe have new years resolutions 😇 good sensible ones too
Plugged and ready for another frustrating day at work 🥰
Ordered myself a new bowl and a feeder bottle 😺
playfully–sadistic:Ah, masturbating again? You’re so disgusting. If you can’t even control your own arousal, at least control your pleasure and deny yourself orgasms altogether. They shouldn’t belong to you anyway, isn’t
One more hour then I can go be myself mind blank… mouth open… legs spread… edging
Maybe new year resolution should be stay in chastity until I find someone who lets me be pathetic for them and decide otherwise. Like it would only be lots of fun and humiliating and make me needy and docile until then and give so much time to better
