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Feels rather weird. Thinking that this could be the answer to my prayer. But then I am scared to go into it. Not knowing what’s there in store for me. My state right now is alright. Just scared. Change. Fuck it just do it ?
How do you know?
prepared?
snaps.
Stay Positive Bro.
over complicating? maybe. over thinking? possibly. eating me alive? definitely. do i like it? nope. course of action: action.
It sucks knowing how little time I have left in college, especially considering the fact that I was a transfer. I am in a love/hate relationship with my school. But I have met so many cool cats and got close to some of my friends who go here from
I’m scared for the future.
amethystapologist:thundershrike:lookingforshadows:alice-rabbit:eyebrowgod:eyebrowgod:a 90’s kid? don’t you mean sad adult?70,000 people have reblogged this but no one is trying to defend themselvesThere is nothing to defend#i read a post once that
Swear, studying for Pchem makes me feel like Einstein. My midterm grade doesn’t really reflect my knowledge but it’s crazy knowing all this crazy quantum mechanics, thermodynamics, and statistical mechanics Info
I hate having these thoughts of self pity. How reflect on things but get hung up on the small things. I hate the thought that I do so so much but am not satisfied. Maybe it’s because I subconsciously expect something. Subconsciously expect that
let’s see where this one takes me.Met her at a party this year when she was dancing in a room. The more I saw her around campus, the more attractive she became. Haha her name on my phone:…I offered her to come over and drink with us after a concert
before the start of the end
Back at VC we had a campus wide book called Outliers. Recently it’s been giving lots of great ratings. The chapters we were assigned were actually interesting. Now that I’m a little bit more grown; k actually really want to read the whole
Idk how much more I have to give. How much more do I have to do? How many more days will I sit here daydreaming? Can I be relieved ? I’m selfless and giving, willing and loving.
Things just don’t feel the same. They aren’t. It doesn’t feel right. I’m losing it. I don’t like it.
the remaining firsts
You, but why me?
Unhealthy habit
I want to love and be loved. There’s no for me to admire. Picky? Maybe. Unattractive? possibly.
inside
Mind is racing. Thoughts are twisted. Where do I go? What do I do? Industry ? School? Medical field? Nursing ? Pharmacy? I have no idea. No clue what I want or what I would like to do.
Late night
Sunday 08/28/2016 3:30 AM
Today
It’s 5AM. Here I am freaking out about my future. I just started studying for the pcat and now I’m just questioning my whole decision. Luckily I haven’t paid/scheduled my test because I have yet to figure out where I want to apply
I’m sorry for everything I’m sorry I couldn’t be strong I’m sorry I gave up. I’m sorry for breaking our hearts. I’m sorry.
been a long daySome days are harder than others. I try to stay strong but after a long day my legs weaken and buckle after caring myself for so long. I know I’ll be ok. But sometimes I just wish I had someone I can physically crutch on just to get
momentI’ll smile for a moment. While I let your words dance in my headLet me romanticize as if they were meaningful. But just for a moment. Because I know it’s too good to be true. Thank you.Gone is that moment and here I am again.
C ya l8trIt was a nice weekend to celebrate my last few days of living in the OC. My friends have been there for me since day 1. I’m so honored to have an amazing support system. Without them my life would have been unbearable, boring, and lonely.
To be honest I’ve fallen into the trap countless times. A trap of feelings. The feeling of self doubt. The envy. Pity. I fall and get stuck in a series of comparison. To be honest many times the trigger is the extravagant portrayal on social media.
Wehh I need anther vacation .. Just want some relaxation and time to myself tbh. Wieeee. At least there’s my mini vacation in two weeks to look forward to. And anxious AF to find my internship so I can move out already and cuz fUnemployment = broke
I finally told my best friend. It felt good. He’s the best.
I hope these thoughts and feelings go away. I’ve been down this dark road before and I really don’t want to go down it again. Hopefully I’m stronger than it this time around. 😔😣😕
Some days are going to be harder. We’ll want to quit and give up. But let’s just keep trying. Because other days will feel much better and we’ll love it.
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