and self hatred
NSFW Tumblr
find and self hatred on porn pin board
and self hatred clips
xxx tumblr
I know this too be true, yet I poison myself with doubt and self-hatred. It’s a hole I cannot climb out of. I feel like Hannibal keeps me trapped in his basement. But the tragic part is… I have trapped myself.
I need to vent. It’s 1:00 am and I can’t get to sleep. I’m a fuck up. I always have been, I probably always will be. I haven’t had a girlfriend in six years. The last one I had I wouldn’t even call a real girlfriend. I
Sometimes I just sit around and daydream about any reality other than this one.
Why is it so easy to hate, and so hard to love?
I can’t stand being such a worthless fuck up. I ruin everything, constantly. I’m a bummer to be around, I ruin everyone else’s good time, and ultimately just wind up hurting people I care about.
gullshriek: warm ups/thinking about jasper’s self-hatred
I give up. I couldnt finish the homework. Ill take an F before school even starts i dont even care anymore
The last few days of summer are the worst because i always spend them filled with self hatred thinking why didnt i just do my ap homework earlier
madliftin: “It’s nothing tangible, it is something inside, a self-respect/self-hatred that pushes you onward. Also an undying devotion to it. I have been lifting for nearly 15 years, and sometimes wrongfully I have put powerlifting as a priority.
redheadedbishies: みこさま by: ヤナギハラ
astrawrlogy: Retrograde planet(s) in the 1st house: the Ascendant sign’s manifestation will be heavily hindered/reduced. Very insecure, perhaps prone to self-hatred. Introverted. Identity and life path may change a lot. Likely more self-aware than most
astral-obscura: Retrograde planet(s) in the 1st house: the Ascendant sign’s manifestation will be heavily hindered/reduced. Very insecure, perhaps prone to self-hatred. Introverted. Identity and life path may change a lot. Likely more self-aware than
jayykesley:my brain, stomping it’s feet: i wanna use one inconsequential negative experience to spiral into an echo-chamber of self hatred!!! me, stirring my tea with my little plastic knife: no, we don’t do that anymore
miseengarde: white girls who want my culture’s bindis and saris and henna take my skin colour too and my dark brown lips take my self-hatred because i don’t fit into the euro-centric ideals of beauty take the oppression too take the history of
don’t have more than one blog. trust me. you’ll regret it. nine times out of ten you’ll post shit to the wrong blog and you won’t realize until 500 notes later and you’re just sitting in a throne of your own self hatred.
the-real-goddamazon: crownprince81: jamarcoaaronshaw: Yes!!! Yup. Every song these days is “ALL MY BITCHES IS FOREIGN AND LATINA” Like yo, shut up and go live in Europe (since that’s what’s you actually mean by ‘foreign’ anyway).
brittmarielostatsea: Reallyyyy scared to post this one…facing my fears and self hatred here. Be gentle. Oh yeah, Sorry for the fucking quality.
gundma: if you attack trans* people for having fun and being open about their gender and not wallowing in self hatred and shame and tell them theyre hurting ACTUAL trans people who have REAL problems number 1 you are garbage and number 2 you are garbage
First time I’ve gone clothes shopping and didn’t cry out of frustration and self hatred :) I was hesitant to try on skinny jeans but I feel great and I feel like I look great too
dean winchester and self-hatred
This blog is basically just porn, self hatred, more porn, self loathing, anxiety, and of course… more porn
lastofthetimeladies: #so this is pretty much the moments after the Oncoming Storm has passed #and he’s just left completely numb and broken #and drowning in his own guilt and self-hatred #because he feels like it’s all his fault #he should have
Do you ever just have one of those days where you can’t stop thinking in the back of your mind how much you hate yourself and want yourself to die and junk
Oh my god HI THERE suicidal thoughts and self hatred I reaLly didn’t think I would be seeing anything more of you today I was doing SO FINE goddamnt
I felt cute up until I saw myself in a mirror and now welp shit my middle name is Self Hatred™I should be killed just saying
oh wow do you ever justget such violent suicidal thoughts and self hatred and stuff you literally just cant do anythinglikeyou just sit thereyou can’t moveyou can’t do antrhnigyou’re just stuck or somethin???
I motherfucking hate myself so bad I can’t even get out my vent art ideas because i mother fucking hate myself so FUCKING MUCH AND I’D PROBABLY JUST STEAL SOMEONE’S IDEAS FOR MY OWN SHITTY ART AND IT’S DUMB AND I’M DU,B AND I HATE MYSELF LITERALLY
Lately for some reason I’ve been having very physical reactions to my emotional outburstslike, my hands twitch when I get violent suicidal thoughts and sometimes bad self hatred things toosometimes my whole body shakes and other times I just take in
I have that one song that goes like “I crashed my car into the bridge ~something something something~ I love it!” But like crazy self deprecating and about how much I hate myself Idk
Me: and anyway I call this one “I hate myself”Me: …Person: …? What’s the thing?Me: No it’s just me being myself every day lol
Oh my god no it’s too early in the fucking morning for all these suicidal fantasies and self hatred, maybe chill?
Ugh man honestly I’m having a really awful time with self hatred and stuff and ugh no why
There may come a day where I don’t hate myself and want to do awful, violent things to myself– but that day is not today. Or tomorrow. Probably not, like, any day after that either.
domdillian: alexamindslave: abrokendolll: whore-defiler: That feeling of shame and self-hatred as you realize what you’ve just done. When that feeling overcomes me I immediately start masturbating until i cum so I recognize those as positive feelings
this-is-life-actually: “This was a defining moment to erase years of self-hatred and revel in self-acceptance.” Follow @this-is-life-actually
take-this-sinking-ship: y0ulittleshit: soybeanbaby: Every time I hate my body I remember that there are millions of old rich white men who benefit from my self hatred and if there’s one thing I hate, it’s old rich white men so I snap out of that
goodmourn-ing: sin—and—self-destruction: becoming—unbroken: becoming—unbroken: Do you ever just get a massive wave of self hatred and it’s impossible to think about anything else and you’re painfully aware of every flaw on your body Tonight.
self-hatred: s—inful: black and white blog
chromatacia: itsbrotherfuckingwincest: kristen stewart is fucking gorgeous and really smart and just because she’s comfortable with how awkward she is and how different she is and you can’t get over your crippling self-hatred doesn’t mean she
fairytrainer: i love electra heart the album because it’s all about breaking boys’ hearts and self-hatred and those are two concepts i can really get behind
itzy0megaverse:I guess you did (A!Ryujin+O!Reader)Requested : ✔️ Reader : Gn Tw : angst to fluff, talks of a cheating & emotionally abusive ex, extreme self-hatred, adult language, self-destructive mindsets and tendencies For context this is
not-that-strong: heavyheartts: i don’t usually reblog pictures like this but this is beautiful. How is this beautiful? This is pain. This is self-hatred and loathing. I have self-harm scars and they are not beautiful. They represent an inner battle,
I am filled with so much anger, sadness, regret, self hatred and hatred towards you. But brutally honest, who cares. This too shall pass with due time. Things get better.
Self hatred and feeling repulsed by yourself is normal. Looking in the mirror or just breathing is like a reminder of “Wow you worthless piece of crap.” A lot of negative emotions and thoughts. Its just an internal conflict of things that
After overcoming rape, divorce, self-sabotage, sexual shame and self-hatred Kendal has learned to dance in the radiance of the Creator’s light, embracing and expanding love. She has learned that our sexuality is the greatest creative force on this
inklins: do you ever have that moment where you hate yourself for no reason whatsoever? like you just jump into a endless pool of self hatred and realize how much of a goddamn asshole you are and practically fuckin analyze all your imperfections? and
Self Hatred | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/61641124/via/miuda_1 Hearted from: http://never-going-to-recover.tumblr.com/post/50561231014
self harm | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/61448079/via/miuda_1 Hearted from: http://self-hatred-horizon.tumblr.com/post/50422861650
mirrors | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/64370448/via/miuda_1 Hearted from: http://self-hatred-horizon.tumblr.com/post/52614880850
daddyswaiting: Give me all of your pain, little one… all of your loathing and self-hatred… your confusion and uncertainty. All the tiny shards of you that have been broken time and time again… those feelings all belong to me now. I will take them
the-erl-queen:That seemingly irreparable mental exhaustion that incessant insecurity, hypervigilance, and self-hatred engenders✨🌙
