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lockhart premium shoes from element is only good for the kitchen. not really recommended for skating and bmx riders. morning my luvs.
hottitandate replied to your post: Me: BUT HEICHOU I’M TIRED I DON’T WANN… Oh god, I need a motivational Heichou keychain too |D Absolutely inspiring
yoursecretsub: I know it is a little late, but here is the new photo that I promised this morning! More me than I usually show and more explicit than I usually get, but I really liked this photo. Which is not something that normally happens. Thank
jean-wei: Not really autobiographical, but still really personal. I think I might revisit this at some point, but for now, here it is.
I’ve lived my life not really ever considering that I could ever be dealing with anything worse than just a different way of thinking and doing things. But this year, esp in the past couple months, it’s escalated. A lot.
I of course don’t speak for everyone butA lot of people don’t want kids not because they’d be a bad parent, it’s because they know couldn’t be anything less than a good parent and being a good parent takes more than many
kobresias: I was tagged in the selfie game again!!! It’s not a selfie. But it’s a photo of me that I really like. 😎 exploring abandoned shit in the wilderness is my jam. Thanks @thoughts-of-an-x-factor for the tag!! I tag any of you who feel
You seem to always be too busy for me. I’m trying not to be such an attention whore but I’m not really seeing you as much as I’d like and I’m trying to be ok with giving you enough space. I’m trying to make sure I’m
Finally I learn something… I learned that I blur the lines between love, sex, and intimacy causing me to become distant, hurt, but not really wanting to care at all. That kind of explains why I’m having lots of romantic issues… How
It’s really hard for me to feel this a lot of the time but I really do have to remind myself that everything works out in the end. Not always in your favor, but a lot of the time, if you put in the effort to work towards your goals, things will
I’m not really into ~Thanksgiving on a historically bad things happened level, but I do think taht recalling things to be thankful for are pretty important. So here’s mine: All of you reading this. Yep. ALL OF YOU. You have all helped
I need to find a way to articulate that I know my therapist means well telling me “Oh, lots of people go through that!” in response to many of my habits, but it’s not really comforting me. It’s just making me feel invalidated
My therapist wanted me to keep a journal of all the times I freaked out during the week. But whenever I freak out I’m not really thinking of sitting down and writing down what happened. And when I’m finally ~over it, or whatever, the last
I think when I finally have enough money (being a teacher idk when that is hah) I want to get a breast reduction. I just want to be able to appear more androgynous. I don’t necessarily want to present more male, but I do want to present more
makes post saying “hey I’m tagging anything remotely spoilery [this tag]” reblogs fanart that’s not really spoilery but still tags it person makes angry post a/b spoilery fanart and unfollows me ???????????????
I have been wearing Graham’s shorts recently, because they’re an appropriate length for work and I really like it? Mostly, I love how they cover up how fucking wide my hips are. It’s super duper great.
Work kicked my ass today and I have another very stressful 8 hour work day tomorrow. I’m not really sure what I’m asking for, but nice stuff would be comforting.
I’m beginning to realize that the best insight to people I know is not really how they treat me as a queer person, as a trans* person, as a mentally ill person, but how they treat others who identify within any of categories.
While I was walking from the train stop a guy looked at me and said loudly to his friend “YO, I THOUGHT THAT WAS A GIRL FOR A SECOND.” I… sure. ok. I can work with this.
Katie suggested me getting a “grounding” item so I can focus on it when I’m having panic attacks. I’m not really sure what I should get, though. I kind of want an Armin keychain, but that’s probably going to cost a bit.
I’m trying to figure out how to look back on roughly half of my life and not be bitter about it. It’s not really easy. But with each passing day and no contact, I have to accept the fact that this is over with. We’re done. I’m
being in two relationships with two of my closest friends is weird, because it feels like nothing really changed? at all? but not in a bad way. Graham is just like shrugs thanks for letting me know. and that was it? and then Blythe and I sent
shockingly honest of me to post this but I hate not being stealth online and also hate not being able to post trans related things so I’m stuck in a cycle of “I can’t post that, I don’t want them to know I’m trans”
Blehh, I need to fix my sleep schedule. Its not too bad (its been way worse before) but its not really how I want my days to be going. I stay up too late and thus sleep in later than I should resulting in me feeling I wasted the day so I stay up late
It’s really nice out, its like cool and overcast (ok maybe a lot of folks wouldn’t consider that nice but I like it when its overcast) but not too cold and its slightly windy so there’s nice constant airflow. It’s days like these
Aww man, its super nice out right now. It’s cool but not cold and there’s a nice breeze, the sky is really clear and you can see some stars (not a lot, ‘cause I live in the city and there’s way too much ambient light to see too
The other day I was at this sort of community center at a park that people can rent out for club meetings and stuff (I don’t really know what you’d call it) and there was a bulletin board with notices and whatnot on it and for some reason
I’m going to go to Wondercon for a bit. There’s not really any panels or things like that I want to see, when I bought the passes I was hoping there would be something cartoon related going on but the only cartoon thing seems to be a Cartoon Hangover
I keep meaning to go to bed early but this is the third day in a row I’ve gone to bed at 4am which… I guess is early depending on your interpretation of the word… but not really what I’ve intended. I need to get on fixing that…anywho,
I also just generally have a big complex about missing out on things, not knowing things. I need to know things. I get really agitated knowing about potential things I’m interested in but not having access to it to actually experience it, so things
So I finally got to sleep at about 8am and slept poorly for about 3 hours. Oddly enough I’m really not tired at all, though. I still feel awful but not in quite the same way I was last night. I’m resting and trying to take it easy today with
sometimes I don’t yet have a migraine (or auras, which precede migraines) and might not even get one that day, but I can feel it just lurking around the corner, deciding on whether or not to come and ruin my day. Like, just move along, buddy, I don’t
some times i get really sad when i remember about my school suddenly dropping german. not only was the teacher really fun, but i really liked the way he taught the class and i was actually doing well. but then suddenly the school just dropped the course
i feel really restless right now because i really want to dye my hair pink but i’m not really sure what’s gonna happen after i do that because my family is the type to start drama no matter what. i mean like. it’s my hair and i
i don’t know what it is about noiao that gives me such bitter feelings. i mean i don’t mind them, at least i don’t think i do, but sometimes when i see art of them i just get this unsettling, bitter feeling and i’m not really sure where it comes
really want the domain tooru.god.jp wtf
i really want to play rainmaker but it’s not gonna be in for 3 rotations……..o(-(
Wanted to work more on that Nickel print but not happening… Way too exhausted from driving and work. I’ll get back on it tomorrow!
but not really they’re kind of massive and i love how they use a picture of a girl with thin size thighs
Stuck between really wanting to have sex, like bad, like he and I used to but not wanting to have sex with him. Ahhhh why did he have to go and ruin everything.
I left the postpartum depression group I was in. Tired of not getting the support I need and I hate being talked down to. I really should talk to a therapist again but I really hate trying to find a new one.
My problem when I wake up at 11am:I eat at like 11:10/12, usually still breakfast foods like egg whites with a ton of other shit and veggies but still amounts to under 400 calories or so (or like 310 this time somehow - it’s always so much food).
revivaljam: when a hot person accidentally touches you
fenrirlives: Say that I’m a decent person and my art is good You’re a decent person, and your art is good! LIAR!
Just came downstairs to find that my dad opened up my personal bank statement that came in the mail and I guess I feel really uncomfortable and violated???
I’ve been experiencing insane amounts of self hatred lately for some reason which is really weird cause I was so okay with myself for so long– just okay. Not happy but not unhappy– and now I just hate myself so badlyAnd it sometimes comes
Me: bruh I feel like garbage in the way that only looking at monsterd can help at allMe, searching “monster” on tumblr: okay I mean I don’t understand why you would tag your porn with “monster” but can you just like chill a bit?
I don’t think it’s very hard to understandI’m not a womanI’m not really a she or herI’m a theyI’m a personAnd I don’t need to be told what to do.Sure, I LIKE to be told what to do on the right occasion but I’m still my own person and I
I know you’re supposed to do things like this ‘for yourself’ but i really feel that i am partly doing my degree for my parents. Not in a bad way, as they have never put any pressure on me academically and they have always supported
I don’t ever promote any blogs, and I’m not really promoting this blog, but I just joined Tunegate, and if you would like new electronic music to listen to you’re welcome to follow if you’d like. I make a lot of music posts already
I just finished one of the best anime I’ve seen in a long while, it made me cry so much though. But if you like romance/ drama/ school/ psychological anime then you should watch it. Ef - A Tale of Memories. It reminds me of Clannad, but not really.
do I straighten my hair which would be good for like 2 days but also might mess up my curl pattern??? - things that keep me up at night
The local news is saying flooding shouldn’t be all that bad, since the rivers are pretty low at the moment. We’re not even supposed to get any snow in NEPA. Everybody is going crazy about the coming storm, but I’m not really expecting
I kind of feel like shaving my legs, but I really don’t wanna deal with the shitty comments I’d almost certainly get from my family. It took me 7+ years to get them to leave me the fuck alone about my preference for not shaving, and I know
Not to be boring and serious on main but really nice part of being me is that it really doesn’t matter how horny I get or how much I want someone kind of release or pleasure because it is impossible to get off. Because “genitals doesn’t
I know it’s so stupid but I really want to wear a clip on tail on my jeans when I go out places now >.< I’m not to old right?? Oh gawd I really am becoming a furry !!! Clip On Fox Tail From Wishlist
Seriously, guys, calling the ship EskaBo is not only stupid and racist but also breaks the unspoken rules of ship name construction, okay? The ship’s name is generally formed by the first syllable(s) of Person A’s name and the last syllable(s)
I always appreciate compliments and kind words, but it really bugs me when people ask me to include certain things in my photos. I’m not trying to be rude, but I don’t post anything on here for anyone else’s viewing pleasure. I do it
I’m going to shave against my will!! Well, not really. It’s just that I’m feeling lazy and I just wish I had someone to take care of that for me, because I really enjoy feeling myself all smooth or fun like with my landing strip, but
